The
encounter in the passage-way had changed all that. The strange perfume
of it still hung about him, bemusing his heart and mind. For he knew
that it was a girl who had passed him, a girl’s face that his fingers
had brushed in the darkness, and he felt in some extraordinary way as
though he had been actually kissed by her, kissed full upon the lips.
Trembling, he sat upon the sofa by the window and
struggled to collect his thoughts. He was utterly unable to understand
how the mere passing of a girl in the darkness of a narrow passage-way
could communicate so electric a thrill to his whole being that he still
shook with the sweetness of it. Yet, there it was! And he found it as
useless to deny as to attempt analysis. Some ancient fire had entered
his veins, and now ran coursing through his blood; and that he was
forty-five instead of twenty did not matter one little jot. Out of all
the inner turmoil and confusion emerged the one salient fact that the
mere atmosphere, the merest casual touch, of this girl, unseen, unknown
in the darkness, had been sufficient to stir dormant fires in the
centre of his heart, and rouse his whole being from a state of feeble
sluggishness to one of tearing and tumultuous excitement.
After a time, however, the number of Vezin’s years
began to assert their cumulative power; he grew calmer, and when a
knock came at length upon his door and he heard the waiter’s voice
suggesting that dinner was nearly over, he pulled himself together and
slowly made his way downstairs into the dining-room.
Every one looked up as he entered, for he was very
late, but he took his customary seat in the far corner and began to
eat. The trepidation was still in his nerves, but the fact that he had
passed through the courtyard and hall without catching sight of a
petticoat served to calm him a little. He ate so fast that he had
almost caught up with the current stage of the table d’h6te, when a
slight commotion in the room drew his attention.
His chair was so placed that the door and the
greater portion of the long salle a manger were behind him, yet
it was not necessary to turn round to know that the same person he had
passed in the dark passage had now come into the room. He felt the
presence long before he heard or saw any one. Then he became aware that
the old men, the only other guests, were rising one by one in their
places, and exchanging greetings with some one who passed among them
from table to table. And when at length he turned with his heart
beating furiously to ascertain for himself, he saw the form of a young
girl, lithe and slim, moving down the centre of the room and making
straight for his own table in the corner. She moved wonderfully, with
sinuous grace, like a young panther, and her approach filled him with
such delicious bewilderment that he was utterly unable to tell at first
what her face was like, or discover what it was about the whole
presentment of the creature that filled him anew with trepidation and
delight.
“Ah, Ma’mselle est de retour!” he heard the old
waiter murmur at his side, and he was just able to take in that she was
the daughter of the proprietress, when she was upon him, and he heard
her voice. She was addressing him. Something of red lips he saw and
laughing white teeth, and stray wisps of fine dark hair about the
temples; but all the rest was a dream in which his own emotion rose
like a thick cloud before his eyes and prevented his seeing accurately,
or knowing exactly what he did. He was aware that she greeted him with
a charming little bow; that her beautiful large eyes looked searchingly
into his own; that the perfume he had noticed in the dark passage again
assailed his nostrils, and that she was bending a little towards him
and leaning with one hand on the table at this side. She was quite
close to him—that was the chief thing he knew—explaining that she had
been asking after the comfort of her mother’s guests, and now was
introducing herself to the latest arrival—himself.
“M’sieur has already been here a few days,” he heard
the waiter say; and then her own voice, sweet as singing, replied—
“Ah, but M’sieur is not going to leave us just yet,
I hope. My mother is too old to look after the comfort of our guests
properly, but now I am here I will remedy all that.” She laughed
deliciously. “M’sieur shall be well looked after.”
Vezin, struggling with his emotion and desire to be
polite, half rose to acknowledge the pretty speech, and to stammer some
sort of reply, but as he did so his hand by chance touched her own that
was resting upon the table, and a shock that was for all the world like
a shock of electricity, passed from her skin into his body. His soul
wavered and shook deep within him. He caught her eyes fixed upon his
own with a look of most curious intentness, and the next moment he knew
that he had sat down wordless again on his chair, that the girl was
already halfway across the room, and that he was trying to eat his
salad with a dessert-spoon and a knife.
Longing for her return, and yet dreading it, he
gulped down the remainder of his dinner, and then went at once to his
bedroom to be alone with his thoughts. This time the passages were
lighted, and he suffered no exciting contretemps; yet the winding
corridor was dim with shadows, and the last portion, from the bend of
the walls onwards, seemed longer than he had ever known it. It ran
downhill like the pathway on a mountain side, and as he tiptoed softly
down it he felt that by rights it ought to have led him clean out of
the house into the heart of a great forest. The world was singing with
him. Strange fancies filled his brain, and once in the room, with the
door securely locked, he did not light the candles, but sat by the open
window thinking long, long thoughts that came unbidden in troops to his
mind.
This part of the story he told to Dr. Silence, without special
coaxing, it is true, yet with much stammering embarrassment. He could
not in the least understand, he said, how the girl had managed to
affect him so profoundly, and even before he had set eyes upon her. For
her mere proximity in the darkness had been sufficient to set him on
fire. He knew nothing of enchantments, and for years had been a
stranger to anything approaching tender relations with any member of
the opposite sex, for he was encased in shyness, and realised his
overwhelming defects only too well. Yet this bewitching young creature
came to him deliberately.
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