He’s rather sacrificed
his career for me, I fancy. He’s got high aims. Poor little Minks!’
‘I’ll stand by him whatever happens,’ was the thought the slamming
of the blue door interrupted. ‘To be secretary to such a man is
already success.’ And again he hugged his secret and himself.
As already said, the new-fledged secretary was married and wrote
poetry on the sly. He had four children. He would make an ideal
helpmate, worshipping his employer with that rare quality of being
interested in his ideas and aims beyond the mere earning of a salary;
seeing, too, in that employer more than he, the latter, supposed. For,
while he wrote verses on the sly, ‘my chief,’ as he now preferred to
call him, lived poetry in his life.
‘He’s got it, you know, my dear,’ he announced to his wife, as he
kissed her and arranged his tie in the gilt mirror over the plush
mantelpiece in the ‘parlour’; ‘he’s got the divine thing in him right
enough; got it, too, as strong as hunger or any other natural
instinct. It’s almost functional with him, if I may say so’—which
meant ‘if you can understand me’—’only, he’s deliberately smothered
it all these years. He thinks it wouldn’t go down with other business
men. And he’s been in business, you see, from the word go. He meant to
make money, and he couldn’t do both exactly. Just like myself—-‘
Minks wandered on. His wife noticed the new enthusiasm in his
manner, and was puzzled by it. Something was up, she divined.
‘Do you think he’ll raise your salary again soon?’ she asked
practically, helping him draw off the paper cuffs that protected his
shirt from ink stains, and throwing them in the fire. ‘That seems to
be the real point.’
But Herbert evaded the immediate issue. It was so delightful to
watch her and keep his secret a little longer.
‘And you do deserve success, dear,’ she added; ‘you’ve been
as faithful as a horse.’ She came closer, and stroked his thick, light
hair a moment.
He turned quickly. Had he betrayed himself already? Had she read it
from his eyes or manner?
‘That’s nothing,’ he answered lightly. ‘Duty is duty.’
‘Of course, dear,’ and she brought him his slippers. He would not
let her put them on for him. It was not gallant to permit menial
services to a woman.
‘Success,’ he murmured, ‘that poisons many a baser mind—-‘ and
then stopped short. ‘I’ve got a new sonnet,’ he told her quickly,
determined to prolong his pleasure, ‘got it in the train coming home.
Wait a moment, and I’ll give you the rest. It’s a beauty, with real
passion in it, only I want to keep it cold and splendid if I can.
Don’t interrupt a moment.’ He put the slippers on the wrong feet and
stared hard into the fire.
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