Matrons and
elderly unmarried women were truly the objects of his disdain; in
them he saw nothing but their shortcomings. Towards his mother he
was conscious of no tenderness; of as little towards his sister,
who often censured him with trenchant tongue; as for his aunt,
whose admiration of him was modified by reticences, he could never
be at ease in her company, so strong a dislike had he for her look,
her voice, her ways of speech.
He would soon be fifteen years old. Mrs. Peak was growing
anxious, for she could no longer consent to draw upon her sister
for a portion of the school fees, and no pertinent suggestion for
the lad's future was made by any of the people who admired his
cleverness. Miss Cadman still clung in a fitful way to the idea of
making her nephew a cleric; she had often talked it over with the
Misses Lumb, who of course held that 'any sacrifice' was
justifiable with such a motive, and who suggested a hope that, by
the instrumentality of Lady Whitelaw, a curacy might easily be
obtained as soon as Godwin was old enough. But several years must
pass before that Levitical stage could be reached; and then, after
all, perhaps the younger boy, Oliver, placid of temper and notably
pliant in mind, was better suited for the dignity of Orders. It was
lamentable that Godwin should have become so intimate with that
earth-burrowing Mr. Gunnery, who certainly never attended either
church or chapel, and who seemed to have imbued his pupil with
immoral theories concerning the date of creation. Godwin held more
decidedly aloof from his aunt, and had been heard by Charlotte to
speak very disrespectfully of the Misses Lumb. In short, there was
no choice but to discover an opening for him in some secular
pursuit. Could he, perhaps, become an assistant teacher? Or must he
'go into an office'?
No common lad. A youth whose brain glowed like a furnace, whose
heart throbbed with tumult of high ambitions, of inchoate desires;
endowed with knowledge altogether exceptional for his years; a
nature essentially militant, displaying itself in innumerable forms
of callow intolerance—apt, assuredly, for some vigorous part in
life, but as likely as not to rush headlong on traverse roads if no
judicious mind assumed control of him. What is to be done with the
boy?
All very well, if the question signified, in what way to provide
for the healthy development of his manhood. Of course it meant
nothing of the sort, but merely: What work can be found for him
whereby he may earn his daily bread? We—his kinsfolk even, not to
think of the world at large—can have no concern with his growth as
an intellectual being; we are hard pressed to supply our own mouths
with food; and now that we have done our recognised duty by him, it
is high time that he learnt to fight for his own share of
provender. Happily, he is of the robust sex; he can hit out right
and left, and make standing-room. We have armed him with
serviceable weapons, and now he must use them against the
enemy—that is to say, against all mankind, who will quickly enough
deprive him of sustenance if he fail in the conflict. We neither
know, nor in great measure care, for what employment he is
naturally marked. Obviously he cannot heave coals or sell dogs'
meat, but with negative certainty not much else can be resolved,
seeing how desperate is the competition for minimum salaries. He
has been born, and he must eat. By what licensed channel may he
procure the necessary viands?
Paternal relatives Godwin had as good as none. In quitting
London, Nicholas Peak had ceased to hold communication with any of
his own stock save the younger brother Andrew. With him he
occasionally exchanged a letter, but Andrew's share in the
correspondence was limited to ungrammatical and often
unintelligible hints of numerous projects for money-making. Just
after the removal of the bereaved family to Twybridge, they were
surprised by a visit from Andrew, in answer to one of whose letters
Mrs. Peak had sent news of her husband's death. Though her dislike
of the man amounted to loathing, the widow could not refuse him
hospitality; she did her best, however, to prevent his coming in
contact with anyone she knew. Andrew declared that he was at length
prospering; he had started a coffee-shop at Dalston, in north-east
London, and positively urged a proposal (well-meant, beyond doubt)
that Godwin should be allowed to come to him and learn the
business. Since then the Londoner had once again visited Twybridge,
towards the end of Godwin's last school-year. This time he spoke of
himself less hopefully, and declared a wish to transfer his
business to some provincial town, where he thought his metropolitan
experience might be of great value, in the absence of serious
competition. It was not difficult to discover a family likeness
between Andrew's instability and the idealism which had proved the
ruin of Nicholas.
On this second occasion Godwin tried to escape a meeting with
his uncle. Unable to do so, he sat mute, replying to questions
monosyllabically.
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