If I have only a kopeck in my pocket, I always
go there. Most of my fellow-officials are uneducated boors, and
never enter a theatre unless one throws free tickets at their
head.
One actress sang divinely. I thought also of—but silence!
November 9th.
About eight o'clock I went to the office. The chief clerk
pretended not to notice my arrival. I for my part also
behaved as though he were
not in existence. I read through and collated documents. About four
o'clock I left. I passed by the director's house, but no one was to
be seen. After dinner I lay for a good while on the bed.
November 11th.
To-day I sat in the director's room, mended twenty-three pens
for him, and for Her—for Her Excellence, his daughter, four
more.
The director likes to see many pens lying on his table. What a
head he must have! He continually wraps himself in silence, but I
don't think the smallest trifle escapes his eye. I should like to
know what he is generally thinking of, what is really going on in
this brain; I should like to get acquainted with the whole manner
of life of these gentlemen, and get a closer view of their cunning
courtiers' arts, and all the activities of these circles. I have
often thought of asking His Excellence about them; but—the deuce
knows why!—every time my tongue failed me and I could get nothing
out but my meteorological report.
I wish I could get a look into the spare-room whose door I so
often see open. And a second small room behind the spare-room
excites my curiosity. How splendidly it is fitted up; what a
quantity of mirrors and choice china it contains! I should also
like to cast a glance into those regions where Her Excellency, the daughter, wields
the sceptre. I should like to see how all the scent-bottles and
boxes are arranged in her boudoir, and the flowers which exhale so
delicious a scent that one is half afraid to breathe. And her
clothes lying about which are too ethereal to be called clothes—but
silence!
To-day there came to me what seemed a heavenly inspiration. I
remembered the conversation between the two dogs which I had
overheard on the Nevski Prospect. “Very good,” I thought; “now I
see my way clear. I must get hold of the correspondence which these
two silly dogs have carried on with each other. In it I shall
probably find many things explained.”
I had already once called Meggy to me and said to her, “Listen,
Meggy! Now we are alone together; if you like, I will also shut the
door so that no one can see us. Tell me now all that you know about
your mistress. I swear to you that I will tell no one.”
But the cunning dog drew in its tail, ruffled up its hair, and
went quite quietly out of the door, as though it had heard
nothing.
I had long been of the opinion that dogs are much cleverer than
men. I also believed that they could talk, and that only a certain
obstinacy kept them from doing so. They are especially watchful
animals, and nothing escapes their observation. Now, cost what it
may, I will go to-morrow
to Sverkoff's house in order to ask after Fidel, and if I have
luck, to get hold of all the letters which Meggy has written to
her.
November 12th.
To-day about two o'clock in the afternoon I started in order, by
some means or other, to see Fidel and question her.
I cannot stand this smell of Sauerkraut which assails one's
olfactory nerves from all the shops in Citizen Street. There also
exhales such an odour from under each house door, that one must
hold one's nose and pass by quickly. There ascends also so much
smoke and soot from the artisans' shops that it is almost
impossible to get through it.
When I had climbed up to the sixth story, and had rung the bell,
a rather pretty girl with a freckled face came out. I recognised
her as the companion of the old lady. She blushed a little and
asked “What do you want?”
“I want to have a little conversation with your dog.”
She was a simple-minded girl, as I saw at once. The dog came
running and barking loudly.
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