It was not out of the way that a
spirit of camaraderie should spring up. Besides, she was young, she was
charmingly pretty, she was French, and—she obviously liked him.
At the same time, there was something
indescribable—a certain indefinable atmosphere of other places, other
times—that made him try hard to remain on his guard, and sometimes
made him catch his breath with a sudden start. It was all rather like a
delirious dream, half delight, half dread, he confided in a whisper to
Dr. Silence; and more than once he hardly knew quite what he was doing
or saying, as though he were driven forward by impulses he scarcely
recognised as his own.
And though the thought of leaving presented itself
again and again to his mind, it was each time with less insistence, so
that he stayed on from day to day, becoming more and more a part of the
sleepy life of this dreamy mediaeval town, losing more and more of his
recognisable personality. Soon, he felt, the Curtain within would roll
up with an awful rush, and he would find himself suddenly admitted into
the secret purposes of the hidden life that lay behind it all. Only, by
that time, he would have become transformed into an entirely different
being.
And, meanwhile, he noticed various little signs of
the intention to make his stay attractive to him: flowers in his
bedroom, a more comfortable arm-chair in the corner, and even special
little extra dishes on his private table in the dining-room.
Conversations, too, with “Mademoiselle Use” became more and more
frequent and pleasant, and although they seldom travelled beyond the
weather, or the details of the town, the girl, he noticed, was never in
a hurry to bring them to an end, and often contrived to interject
little odd sentences that he never properly understood, yet felt to be
significant.
And it was these stray remarks, full of a meaning
that evaded him, that pointed to some hidden purpose of her own and
made him feel uneasy. They all had to do, he felt sure, with reasons
for his staying on in the town indefinitely.
“And has M’sieur not even yet come to a decision?”
she said softly in his ear, sitting beside him in the sunny yard before
dejeuner, the acquaintance having progressed with significant
rapidity. “Because, if it’s so difficult, we must all try together to
help him!”
The question startled him, following upon his own
thoughts. It was spoken with a pretty laugh, and a stray bit of hair
across one eye, as she turned and peered at him half roguishly.
Possibly he did not quite understand the French of it, for her near
presence always confused his small knowledge of the language
distressingly. Yet the words, and her manner, and something else that
lay behind it all in her mind, frightened him. It gave such point to
his feeling that the town was waiting for him to make his mind up on
some important matter.
At the same time, her voice, and the fact that she
was there so close beside him in her soft dark dress, thrilled him
inexpressibly.
“It is true I find it difficult to leave,” he
stammered, losing his way deliciously in the depths of her eyes, “and
especially now that Mademoiselle Use has come.”
He was surprised at the success of his sentence, and
quite delighted with the little gallantry of it. But at the same time
he could have bitten his tongue off for having said it.
“Then after all you like our little town, or you
would not be pleased to stay on,” she said, ignoring the compliment.
“I am enchanted with it, and enchanted with you,” he
cried, feeling that his tongue was somehow slipping beyond the control
of his brain. And he was on the verge of saying all manner of other
things of the wildest description, when the girl sprang lightly up from
her chair beside him, and made to go.
“It is soupe ci l’onion to-day!” she cried,
laughing back at him through the sunlight, “and I must go and see about
it. Otherwise, you know, M’sieur will not enjoy his dinner, and then,
perhaps, he will leave us!”
He watched her cross the courtyard, moving with all the grace and
lightness of the feline race, and her simple black dress clothed her,
he thought, exactly like the fur of the same supple species. She turned
once to laugh at him from the porch with the glass door, and then
stopped a moment to speak to her mother, who sat knitting as usual in
her corner seat just inside the hall-way.
But how was it, then, that the moment his eye fell
upon this ungainly woman, the pair of them appeared suddenly as other
than they were? Whence came that transforming dignity and sense of
power that enveloped them both as by magic? What was it about that
massive woman that made her appear instantly regal, and set her on a
throne in some dark and dreadful scenery, wielding a sceptre over the
red glare of some tempestuous orgy? And why did this slender stripling
of a girl, graceful as a willow, lithe as a young leopard, assume
suddenly an air of sinister majesty, and move with flame and smoke
about her head, and the darkness of night beneath her feet?
Vezin caught his breath and sat there transfixed.
Then, almost simultaneously with its appearance, the queer notion
vanished again, and the sunlight of day caught them both, and he heard
her laughing to her mother about the soupe l‘onion, and
saw her glancing back at him over her dear little shoulder with a smile
that made him think of a dew-kissed rose bending lightly before summer
airs.
And, indeed, the onion soup was particularly
excellent that day, because he saw another cover laid at his small
table, and, with fluttering heart, heard the waiter murmur by way of
explanation that “Ma’mselle Use would honour M’sieur to-day at
dejeuner, as her custom sometimes is with her mother’s guests.”
So actually she sat by him all through that
delirious meal, talking quietly to him in easy French, seeing that he
was well looked after, mixing the salad-dressing, and even helping him
with her own hand. And, later in the afternoon, while he was smoking in
the courtyard, longing for a sight of her as soon as her duties were
done, she came again to his side, and when he rose to meet her, she
stood facing him a moment, full of a perplexing sweet shyness before
she spoke—
“My mother thinks you ought to know more of the
beauties of our little town, and I think so too! Would M’sieur like me
to be his guide, perhaps? I can show him everything, for our family has
lived here for many generations.”
She had him by the hand, indeed, before he could
find a single word to express his pleasure, and led him, all
unresisting, out into the street, yet in such a way that it seemed
perfectly natural she should do so, and without the faintest suggestion
of boldness or immodesty. Her face glowed with the pleasure and
interest of it, and with her short dress and tumbled hair she looked
every bit the charming child of seventeen that she was, innocent and
playful, proud of her native town, and alive beyond her years to the
sense of its ancient beauty.
So they went over the town together, and she showed
him what she considered its chief interest: the tumble-down old house
where her forebears had lived; the sombre, aristocratic-looking mansion
where her mother’s family dwelt for centuries, and the ancient
marketplace where several hundred years before the witches had been
burnt by the score. She kept up a lively running stream of talk about
it all, of which he understood not a fiftieth part as he trudged along
by her side, cursing his forty-five years and feeling all the yearnings
of his early manhood revive and jeer at him. And, as she talked,
England and Surbiton seemed very far away indeed, almost in another age
of the world’s history. Her voice touched something immeasurably old in
him, something that slept deep. It lulled the surface parts of his
consciousness to sleep, allowing what was far more ancient to awaken.
Like the town, with its elaborate pretence of modern active life, the
upper layers of his being became dulled, soothed, muffled, and what lay
underneath began to stir in its sleep. That big Curtain swayed a little
to and fro. Presently it might lift altogether… .
He began to understand a little better at last. The
mood of the town was reproducing itself in him. In proportion as his
ordinary external self became muffled, that inner secret life, that was
far more real and vital, asserted itself.
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