They
laughed hysterically when a curve threw them against an arm-rest.
‘Now for breakfast!’ she cried. ‘My maid—Nurse Blaber—has the basket
and things. It’ll be ready in twenty minutes. Oh! Look at my hair!’ and
she went out laughing.
Conroy’s first discovery, made without fumbling or counting letters on
taps, was that the London and South Western’s allowance of washing-water
is inadequate. He used every drop, rioting in the cold tingle on neck and
arms. To shave in a moving train balked him, but the next halt gave him a
chance, which, to his own surprise, he took. As he stared at himself in
the mirror he smiled and nodded. There were points about this person with
the clear, if sunken, eye and the almost uncompressed mouth. But when he
bore his bag back to his compartment, the weight of it on a limp arm
humbled that new pride.
‘My friend,’ he said, half aloud, ‘you go into training. You’re
putty.’
She met him in the spare compartment, where her maid had laid
breakfast.
‘By Jove!’ he said, halting at the doorway, ‘I hadn’t realised how
beautiful you were!’
‘The same to you, lad. Sit down. I could eat a horse.’
‘I shouldn’t,’ said the maid quietly. ‘The less you eat the better.’
She was a small, freckled woman, with light fluffy hair and pale-blue eyes
that looked through all veils.
‘This is Miss Blaber,’ said Miss Henschil. ‘He’s one of the soul-weary
too, Nursey.’
‘I know it. But when one has just given it up a full meal doesn’t
agree. That’s why I’ve only brought you bread and butter.’
She went out quietly, and Conroy reddened.
‘We’re still children, you see,’ said Miss Henschil. ‘But I’m well
enough to feel some shame of it. D’you take sugar?’
They starved together heroically, and Nurse Blaber was good enough to
signify approval when she came to clear away.
‘Nursey?’ Miss Henschil insinuated, and flushed.
‘Do you smoke?’ said the nurse coolly to Conroy.
‘I haven’t in years. Now you mention it, I think I’d like a
cigarette—or something.’
‘I used to. D’you think it would keep me quiet?’ Miss Henschil
said.
‘Perhaps. Try these.’ The nurse handed them her cigarette-case.
‘Don’t take anything else,’ she commanded, and went away with the
tea-basket.
‘Good!’ grunted Conroy, between mouthfuls of tobacco.
‘Better than nothing,’ said Miss Henschil; but for a while they felt
ashamed, yet with the comfort of children punished together.
‘Now,’ she whispered, ‘who were you when you were a man?’
Conroy told her, and in return she gave him her history. It delighted
them both to deal once more in worldly concerns—families, names, places,
and dates—with a person of understanding.
She came, she said, of Lancashire folk—wealthy cotton-spinners, who
still kept the broadened a and slurred aspirate of the old stock.
She lived with an old masterful mother in an opulent world north of
Lancaster Gate, where people in Society gave parties at a Mecca called the
Langham Hotel.
She herself had been launched into Society there, and the flowers at
the ball had cost eighty-seven pounds; but, being reckoned peculiar, she
had made few friends among her own sex. She had attracted many men, for
she was a beauty—the beauty, in fact, of Society, she said.
She spoke utterly without shame or reticence, as a life-prisoner tells
his past to a fellow-prisoner; and Conroy nodded across the
smoke-rings.
‘Do you remember when you got into the carriage?’ she asked. ‘(Oh, I
wish I had some knitting!) Did you notice aught, lad?’
Conroy thought back. It was ages since. ‘Wasn’t there some one outside
the door—crying?’ he asked.
‘He’s—he’s the little man I was engaged to,’ she said. ‘But I made him
break it off. I told him ’twas no good. But he won’t, yo’ see.’
‘That fellow? Why, he doesn’t come up to your shoulder.’
‘That’s naught to do with it. I think all the world of him.
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