In the gallery she took Rafael's arm; he
grew curious. His father's old rooms had been entirely renovated
for him. In everything, both great and small, he recognised his
mother's designs and taste. A vast amount of work, unknown to him,
an endless interchange of letters and a great expenditure of money.
How new and bright everything looked! The rooms differed as much
from what they had been, as she had endeavoured to make Rafael's
life from the one that had been led in them.
They two had a comfortable meal together after all,
followed by a quiet walk along the shore. The wide waters of the
bay gleamed softly, and the gentle ripple took up its old story
again while the summer night sank gently down upon them.
Early the next morning Rafael was out rowing in the
bay, the play-ground of his childhood. Notwithstanding the shorn
and sunken aspect of the hills, his delight at being there again
was indescribable. Indescribable because of the loneliness and
stillness: no one came to disturb him. After having lived for many
years in large towns, to find oneself alone in a Norwegian bay is
like leaving a noisy market-place at midday and passing into a high
vaulted church where no sound penetrates from without, and where
only one's own footstep breaks the silence. Holiness, purification,
abstraction, devotion, but in such light and freedom as no church
possesses. The lapse of time, the past were forgotten; it was as
though he had never been away, as though no other place had ever
known him.
Indescribable, for the intensity of his feelings
surpassed anything that he had hitherto known. New sensations,
impressions of beauty absolutely forgotten since childhood, or
remembered but imperfectly, crowded upon him, speaking to him like
welcoming spirits.
The altered contour of the hills, the dear familiar
smell, the sky which seemed lower and yet farther off, the effects
of light in colder tones, but paler and more delicate. Nowhere a
broad plain, an endless expanse. No! all was diversified, full of
contrast, broken; not lofty, still unique, fresh, he had almost
said tumultuous.
Each moment he felt more in accord with his
memories, his nature was in harmony with it all.
He paused between each stroke of the oars, soothed
by the gentle motion; the boat glided on, he had not concerned
himself whither, when he heard from behind the sound of oars which
was not the echo of his own. The strokes succeeded each other at
regular intervals. He turned.
At that moment Fru Kaas came out on to the terrace
with her big binocular. She had had her coffee, and was ready to
enjoy the view over the bay, the islands, and the open sea. Rafael,
she was told, had already gone out in the boat. Yes! there he was,
far out. She put up her glass at the moment that a white painted
boat shot out towards his brown one. The white one was rowed by a
girl in a light-coloured dress. "Grand Dieu! are there girls here
too?"
Now Rafael ceases rowing, the girl does the same,
they rest on their oars and the boats glide past each other. Fru
Kaas could distinguish the girl's shapely neck under her dark hair,
but her wide-brimmed straw hat hid her face.
Rafael lets his oars trail along the water and
resting on them looks at her, and now her oars also touch the water
as she turns towards him. Do they know each other? Quickly the
boats draw together; Rafael puts out his hand and draws them
closer, and now he gives HER his hand. Fru Kaas can see Rafael's
profile so plainly that she can detect the movement of his lips. He
is laughing! The stranger's face is hidden by her hat, but she can
see a full figure and a vigorous arm below the half-sleeve. They do
not loose their hands; now he is laughing till his broad shoulders
shake. What is it? What is it? Can any one have followed him from
Munich? Fru Kaas could remain where she was no longer. She went
indoors and put down the glass; she was overcome by anxiety, filled
with helpless anger. It was some time before she could prevail on
herself to go out and resume her walk. The girl had turned her
boat.
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