To hear that sweet
singing voice, and to see those adorable little lips utter such things,
upset his balance beyond all hope of control. He took her in his arms
and covered her unresisting face with kisses.
But even while he did so, and while the hot passion swept him, he
felt that she was soft and loathsome, and that her answering kisses
stained his very soul…. And when, presently, she had freed herself
and vanished into the darkness, he stood there, leaning against the
wall in a state of collapse, creeping with horror from the touch of her
yielding body, and inwardly raging at the weakness that he already
dimly realised must prove his undoing.
And from the shadows of the old buildings into which
she disappeared there rose in the stillness of the night a singular,
long-drawn cry, which at first he took for laughter, but which later he
was sure he recognised as the almost human wailing of a cat.
For a long time Vezin leant there against the wall,
alone with his surging thoughts and emotions. He understood at length
that he had done the one thing necessary to call down upon him the
whole force of this ancient Past. For in those passionate kisses he had
acknowledged the tie of olden days, and had revived it. And the memory
of that soft impalpable caress in the darkness of the inn corridor came
back to him with a shudder. The girl had first mastered him, and then
led him to the one act that was necessary for her purpose. He had been
waylaid, after the lapse of centuries—caught, and conquered.
Dimly he realised this, and sought to make plans for
his escape. But, for the moment at any rate, he was powerless to manage
his thoughts or will, for the sweet, fantastic madness of the whole
adventure mounted to his brain like a spell, and he gloried in the
feeling that he was utterly enchanted and moving in a world so much
larger and wilder than the one he had ever been accustomed to.
The moon, pale and enormous, was just rising over
the sea-like plain, when at last he rose to go. Her slanting rays drew
all the houses into new perspective, so that their roofs, already
glistening with dew, seemed to stretch much higher into the sky than
usual, and their gables and quaint old towers lay far away in its
purple reaches.
The cathedral appeared unreal in a silver mist. He
moved softly, keeping to the shadows; but the streets were all deserted
and very silent; the doors were closed, the shutters fastened. Not a
soul was astir. The hush of night lay over everything; it was like a
town of the dead, a churchyard with gigantic and grotesque tombstones.
Wondering where all the busy life of the day had so utterly
disappeared to, he made his way to a back door that entered the inn by
means of the stables, thinking thus to reach his room unobserved. He
reached the courtyard safely and crossed it by keeping close to the
shadow of the wall. He sidled down it, mincing along on tiptoe, just as
the old men did when they entered the salle a manger. He was
horrified to find himself doing this instinctively. A strange impulse
came to him, catching him somehow in the centre of his body—an impulse
to drop upon all fours and run swiftly and silently. He glanced upwards
and the idea came to him to leap up upon his window-sill overhead
instead of going round by the stairs. This occurred to him as the
easiest, and most natural way. It was like the beginning of some
horrible transformation of himself into something else. He was
fearfully strung up.
The moon was higher now, and the shadows very dark
along the side of the street where he moved. He kept among the deepest
of them, and reached the porch with the glass doors.
But here there was light; the inmates,
unfortunately, were still about. Hoping to slip across the hall
unobserved and reach the stairs, he opened the door carefully and stole
in. Then he saw that the hall was not empty. A large dark thing lay
against the wall on his left. At first he thought it must be household
articles. Then it moved, and he thought it was an immense cat,
distorted in some way by the play of light and shadow. Then it rose
straight up before him and he saw that it was the proprietress.
What she had been doing in this position he could
only venture a dreadful guess, but the moment she stood up and faced
him he was aware of some terrible dignity clothing her about that
instantly recalled the girl’s strange saying that she was a queen. Huge
and sinister she stood there under the little oil lamp; alone with him
in the empty hall. Awe stirred in his heart, and the roots of some
ancient fear.
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