The birds fell
silent, the hens scurried to shelter. In ten minutes the cutting blast
died out. A dead calm succeeded. Then out burst the sun, flooding the
land with laughter! The black-birds resumed their piping, the fowls
ventured forth, and the whole valley again lay beaming and blossoming
under a perfect sky.”
The following night I was in the city watching a noble performance
of “Tristan and Isolde!”
I took enormous satisfaction in the fact that I could plant peas in
my garden till noon and hear a concert in Chicago on the same day. The
arrangement seemed ideal.
On May 9th I was again at home, “the first whippoorwill sang
to-night—trees are in full leaf,” I note.
In a big square room in the eastern end of the house, I set up a
handmade walnut desk which I had found in LaCrosse, and on this I began
to write in the inspiration of morning sun-shine and bird-song. For
four hours I bent above my pen, and each afternoon I sturdily
flourished spade and hoe, while mother hobbled about with cane in hand
to see that I did it right. “You need watching,” she laughingly said.
With a cook and a housemaid, a man to work the garden, and a horse
to plow out my corn and potatoes, I began to wear the composed dignity
of an earl. I pruned trees, shifted flower beds and established berry
patches with the large-handed authority of a southern planter. It was
comical, it was delightful!
To eat home-cooked meals after years of dreadful restaurants gave me
especial satisfaction, but alas! there was a flaw in my lute. We had to
eat in our living room; and when I said “Mother, one of these days I'm
going to move the kitchen to the south and build a real sure-enough
dining room in between,” she turned upon me with startled gaze.
“You'd better think a long time about that,” she warningly replied.
“We're perfectly comfortable the way we are.”
“Comfortable? Yes, but we must begin to think of being luxurious.
There's nothing too good for you, mother.”
Early in July my brother Franklin joined me in the garden work, and
then my mother's cup of contentment fairly overflowed its brim. So far
as we knew she had no care, no regret. Day by day she sat in an easy
chair under the trees, watching us as we played ball on the lawn, or
cut weeds in the garden; and each time we looked at her, we both
acknowledged a profound sense of satisfaction, of relief. Never again
would she burn in the suns of the arid plains, or cower before the
winds of a desolate winter. She was secure. “You need never work
again,” I assured her. “You can get up when you please and go to bed
when you please. Your only job is to sit in the shade and boss the rest
of us,” and to this she answered only with a silent, characteristic
chuckle of delight.
“The Junior,” as I called my brother, enjoyed the homestead quite as
much as I. Together we painted the porch, picked berries, hoed
potatoes, and trimmed trees. Everything we did, everything we saw,
recovered for us some part of our distant boyhood. The noble lines of
the hills to the west, the weeds of the road-side, the dusty
weather-beaten, covered-bridges, the workmen in the fields, the voices
of our neighbors, the gossip of the village—all these sights and
sounds awakened deep-laid, associated tender memories. The cadence of
every song, the quality of every resounding jest made us at home, once
and for all. Our twenty-five-year stay on the level lands of Iowa and
Dakota seemed only an unsuccessful family exploration—our life in the
city merely a business, winter adventure.
To visit among the farmers—to help at haying or harvesting, brought
back minute touches of the olden, wondrous prairie world. We went
swimming in the river just as we used to do when lads, rejoicing in the
caress of the wind, the sting of the cool water, and on such
expeditions we often thought of Burton and others of our play-mates
faraway, and of Uncle David, in his California exile. “I wish he, too,
could enjoy this sweet and tranquil world,” I said, and in this desire
my brother joined.
We wore the rudest and simplest clothing, and hoed (when we hoed)
with furious strokes; but as the sun grew hot we usually fled to the
shade of the great maples which filled the back yard, and there, at
ease, recounted the fierce toil of the Iowa harvest fields, recalling
the names of the men who shared it with us,—and so, while all around
us green things valorously expanded, and ripening apples turned to
scarlet and gold in their coverts of green, we burrowed deep in the
soil like the badger which is the symbol of our native state.
After so many years of bleak and treeless farm-lands, it seemed that
our mother could not get enough of the luxuriant foliage, the bloom and
the odorous sweetness of this lovely valley. Hour by hour, day by day,
she sat on the porch, or out under the trees, watching the cloud
shadows slide across the hills, hearing the whistle of the orioles and
the love songs of the cat-bird, happy in the realization that both her
sons were, at last, within the sound of her voice. She had but one
unsatisfied desire (a desire which she shyly reiterated), and that was
her longing for a daughter, but neither Frank nor I, at the moment, had
any well-defined hope of being able to fulfill that demand.
My life had not been one to bring about intimate relationships with
women. I had been too poor and too busy in Boston to form any
connections other than just good friendships, and even now, my means
would not permit a definite thought of marriage. “Where can I keep a
wife? My two little rooms in Chicago are all the urban home I can
afford, and to bring a daughter of the city to live in West Salem would
be dangerous.” Nevertheless, I promised mother that on my return to
Chicago, I would look around and see what I could find.
For three months—that is to say during May, June and July, I
remained concerned with potato bugs, currant worms, purslane and other
important garden concerns, but in August I started on a tour which had
far-reaching effects.
Though still at work upon Rose of Dutcher's Coolly, I was
beginning to meditate on themes connected with Colorado, and as the
heat of July intensified in the low country, I fell to dreaming of the
swift mountain streams whose bright waters I had seen in a previous
trip, and so despite all my protestations, I found myself in Colorado
Springs one August day, a guest of Louis Ehrich, a New Yorker and
fellow reformer, in exile for his health. It was at his table that I
met Professor Fernow, chief of the National Bureau of Forestry, who was
in the west on a tour of the Federal Forests, and full of enthusiasm
for his science.
His talk interested me enormously. I forecast, dimly, something of
the elemental change which scientific control was about to bring into
the mountain west, and when (sensing my genuine interest) he said “Why
not accompany me on my round?” I accepted instantly, and my good
friends, the Ehrichs out-fitted me for the enterprise.
We left next day for Glenwood Springs, at which point Fernow hired
horses and a guide who knew the streams and camps of the White River
Plateau, and early on the second morning we set out on a trail which,
in a literary sense, carried me a long way and into a new world.
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