It would be false modesty in me
to say that its acceptance, when published, did not nearly come up
to everything that could soberly have been expected by me. In
consequence of this, the tone of my mind, both during the period in
which I was engaged in the work and afterwards, acquired a certain
elevation, and made me now unwilling to stoop to what was
insignificant.
I formed a conception of a book of fictitious adventure that
should in some way be distinguished by a very powerful interest.
Pursuing this idea, I invented first the third volume of my tale,
then the second, and last of all the first. I bent myself to the
conception of a series of adventures of flight and pursuit; the
fugitive in perpetual apprehension of being overwhelmed with the
worst calamities, and the pursuer, by his ingenuity and resources,
keeping his victim in a state of the most fearful alarm. This was
the project of my third volume. I was next called upon to conceive
a dramatic and impressive situation adequate to account for the
impulse that the pursuer should feel, incessantly to alarm and
harass his victim, with an inextinguishable resolution never to
allow him the least interval of peace and security. This I
apprehended could best be effected by a secret murder, to the
investigation of which the innocent victim should be impelled by an
unconquerable spirit of curiosity. The murderer would thus have a
sufficient motive to persecute the unhappy discoverer, that he
might deprive him of peace, character, and credit, and have him for
ever in his power. This constituted the outline of my second
volume.
The subject of the first volume was still to be invented. To
account for the fearful events of the third, it was necessary that
the pursuer should be invested with every advantage of fortune,
with a resolution that nothing could defeat or baffle, and with
extraordinary resources of intellect. Nor could my purpose of
giving an overpowering interest to my tale be answered without his
appearing to have been originally endowed with a mighty store of
amiable dispositions and virtues, so that his being driven to the
first act of murder should be judged worthy of the deepest regret,
and should be seen in some measure to have arisen out of his
virtues themselves. It was necessary to make him, so to speak, the
tenant of an atmosphere of romance, so that every reader should
feel prompted almost to worship him for his high qualities. Here
were ample materials for a first volume.
I felt that I had a great advantage in thus carrying back my
invention from the ultimate conclusion to the first commencement of
the train of adventures upon which I purposed to employ my pen. An
entire unity of plot would be the infallible result; and the unity
of spirit and interest in a tale truly considered gives it a
powerful hold on the reader, which can scarcely be generated with
equal success in any other way.
I devoted about two or three weeks to the imagining and putting
down hints for my story before I engaged seriously and methodically
in its composition. In these hints I began with my third volume,
then proceeded to my second, and last of all grappled with the
first. I filled two or three sheets of demy writing-paper, folded
in octavo, with these memorandums. They were put down with great
brevity, yet explicitly enough to secure a perfect recollection of
their meaning, within the time necessary for drawing out the story
at full, in short paragraphs of two, three, four, five, or six
lines each.
I then sat down to write my story from the beginning. I wrote
for the most part but a short portion in any single day. I wrote
only when the afflatus was upon me. I held it for a maxim that any
portion that was written when I was not fully in the vein told for
considerably worse than nothing. Idleness was a thousand times
better in this case than industry against the grain. Idleness was
only time lost; and the next day, it may be, was as promising as
ever. It was merely a day perished from the calendar. But a passage
written feebly, flatly, and in a wrong spirit, constituted an
obstacle that it was next to impossible to correct and set right
again. I wrote therefore by starts; sometimes for a week or ten
days not a line. Yet all came to the same thing in the sequel. On
an average, a volume of "Caleb Williams" cost me four months,
neither less nor more.
It must be admitted, however, that during the whole period,
bating a few intervals, my mind was in a high state of excitement.
I said to myself a thousand times, "I will write a tale that shall
constitute an epoch in the mind of the reader, that no one, after
he has read it, shall ever be exactly the same man that he was
before."—I put these things down just as they happened, and with
the most entire frankness. I know that it will sound like the most
pitiable degree of self-conceit. But such perhaps ought to be the
state of mind of an author when he does his best. At any rate, I
have said nothing of my vainglorious impulse for nearly forty
years.
When I had written about seven-tenths of the first volume, I was
prevailed upon by the extreme importunity of an old and intimate
friend to allow him the perusal of my manuscript. On the second day
he returned it with a note to this purpose: "I return you your
manuscript, because I promised to do so.
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