'He should have taken care more of his own
reputation for the sake of his Work!'
Valentine considered this thin, ecstatic spinster with ironic
curiosity.
'Of course, if you've sat...if you're still sitting at father's feet
as much as all that,' she conceded, 'it gives you a certain right to be
careful about his reputation...All the same I wish you would tell me
what that person said on the phone!'
The bust of Miss Wanostrocht moved with a sudden eagerness towards
the edge of her table.
'It's precisely because of that,' she said, 'that I want to speak to
you first...That I want you to consider...Valentine said:
'Because of my father's reputation...Look here, did that
person--Lady Macmaster!--speak to you as if you were me? Our names are
near enough to make it possible.'
'You're,' Miss Wanostrocht said, 'as one might say, the fine fruit
of the product of his views on the education of women. And if
you...It's been such a satisfaction to me to observe in you such a...a
sound, instructed head on such a...oh, you know, sane body...And
then...An earning capacity. A commercial value. Your father, of course,
never minced words...' She added:
'I'm bound to say that my interview with Lady Mac-master...Who
surely isn't a lady of whom you could say that you disapprove. I've
read her husband's work. It surely--you'd say, wouldn't you?--conserves
some of the ancient fire.'
'He,' Valentine said, 'hasn't a word of Latin to his tail. He makes
his quotations out, if he uses them, by means of school-cribs...I know
his method of work, you know.'
It occurred to Valentine to think that if Edith Ethel really
had at first taken Miss Wanostrocht for herself there might
pretty obviously be some cause for Miss Wanostrocht's concern for her
father's reputation as an intimate trainer of young women. She figured
Edith Ethel suddenly bursting into a description of the circumstances
of that man who was without furniture and did not appear to recognize
the porter. The relations she might have described as having existed
between her and him might well worry the Head of a Great Public School
for Middle Class Girls. She had no doubt been described as having had a
baby. A disagreeable and outraged current invaded her feelings...
It was suddenly obscured by a recrudescence of the thought that had
come to her only incidentally in the hall. It rushed over her with
extraordinary vividness now, like a wave of warm liquid...If it
had really been that fellow's wife who had removed his furniture
what was there to keep them apart? He couldn't have pawned or sold or
burnt his furniture whilst he had been with the British Expeditionary
Force in the Low Countries! He couldn't have without extraordinary
difficulty! Then...What should keep them apart?...Middle Class
Morality? A pretty gory carnival that had been for the last four years!
Was this then Lent, pressing hard on the heels of Saturnalia? Not so
hard as that, surely! So that if one hurried...What on earth did she
want, unknown to herself?
She heard herself saying, almost with a sob, so that she was
evidently in a state of emotion:
'Look here: I disapprove of this whole thing: of what my father has
brought me to! Those people...the brilliant Victorians talked all the
time through their hats. They evolved a theory from anywhere and then
went brilliantly mad over it. Perfectly recklessly...Have you noticed
Pettigul One?...Hasn't it occurred to you that you can't carry
on violent physical jerks and mental work side by side? I ought not to
be in this school and I ought not to be what I am!'
At Miss Wanostrocht's perturbed expression she said to herself:
'What on earth am I saying all this for? You'd think I was trying to
cut loose from this school! Am I?'
Nevertheless her voice was going on:
'There's too much oxygenation of the lungs, here. It's unnatural. It
affects the brain, deleteriously. Pettigul One is an example of it.
She's earnest with me and earnest with her books. Now she's gone dotty.
Most of them it only stupifies.'
It was incredible to her that the mere imagination that that
fellow's wife had left him should make her spout out like this--for all
the world like her father spouting out one of his ingenious
theories!...It had really occurred to her once or twice to think that
you could not run a dual physical and mental existence without some
risk. The military physical developments of the last four years had
been responsible for a real exaggeration of physical values. She was
aware that in that Institution, for the last four years, she had been
regarded as supplementing if not as actually replacing both the doctor
and the priest...But from that to evolving a complete theory that the
Pettigul's lie was the product of an over-oxygenated brain was going
pretty far...
Still, she was prevented from taking part in national rejoicings;
pretty certainly Edith Ethel had been talking scandal about her to Miss
Wanostrocht. She had the right to take it out in some sort of
exaggerated declamation!
'It appears,' Miss Wanostrocht said, 'for we can't now go into the
question of the whole curriculum of the school, though I am inclined to
agree with you. What by the bye is the matter with Pettigul One? I
thought her rather a solid sort of girl. But it appears that the wife
of a friend...perhaps it's only a former friend of yours, is in a
nursing home.'
Valentine exclaimed:
'Oh, he...But that's too ghastly!'
'It appears,' Miss Wanostrocht said, 'to be rather a mess.' She
added: 'That appears to be the only expression to use.'
For Valentine, that piece of news threw a blinding light upon
herself. She was overwhelmingly appalled because that woman was in a
nursing home. Because in that case it would not be sporting to go and
see the husband! Miss Wanostrocht went on:
'Lady Macmaster was anxious for your advice.--It appears that the
only other person that could look after the interests of...of your
friend: his brother...'
Valentine missed something out of that sentence. Miss Wanostrocht
talked too fluently. If people wanted you to appreciate items of
sledge-hammering news they should not use long sentences. They should
say:
'He's mad and penniless. His brother's dying: his wife's just been
operated on.' Like that! Then you could take it in; even if your mind
was rioting about like a cat in a barrel.
'The brother's...female companion,' Miss Wanostrocht was wandering
on, 'though it appears that she would have been willing is therefore
not available...The theory is that he--he himself, your friend, has
been considerably unhinged by his experiences in the war. Then...Who in
your opinion should take the responsibility of looking after his
interests?'
Valentine heard herself say:
'Me!'
She added:
'Him! Looking after him.
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