Something going to happen,’ she whispered.
‘Then I hear a thud in the engine-room. Then the noise of machinery
falling down—like fire-irons—and then two most awful yells. They’re more
like hoots, and I know—I know while I listen—that it means that two men
have died as they hooted. It was their last breath hooting out of them—in
most awful pain. Do you understand?’
‘I ought to. Go on.’
‘That’s the first part. Then I hear bare feet running along the
alleyway. One of the scalded men comes up behind me and says quite
distinctly, “My friend! All is lost!” Then he taps me on the shoulder and
I hear him drop down dead.’ He panted and wiped his forehead.
‘So that is your night?’ she said.
‘That is my night. It comes every few weeks—so many days after I get
what I call sentence. Then I begin to count.’
‘Get sentence? D’you mean this?’ She half closed her eyes,
drew a deep breath, and shuddered. ‘“Notice” I call it. Sir John thought
it was all lies.’
She had unpinned her hat and thrown it on the seat opposite, showing
the immense mass of her black hair, rolled low in the nape of the columnar
neck and looped over the left ear. But Conroy had no eyes except for her
grave eyes.
‘Listen now!’ said she. ‘I walk down a road, a white sandy road near
the sea. There are broken fences on either side, and Men come and look at
me over them.’
‘Just men? Do they speak?’
‘They try to. Their faces are all mildewy—eaten away,’ and she hid her
face for an instant with her left hand. ‘It’s the Faces—the Faces!’
‘Yes. Like my two hoots. I know.’
‘Ah! But the place itself—the bareness—and the glitter and the salt
smells, and the wind blowing the sand! The Men run after me and I run....
I know what’s coming too. One of them touches me.’
‘Yes! What comes then? We’ve both shirked that.’
‘One awful shock—not palpitation, but shock, shock, shock!’
‘As though your soul were being stopped—as you’d stop a finger-bowl
humming?’ he said.
‘Just that,’ she answered. ‘One’s very soul—the soul that one lives
by—stopped. So!’
She drove her thumb deep into the arm-rest. ‘And now,’ she whined to
him, ‘now that we’ve stirred each other up this way, mightn’t we have just
one?’
‘No,’ said Conroy, shaking. ‘Let’s hold on. We’re past’—he peered out
of the black windows—‘Woking. There’s the Necropolis. How long till
dawn?’
‘Oh, cruel long yet. If one dozes for a minute, it catches one.’
‘And how d’you find that this’—he tapped the palm of his glove—‘helps
you?’
‘It covers up the thing from being too real—if one takes enough—you
know. Only—only—one loses everything else. I’ve been no more than a
bogie-girl for two years.
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