Camilla

CAMILLA
or, A Picture of Youth

Frances Burney

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CONTENTS

Dedication

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Volume I

Book I

Introduction

Chapter I—A Family Scene

Chapter II—Comic Gambols

Chapter III—Consequences

Chapter IV—Studies of a Grown Gentleman

Chapter V—Schooling of a Young Gentleman

Chapter VI—Tuition of a Young Lady

Chapter VII—Lost Labour

Book II

Chapter I—New Projects

Chapter II—New Characters

Chapter III—A Family Breakfast

Chapter IV—A Public Breakfast

Chapter V—A Raffle

Chapter VI—A Barn

Chapter VII—A Declaration

Chapter VIII—An Answer

Chapter IX—An Explication

Chapter X—A Panic

Chapter XI—Two Lovers

Chapter XII—Two Doctors

Chapter XIII—Two Ways of Looking at the Same Thing

Chapter XIV—Two Retreats

Chapter XV—Two Sides of a Question

Volume II

Book III

Chapter I—A Few Kind Offices

Chapter II—A Pro and a Con

Chapter III—An Author’s Notion of Travelling

Chapter IV—An Internal Detection

Chapter V—An Author’s Opinion of Visiting

Chapter VI—An Author’s Idea of Order

Chapter VII—A Maternal Eye

Chapter VIII—Modern Ideas of Duty

Chapter IX—A Few Embarrassments

Chapter X—Modern Ideas of Life

Chapter XI—Modern Notions of Penitence

Chapter XII—Airs and Graces

Chapter XIII—Attic Adventures

Book IV

Chapter I—A Few Explanations

Chapter II—Specimens of Taste

Chapter III—A Few Compliments

Chapter IV—The Danger of Disguise

Chapter V—Strictures on Deformity

Chapter VI—Strictures on Beauty

Chapter VII—The Pleadings of Pity

Chapter VIII—The Disastrous Buskins

Chapter IX—Three Golden Maxims

Volume III

Book V

Chapter I—A Pursuer

Chapter II—An Adviser

Chapter III—Various Confabulations

Chapter IV—A Dodging

Chapter V—A Sermon

Chapter VI—A Chat

Chapter VII—A Recall

Chapter VIII—A Youth of the Times

Book VI

Chapter I—A Walk by Moonlight

Chapter II—The Pantiles

Chapter III—Mount Ephraim

Chapter IV—Knowle

Chapter V—Mount Pleasant

Chapter VI—The Accomplished Monkeys

Chapter VII—The Rooms

Chapter VIII—Ways to the Heart

Chapter IX—Counsels for Conquest

Chapter X—Strictures upon the Ton

Chapter XI—Traits of Character

Chapter XII—Traits of Eccentricity

Chapter XIII—Traits of Instruction

Chapter XIV—A Demander

Chapter XV—An Accorder

Chapter XVI—An Helper

Volume IV

Book VII

Chapter I—The Right Style of Arguing

Chapter II—A Council

Chapter III—A Proposal of Marriage

Chapter IV—A Bulldog

Chapter V—An Oak Tree

Chapter VI—A Call of the House

Chapter VII—The Triumph of Pride

Chapter VIII—A Summons to Happiness

Chapter IX—Offs and Ons

Chapter X—Resolutions

Chapter XI—Ease and Freedom

Chapter XII—Dilemmas

Chapter XIII—Live and Learn

Book VIII

Chapter I—A Way to Make Friends

Chapter II—A Rage of Obliging

Chapter III—A Pleasant Adventure

Chapter IV—An Author’s Timekeeper

Chapter V—An Agreeable Hearing

Chapter VI—Ideas upon Marriage

Chapter VII—How to Treat a Defamer

Chapter VIII—The Power of Prepossession

Chapter IX—A Scuffle

Chapter X—A Youthful Effusion

Chapter XI—The Computations of Self-Love

Chapter XII—Juvenile Calculations

Volume V

Book IX

Chapter I—A Water Party

Chapter II—Touches of Wit and Humour

Chapter III—An Adieu

Chapter IV—A Modest Request

Chapter V—A Self-Dissection

Chapter VI—A Reckoning

Chapter VII—Brides and No Brides

Chapter VIII—A Hint for Debtors

Chapter IX—A Lover’s Eye

Chapter X—A Bride’s Resolves

Chapter XI—The Workings of Sorrow

Book X

Chapter I—A Surprise

Chapter II—A Narrative

Chapter III—The Progress of Dissipation

Chapter IV—Hints upon National Prejudice

Chapter V—The Operation of Terror

Chapter VI—The Reverse of a Mask

Chapter VII—A New View of an Old Mansion

Chapter VIII—A Last Resource

Chapter IX—A Spectacle

Chapter X—A Vision

Chapter XI—Means to Still Agitation

Chapter XII—Means to Obtain a Boon

Chapter XIII—Questions and Answers

Chapter XIV—The Last Touches of the Picture

About the Author

About the Series

Copyright

About the Publisher

Dedication

To the Queen

Madam,

That goodness inspires a confidence, which, by divesting respect of terror, excites attachment to greatness, the presentation of this little work to Your Majesty must truly, however humbly, evince; and though a public manifestation of duty and regard from an obscure individual may betray a proud ambition, it is, I trust, but a venial—I am sure it is a natural one.

In those to whom Your Majesty is known but by exaltation of rank, it may raise, perhaps, some surprise, that scenes, characters, and incidents, which have reference only to common life, should be brought into so august a presence; but the inhabitant of a retired cottage, who there receives the benign permission which at Your Majesty’s feet casts this humble offering, bears in mind recollections which must live there while ‘memory holds its seat,’ of a benevolence withheld from no condition, and delighting in all ways to speed the progress of morality, through whatever channel it could flow, to whatever port it might steer. I blush at the inference I seem here to leave open of annexing undue importance to a production of apparently so light a kind—yet if my hope, my view—however fallacious they may eventually prove, extended not beyond whiling away an idle hour, should I dare seek such patronage?

With the deepest gratitude, and most heartfelt respect, I am,

MADAM,

YOUR MAJESTY’S

Most obedient, most obliged,

And most dutiful servant,

F. d’ARBLAY

BOOKHAM,

June 28, 1796

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The author of this little work cannot, in the anxious moment of committing it to its fate, refuse herself the indulgence of expressing some portion of the gratitude with which she is filled, by the highly favourable reception given to her TWO former attempts in this species of composition; nor forbear pouring forth her thanks to the many friends whose kind zeal has forwarded the present undertaking:—from amongst whom she knows not how to resist selecting and gratifying herself by naming the Hon. Mrs. BOSCAWEN, Mrs. CREWE, and Mrs. LOCKE.

Volume I

Book I

Introduction

The historian of human life finds less of difficulty and of intricacy to develop, in its accidents and adventures, than the investigator of the human heart in its feelings and its changes. In vain may fortune wave her many-coloured banner, alternately regaling and dismaying, with hues that seem glowing with all the creation’s felicities, or with tints that appear stained with ingredients of unmixed horrors; her most rapid vicissitudes, her most unassimilating eccentricities, are mocked, laughed at, and distanced by the wilder wonders of the heart of man; that amazing assemblage of all possible contrarieties, in which one thing alone is steady—the perverseness of spirit which grafts desire on what is denied. Its qualities are indefinable, its resources unfathomable, its weaknesses indefensible. In our neighbours we cannot judge, in ourselves we dare not trust it. We lose ere we learn to appreciate, and ere we can comprehend it we must be born again. Its capacity o’er-leaps all limit, while its futility includes every absurdity. It lives its own surprise—it ceases to beat—and the void is inscrutable! In one grand and general view, who can display such a portrait? Fairly, however faintly, to delineate some of its features, is the sole and discriminate province of the pen which would trace nature, yet blot out personality.

Chapter I

A Family Scene

Repose is not more welcome to the worn and to the aged, to the sick and to the unhappy, than danger, difficulty, and toil to the young and adventurous. Danger they encounter but as the forerunner of success; difficulty, as the spur of ingenuity; and toil, as the herald of honour. The experience which teaches the lesson of truth, and the blessings of tranquility, comes not in the shape of warning nor of wisdom; from such they turn aside, defying or disbelieving. ’Tis in the bitterness of personal proof alone, in suffering and in feeling, in erring and in repenting, that experience comes home with conviction, or impresses to any use.

In the bosom of her respectable family resided Camilla. Nature, with a bounty the most profuse, had been lavish to her of attractions; fortune, with a moderation yet kinder, had placed her between luxury and indigence. Her abode was in the parsonage house of Etherington, beautifully situated in the unequal county of Hampshire, and in the vicinity of the varied landscapes of the New Forest. Her father, the rector, was the younger son of the house of Tyrold. The living, though not considerable, enabled its incumbent to attain every rational object of his modest and circumscribed wishes; to bestow upon a deserving wife whatever her own forbearance declined not; and to educate a lovely race of one son and three daughters, with that expansive propriety, which unites improvement for the future with present enjoyment.

In goodness of heart, and in principles of piety, this exemplary couple was bound to each other by the most perfect unison of character, though in their tempers there was a contrast which had scarce the gradation of a single shade to smooth off its abrupt dissimilitude. Mr. Tyrold, gentle with wisdom, and benign in virtue, saw with compassion all imperfections but his own, and there doubled the severity which to others he spared. Yet the mildness that urged him to pity blinded him not to approve; his equity was unerring, though his judgment was indulgent. His partner had a firmness of mind which nothing could shake: calamity found her resolute; even prosperity was powerless to lull her duties asleep. The exalted character of her husband was the pride of her existence, and the source of her happiness. He was not merely her standard of excellence, but of endurance, since her sense of his worth was the criterion for her opinion of all others. This instigated a spirit of comparison, which is almost always uncandid, and which here could rarely escape proving injurious. Such, at its very best, is the unskillfulness of our fallible nature, that even the noble principle which impels our love of right, misleads us but into new deviations, when its ambition presumes to point at perfection. In this instance, however, distinctness of disposition stifled not reciprocity of affection—that magnetic concentration of all marriage felicity;—Mr. Tyrold revered while he softened the rigid virtues of his wife, who adored while she fortified the melting humanity of her husband.

Thus, in an interchange of happiness the most deserved, and of parental occupations the most promising, passed the first married years of this blest and blessing pair.