And then I remembered
that it was the birthday of their Redeemer!'
How superior of the Sage of Chelsea not to remember till then that
that had been Christmas Day! Edith Ethel, too, was trying to show how
superior she was. She wanted to prove that until she, Valentine Wannop,
had reminded her, Lady Macmaster, that that day had about it something
of the popular festival she, Lady Mac, had been unaware of the fact.
Really quite unaware, you know. She lived in her rapt seclusion along
with Sir Vincent--the critic, you know: their eyes fixed on the higher
things, they disregarded maroons and had really a quite remarkable
collection, by now, of first editions, official-titled friends and At
Homes to their credit.
Yet Valentine remembered that once she had sat at the feet of the
darkly mysterious Edith Ethel Ducheminwhere had that all
gone?--and had sympathized with her marital martyrdoms, her impressive
taste in furniture, her large rooms and her spiritual adulteries. So
she said good-humouredly to the instrument:
'Aren't you just the same, Edith Ethel? And what can I do for
you?'
The good-natured patronage in her tone astonished her, and she was
astonished, too, at the ease with which she spoke. Then she realized
that the noises had been going away: silence was falling: the cries
receded. They were going towards a cumulation at a distance. The girls'
voices in the playground no longer existed: the Head must have let them
go. Naturally, too, the local population wasn't going to go on letting
off crackers in side streets...She was alone: cloistered with the
utterly improbable!
Lady Macmaster had sought her out and here was she, Valentine
Wannop, patronizing Lady Macmaster! Why? What could Lady Macmaster want
her to do? She couldn't--but of course she jolly well could!--be
thinking of being unfaithful to Macmaster and be wanting her, Valentine
Wannop, to play the innocent, the virginal gooseberry or Disciple. Or
alibi. Whatever it was. Goose was the most appropriate word...Obviously
Macmaster was the sort of person to whom any Lady Macmaster would
want--would have--to be unfaithful. A little, dark-bearded, drooping
deprecatory fellow. A typical Critic! All Critics' wives were probably
unfaithful to them. They lacked the creative gift. What did you call
it? A word unfit for a young lady to use!
Her mind ran about in this unbridled, Cockney schoolgirl's vein.
There was no stopping it. It was in honour of the DAY! She was
temporarily inhibited from bashing policemen on the head, so she was
mentally disrespectful to constituted authority--to Sir Vincent
Macmaster, Principal Secretary to H.M. Department of Statistics, author
of Walter Savage Landor, a Critical Monograph, and of twenty-two
other Critical Monographs in the Eminent Bores' Series...Such
books! And she was being disrespectful and patronizing to Lady
Macmaster, Egeria to innumerable Scottish Men of Letters! No more
respect! Was that to be a lasting effect of the cataclysm that had
involved the world? The late cataclysm! Thank God, since ten
minutes ago they could call it the late cataclysm!
She was positively tittering in front of the telephone from which
Lady Macmaster's voice was now coming in earnest, cajoling tones--as if
she knew that Valentine was not paying very much attention, saying:
'Valentine! Valentine! Valentine!'
Valentine said negligently:
'I'm listening!'
She wasn't really. She was really reflecting on whether there had
not been more sense in the Mistresses' Conference that that morning,
solemnly, had taken place in the Head's private room. Undoubtedly what
the Mistresses with the Head at their head had feared was that if they,
Headmistresses, Mistresses, Masters, Pastors--by whom I was made
etcetera!--should cease to be respected because saturnalia broke out on
the sounding of a maroon the whole world would go to pieces! An awful
thought! The Girls no longer sitting silent in the nonconformist hall
while the Head addressed repressive speeches to them...
She had addressed a speech, containing the phrase 'the Credit of a
Great Public School', in that Hall only last afternoon in which, fair
thin woman, square-elbowed, with a little of sunlight really still in
her coiled fair hair, she had seriously requested the Girls not again
to repeat the manifestations of joy of the day before. The day before
there had been a false alarm and the School--horribly!--had sung:
'Hang Kaiser Bill from the hoar apple tree
And Glory Glory Glory till it's tea-time!'
The Head, making her speech, was certain that she had now before her
a chastened School, a School that anyhow felt foolish because the
rumour of the day before had turned out to be a canard. So she
impressed on the Girls the nature of the joy they ought to feel: a joy
repressed that should send them silent home. Blood was to cease to be
shed: a fitting cause for home-joy--as it were a home-lesson. But there
was to be no triumph. The very fact that you ceased hostilities
precluded triumph...
Valentine, to her surprise, had found herself wondering when you
might feel triumph...You couldn't whilst you were still
contending: you must not when you had won! Then when? The Head told the
girls that it was their province as the future mothers of England--nay,
of reunited Europe!--to--well, in fact, to go on with their
home-lessons and not run about the streets with effigies of the Great
Defeated! She put it that it was their function to shed further light
of womanly culture--that there, thank Heaven, they had never been
allowed to forget!--athwart a re-illumined Continent...As if you could
light up now there was no fear of submarines or raids!
And Valentine wondered why, for a mutinous moment, she had wanted to
feel triumph...had wanted someone to feel triumph. Well,
he...they...had wanted it so much. Couldn't they have it just for a
moment--for the space of one Benkollerdy! Even if it were wrong? or
vulgar? Something human, someone had once said, is dearer than a
wilderness of decalogues!
But at the Mistresses' Conference that morning, Valentine had
realized that what was really frightening them was the other note. A
quite definite fear. If, at this parting of the ways, at this crack
across the table of History, the School--the World, the future mothers
of Europe--got out of hand, would they ever come back? The
Authorities--Authority all over the world--was afraid of that; more
afraid of that than of any other thing. Wasn't it a possibility that
there was to be no more Respect? None for constituted Authority and
consecrated Experience?
And, listening to the fears of those careworn, faded, ill-nourished
gentlewomen, Valentine Wannop had found herself speculating.
'No more respect...For the Equator! For the Metric system. For Sir
Walter Scott! Or George Washington! Or Abraham Lincoln! Or the Seventh
Commandment!!!!!!'
And she had a blushing vision of fair, shy, square-elbowed Miss
Wanostrocht--the Head!--succumbing to some specious-tongued
beguiler!...That was where the shoe really pinched! You had to keep
them--the Girls, the Populace, everybody!--in hand now, for once you
let go there was no knowing where They, like waters parted from the
seas, mightn't carry You.
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