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Young mountaineer! descend where alleys bend | |
Into the sparry hollows of the world! | |
Oft hast thou seen bolts of the thunder hurled | |
As from thy threshold; day by day hast been | |
A little lower than the chilly sheen | |
Of icy pinnacles, and dippedst thine arms | |
Into the deadening ether that still charms | |
210 | Their marble being: now, as deep profound |
As those are high, descend! He ne’er is crowned | |
With immortality, who fears to follow | |
Where airy voices lead: so through the hollow, | |
The silent mysteries of earth, descend!’ | |
He heard but the last words, nor could contend | |
One moment in reflection: for he fled | |
Into the fearful deep, to hide his head | |
From the clear moon, the trees, and coming madness. | |
’Twas far too strange, and wonderful for sadness; | |
220 | Sharpening, by degrees, his appetite |
To dive into the deepest. Dark, nor light, | |
The region; nor bright, nor sombre wholly, | |
But mingled up; a gleaming melancholy; | |
A dusky empire and its diadems; | |
One faint eternal eventide of gems. | |
Ay, millions sparkled on a vein of gold, | |
Along whose track the prince quick footsteps told, | |
With all its lines abrupt and angular: | |
Out-shooting sometimes, like a meteor-star, | |
230 | Through a vast antre; then the metal woof, |
Like Vulcan’s rainbow, with some monstrous roof | |
Curves hugely: now, far in the deep abyss, | |
It seems an angry lightning, and doth hiss | |
Fancy into belief: anon it leads | |
Through winding passages, where sameness breeds | |
Vexing conceptions of some sudden change, | |
Whether to silver grots, or giant range | |
Of sapphire columns, or fantastic bridge | |
Athwart a flood of crystal. On a ridge | |
240 | Now fareth he, that o’er the vast beneath |
Towers like an ocean-cliff, and whence he seeth | |
A hundred waterfalls, whose voices come | |
But as the murmuring surge. Chilly and numb | |
His bosom grew, when first he, far away | |
Descried an orbèd diamond, set to fray | |
Old darkness from his throne. ’Twas like the sun | |
Uprisen o’er chaos, and with such a stun | |
Came the amazement, that, absorbed in it, | |
He saw not fiercer wonders – past the wit | |
250 | Of any spirit to tell, but one of those |
Who, when this planet’s sphering time doth close, | |
Will be its high remembrancers. Who they? | |
The mighty ones who have made eternal day | |
For Greece and England. While astonishment | |
With deep-drawn sighs was quieting, he went | |
Into a marble gallery, passing through | |
A mimic temple, so complete and true | |
In sacred custom, that he well nigh feared | |
To search it inwards; whence far off appeared, | |
260 | Through a long pillared vista, a fair shrine, |
And, just beyond, on light tip-toe divine, | |
A quivered Dian. Stepping awfully, | |
The youth approached, oft turning his veiled eye | |
Down sidelong aisles, and into niches old. | |
And when, more near against the marble cold | |
He had touched his forehead, he began to thread | |
All courts and passages, where silence dead, | |
Roused by his whispering footsteps, murmured faint: | |
And long he traversed to and fro, to acquaint | |
270 | Himself with every mystery, and awe; |
Till, weary, he sat down before the maw | |
Of a wide outlet, fathomless and dim, | |
To wild uncertainty and shadows grim. | |
There, when new wonders ceased to float before, | |
And thoughts of self came on, how crude and sore | |
The journey homeward to habitual self! | |
A mad-pursuing of the fog-born elf, | |
Whose flitting lantern, through rude nettle-briar, | |
Cheats us into a swamp, into a fire, | |
280 | Into the bosom of a hated thing. |
What misery most drowningly doth sing | |
In lone Endymion’s ear, now he has raught | |
The goal of consciousness? Ah, ’tis the thought, | |
The deadly feel of solitude: for lo! | |
He cannot see the heavens, nor the flow | |
Of rivers, nor hill-flowers running wild | |
In pink and purple chequer, nor, up-piled, | |
The cloudy rack slow journeying in the west, | |
Like herded elephants; nor felt, nor pressed | |
290 | Cool grass, nor tasted the fresh slumbrous air; |
But far from such companionship to wear | |
An unknown time, surcharged with grief, away, | |
Was now his lot. And must he patient stay, | |
Tracing fantastic figures with his spear? | |
‘No!’ exclaimed he, ‘why should I tarry here?’ | |
‘No!’ loudly echoed times innumerable. | |
At which he straightway started, and ’gan tell | |
His paces back into the temple’s chief, | |
Warming and glowing strong in the belief | |
300 | Of help from Dian: so that when again |
He caught her airy form, thus did he plain, | |
Moving more near the while: ‘O Haunter chaste | |
Of river sides, and woods, and heathy waste, | |
Where with thy silver bow and arrows keen | |
Art thou now forested! O woodland Queen, | |
What smoothest air thy smoother forehead woos? | |
Where dost thou listen to the wide halloos | |
Of thy disparted nymphs? Through what dark tree | |
Glimmers thy crescent? Wheresoe’er it be, | |
310 | ’Tis in the breath of heaven: thou dost taste |
Freedom as none can taste it, nor dost waste | |
Thy loveliness in dismal elements; | |
But, finding on our green earth sweet contents, | |
There livest blissfully. Ah, if to thee | |
It feels Elysian, how rich to me, | |
An exil’d mortal, sounds its pleasant name! | |
Within my breast there lives a choking flame – | |
O let me cool’t the zephyr-boughs among! | |
A homeward fever parches up my tongue – | |
320 | O let me slake it at the running springs! |
Upon my ear a noisy nothing rings – | |
O let me once more hear the linnet’s note! | |
Before mine eyes thick films and shadows float – | |
O let me ’noint them with the heaven’s light! | |
Dost thou now lave thy feet and ankles white? | |
O think how sweet to me the freshening sluice! | |
Dost thou now please thy thirst with berry-juice? | |
O think how this dry palate would rejoice! | |
If in soft slumber thou dost hear my voice, | |
330 | O think how I should love a bed of flowers! – |
Young, goddess! let me see my native bowers! | |
Deliver me from this rapacious deep!’ | |
Thus ending loudly, as he would o’erleap | |
His destiny, alert he stood: but when | |
Obstinate silence came heavily again, | |
Feeling about for its old couch of space | |
And airy cradle, lowly bowed his face | |
Desponding, o’er the marble floor’s cold thrill. | |
But ’twas not long; for, sweeter than the rill | |
340 | To its cold channel, or a swollen tide |
To margin sallows, were the leaves he spied, | |
And flowers, and wreaths, and ready myrtle crowns | |
Up-heaping through the slab. Refreshment drowns | |
Itself, and strives its own delights to hide – | |
Nor in one spot alone; the floral pride | |
In a long whispering birth enchanted grew | |
Before his footsteps; as when heaved anew | |
Old ocean rolls a lengthened wave to the shore, | |
Down whose green back the short-lived foam, all hoar, | |
350 | Bursts gradual, with a wayward indolence. |
Increasing still in heart, and pleasant sense, | |
Upon his fairy journey on he hastes; | |
So anxious for the end, he scarcely wastes | |
One moment with his hand among the sweets: | |
Onward he goes – he stops – his bosom beats | |
As plainly in his ear, as the faint charm | |
Of which the throbs were born. This still alarm, | |
This sleepy music, forced him walk tip-toe: | |
For it came more softly than the east could blow | |
360 | Arion’s magic to the Atlantic isles; |
Or than the west, made jealous by the smiles | |
Of throned Apollo, could breathe back the lyre | |
To seas Ionian and Tyrian. | |
O did he ever live, that lonely man, | |
Who loved – and music slew not? ’Tis the pest | |
Of love, that fairest joys give most unrest; | |
That things of delicate and tenderest worth | |
Are swallowed all, and made a searèd dearth, | |
By one consuming flame – it doth immerse | |
370 | And suffocate true blessings in a curse. |
Half-happy, by comparison of bliss, | |
Is miserable. ’Twas even so with this | |
Dew-dropping melody, in the Carian’s ear; | |
First heaven, then hell, and then forgotten clear, | |
Vanished in elemental passion. | |
And down some swart abysm he had gone, | |
Had not a heavenly guide benignant led | |
To where thick myrtle branches, ’gainst his head | |
Brushing, awakened: then the sounds again | |
380 | Went noiseless as a passing noontide rain |
Over a bower, where little space he stood; | |
For as the sunset peeps into a wood | |
So saw he panting light, and towards it went | |
Through winding alleys – and lo, wonderment! | |
Upon soft verdure saw, one here, one there, | |
Cupids a-slumbering on their pinions fair. | |
After a thousand mazes overgone, | |
At last, with sudden step, he came upon | |
A chamber, myrtle walled, embowered high, | |
390 | Full of light, incense, tender minstrelsy, |
And more of beautiful and strange beside: | |
For on a silken couch of rosy pride, | |
In midst of all, there lay a sleeping youth | |
Of fondest beauty; fonder, in fair sooth, | |
Than sighs could fathom, or contentment reach: | |
And coverlids gold-tinted like the peach, | |
Or ripe October faded marigolds, | |
Fell sleek about him in a thousand folds – | |
Not hiding up an Apollonian curve | |
400 | Of neck and shoulder, nor the tenting swerve |
Of knee from knee, nor ankles pointing light; | |
But rather, giving them to the fillèd sight | |
Officiously. Sideway his face reposed | |
On one white arm, and tenderly unclosed, | |
By tenderest pressure, a faint damask mouth | |
To slumbery pout; just as the morning south | |
Disparts a dew-lipped rose. Above his head, | |
Four lily stalks did their white honours wed | |
To make a coronal; and round him grew | |
410 | All tendrils green, of every bloom and hue, |
Together intertwined and trammelled fresh: | |
The vine of glossy sprout; the ivy mesh, | |
Shading its Ethiope berries; and woodbine, | |
Of velvet leaves and bugle-blooms divine; | |
Convolvulus in streakèd vases flush; | |
The creeper, mellowing for an autumn blush; | |
And virgin’s bower, trailing airily; | |
With others of the sisterhood. Hard by, | |
Stood serene Cupids watching silently. | |
420 | One, kneeling to a lyre, touched the strings, |
Muffling to death the pathos with his wings; | |
And, ever and anon, uprose to look | |
At the youth’s slumber; while another took | |
A willow-bough, distilling odorous dew, | |
And shook it on his hair; another flew | |
In through the woven roof, and fluttering-wise | |
Rained violets upon his sleeping eyes. | |
At these enchantments, and yet many more, | |
The breathless Latmian wondered o’er and o’er; | |
430 | Until, impatient in embarrassment, |
He forthright passed, and lightly treading went | |
To that same feathered lyrist, who straightway, | |
Smiling, thus whispered: ‘Though from upper day | |
Thou art a wanderer, and thy presence here | |
Might seem unholy, be of happy cheer! | |
For ’tis the nicest touch of human honour, | |
When some ethereal and high-favouring donor | |
Presents immortal bowers to mortal sense – | |
As now ’tis done to thee, Endymion. Hence | |
440 | Was I in no wise startled. So recline |
Upon these living flowers. Here is wine, | |
Alive with sparkles – never, I aver, | |
Since Ariadne was a vintager, | |
So cool a purple: taste these juicy pears, | |
Sent me by sad Vertumnus, when his fears | |
Were high about Pomona: here is cream, | |
Deepening to richness from a snowy gleam; | |
Sweeter than that nurse Amalthea skimmed | |
For the boy Jupiter: and here, undimmed | |
450 | By any touch, a bunch of blooming plums |
Ready to melt between an infant’s gums: | |
And here is manna picked from Syrian trees, | |
In starlight, by the three Hesperides. | |
Feast on, and meanwhile I will let thee know | |
Of all these things around us.’ He did so, | |
Still brooding o’er the cadence of his lyre; | |
And thus: ‘I need not any hearing tire | |
By telling how the sea-born goddess pined | |
For a mortal youth, and how she strove to bind | |
460 | Him all in all unto her doting self. |
Who would not be so prisoned? but, fond elf, | |
He was content to let her amorous plea | |
Faint through his careless arms; content to see | |
An unseized heaven dying at his feet; | |
Content, O fool! to make a cold retreat, | |
When on the pleasant grass such love, lovelorn, | |
Lay sorrowing; when every tear was born | |
Of diverse passion; when her lips and eyes | |
Were closed in sullen moisture, and quick sighs | |
470 | Came vexed and pettish through her nostrils small. |
Hush! no exclaim – yet, justly mightest thou call | |
Curses upon his head. – I was half glad, | |
But my poor mistress went distract and mad, | |
When the boar tusked him: so away she flew | |
To Jove’s high throne, and by her plainings drew | |
Immortal tear-drops down the thunderer’s beard; | |
Whereon, it was decreed he should be reared | |
Each summer-time to life. Lo! this is he, | |
That same Adonis, safe in the privacy | |
480 | Of this still region all his winter-sleep. |
Ay, sleep; for when our love-sick queen did weep | |
Over his wanèd corse, the tremulous shower | |
Healed up the wound, and, with a balmy power, | |
Medicined death to a lengthened drowsiness: | |
The which she fills with visions, and doth dress | |
In all this quiet luxury; and hath set | |
Us young immortals, without any let, | |
To watch his slumber through. ’Tis well nigh passed, | |
Even to a moment’s filling up, and fast | |
490 | She scuds with summer breezes, to pant through |
The first long kiss, warm firstling, to renew | |
Embowered sports in Cytherea’s isle. | |
Look! how those wingèd listeners all this while | |
Stand anxious! See! behold!’ – This clamant word | |
Broke through the careful silence; for they heard | |
A rustling noise of leaves, and out there fluttered | |
Pigeons and doves: Adonis something muttered | |
The while one hand, that erst upon his thigh | |
Lay dormant, moved convulsed and gradually | |
500 | Up to his forehead. Then there was a hum |
Of sudden voices, echoing, ‘Come! come! | |
Arise! awake! Clear summer has forth walked | |
Unto the clover-sward, and she has talked | |
Full soothingly to every nested finch: | |
Rise, Cupids! or we’ll give the blue-bell pinch | |
To your dimpled arms. Once more sweet life begin!’ | |
At this, from every side they hurried in, | |
Rubbing their sleepy eyes with lazy wrists, | |
And doubling over head their little fists | |
510 | In backward yawns. But all were soon alive: |
For as delicious wine doth, sparkling, dive | |
In nectared clouds and curls through water fair, | |
So from the arbour roof down swelled an air | |
Odorous and enlivening; making all | |
To laugh, and play, and sing, and loudly call | |
For their sweet queen – when lo! the wreathèd green | |
Disparted, and far upward could be seen | |
Blue heaven, and a silver car, air-borne, | |
Whose silent wheels, fresh wet from clouds of morn, | |
520 | Spun off a drizzling dew, which falling chill |
On soft Adonis’ shoulders, made him still | |
Nestle and turn uneasily about. | |
Soon were the white doves plain, with necks stretched out, | |
And silken traces tightened in descent; | |
And soon, returning from love’s banishment, | |
Queen Venus leaning downward open-armed. | |
Her shadow fell upon his breast, and charmed | |
A tumult to his heart, and a new life | |
Into his eyes. Ah, miserable strife, | |
530 | But for her comforting! unhappy sight, |
But meeting her blue orbs! Who, who can write | |
Of these first minutes? The unchariest muse | |
To embracements warm as theirs makes coy excuse. | |
O it has ruffled every spirit there, | |
Saving Love’s self, who stands superb to share | |
The general gladness. Awfully he stands; | |
A sovereign quell is in his waving hands; | |
No sight can bear the lightning of his bow; | |
His quiver is mysterious, none can know | |
540 | What themselves think of it; from forth his eyes |
There darts strange light of varied hues and dyes; | |
A scowl is sometimes on his brow, but who | |
Look full upon it feel anon the blue | |
Of his fair eyes run liquid through their souls. | |
Endymion feels it, and no more controls | |
The burning prayer within him; so, bent low, | |
He had begun a plaining of his woe. | |
But Venus, bending forward, said: ‘My child, | |
Favour this gentle youth; his days are wild | |
550 | With love – he – but alas! too well I see |
Thou know’st the deepness of his misery. | |
Ah, smile not so, my son: I tell thee true, | |
That when through heavy hours I used to rue | |
The endless sleep of this new-born Adon’, | |
This stranger aye I pitied. For upon | |
A dreary morning once I fled away | |
Into the breezy clouds, to weep and pray | |
For this my love, for vexing Mars had teased | |
Me even to tears. Thence, when a little eased, | |
560 | Down-looking, vacant, through a hazy wood, |
I saw this youth as he despairing stood: | |
Those same dark curls blown vagrant in the wind; | |
Those same full-fringèd lids a constant blind | |
Over his sullen eyes. I saw him throw | |
Himself on withered leaves, even as though | |
Death had come sudden; for no jot he moved, | |
Yet muttered wildly. |
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