I tiptoed
as far as the stationery department, and, timid, darted back with
only these writing materials, the poet’s first need. Now I
shall lay them aside, and seek other necessities : food, wine, the
soft furniture of my couch, and a natty smoking-jacket. This place
stimulates me. I shall write here.
DAWN, NEXT DAY I suppose no one in the world was ever more
astonished and overwhelmed than I have been tonight. It is
unbelievable. Yet I believe it. How interesting life is when things
get like that!
I crept out, as I said I would, and found the great shop in
mingled light and gloom. The central well was half illuminated; the
circling galleries towered in a pansy Piranesi of toppling light
and shade. The spidery stairways and flying bridges had passed from
purpose into fantasy. Silks and velvets glimmered like ghosts, a
hundred pantie-clad models offered simpers and embraces to the
desert air. Rings, clips, and bracelets glittered frostily in a
desolate absence of Honey and Daddy.
Creeping along the transverse aisles, which were in deeper
darkness, I felt like a wandering thought in the dreaming brain of
a chorus girl down on her luck. Only, of course, their brains are
not as big as Bracey’s Giant Emporium. And there was no man
there.
None, that is, except the night-watchman. I had forgotten him.
As I crossed an open space on the mezzanine floor, hugging the lee
of a display of sultry shawls, I became aware of a regular
thudding, which might almost have been that of my own heart.
Suddenly it burst upon me that it came from outside. It was
footsteps, and they were only a few paces away. Quick as a flash I
seized a flamboyant mantilla, whirled it about me and stood with
one arm outflung, like a Carmen petrified in a gesture of
disdain.
I was successful. He passed me, jingling his little machine on
its chain, humming his little tune, his eyes scaled with
refractions of the blaring day. “Go, worldling!” I
whispered, and permitted myself a soundless laugh.
It froze on my lips. My heart faltered. A new fear seized
me.
I was afraid to move. I was afraid to look around. I felt I was
being watched by something that could see right through me. This
was a very different feeling from the ordinary emergency caused by
the very ordinary night-watchman. My conscious impulse was the
obvious one: to glance behind me. But my eyes knew better. I
remained absolutely petrified, staring straight ahead.
My eyes were trying to tell me something that my brain refused
to believe. They made their point. I was looking straight into
another pair of eyes, human eyes, but large, flat, luminous. I have
seen such eyes among the nocturnal creatures, which creep out under
the artificial blue moonlight in the zoo.
The owner was only a dozen feet away from me. The watchman had
passed between us, nearer him than me.
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