He had seen so much, had acquired so much information;
it was no discovery that he had made. What was it, then? He was
certainly not a genius; that must be an exaggeration. Could one
imagine a genius without a victor's confidence, or had his peculiar
life destroyed that confidence? This anxiety which constantly
intruded itself; this bad conscience; this dreadful, vile
conscience; this ineradicable dread; was it a foreboding? Did it
point to the future?
It was about half a year after this that his
desultory studies became concentrated on electricity, and after a
time this took them to Munich. During the course of these studies
he began to write, quite spontaneously. The students had formed a
society, and Rafael was expected to contribute a paper. But his
contribution was so original that they begged him to show it to the
professor, and this encouraged him greatly. It was the professor,
too, who had his first article printed. A Norwegian technical
periodical accepted a subsequent one, and this was the external
influence which turned his thoughts once more towards Norway.
Norway rose before him as the promised land of electricity. The
motive power of its countless waterfalls was sufficient for the
whole world! He saw his country during the winter darkness gleaming
with electric lustre. He saw her, too, the manufactory of the
world, the possessor of navies. Now he had something to go home
for!
His mother did not share his love for their country,
and had no desire to live in Norway. But the money which she had
saved up for his education bad been spent long ago. Hellebergene
had had its share. The estate did not yield an equivalent, for it
was essentially a timbered estate, and the trees on it were still
immature.
So it was to be home! A few years alone at
Hellebergene was just what he wished for. But - something always
occurred to prevent their departure at the time fixed for it. First
he was detained by an invention which he wished to patent. Up to
the present time he had only sketched out ideas which others had
adopted; now it was to be different. The invention was duly
patented and handed over to an agent to sell; but still they did
not start. What was the hindrance? Another invention with a fresh
patent more likely to sell than the first, which unfortunately did
not go off. This patent was also taken out, which again cost money,
and was handed over to the agent to be sold. Could he not start
now? Well, yes, he thought he could. But Fru Kaas soon realised
that he was not serious, so she sought the help of a young
relative, Hans Ravn, an engineer, like most of the Ravns. Rafael
liked Hans, for he was himself a Ravn in temperament, a thing that
he had not realised before; it was quite a revelation to him. He
had believed that the Ravns were like his mother, but now found
that she greatly differed from them. To Hans Ravn Fru Kaas said
plainly that now they must start. The last day of May was the date
fixed on, and this Hans was to tell every one, for it would make
Rafael bestir himself, his mother thought, if this were known
everywhere. Hans Ravn spread this news far and near, partly because
it was his province to do so, partly because he hoped it would be
the occasion of a farewell entertainment such as had never been
seen. A banquet actually did take place amid general enthusiasm,
which ended in the whole company forming a procession to escort
their guest to his house. Here they encountered a crowd of officers
who were proceeding home in the same manner. They nearly came to
blows, but fraternised instead, and the engineers cheered the
officers and the officers the engineers.
The next day the history of the two entertainments
and the collision between the guests went the round of the
papers.
This produced results which Fru Kaas had not
foreseen.
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