And the incident was simply
this—that he remembered passing the church. Catching the outline of
its tower against the stars, he was aware of a faint sense of
hesitation. A vague uneasiness came and went—jarred unpleasantly
across the flow of his excited feelings, chilling exhilaration. He
caught the instant’s discord, dismissed it, and—passed on. The
seduction of the snow smothered the hint before he realised that it had
brushed the skirts of warning.
And then he saw her. She stood there waiting in a little clear space
of shining snow, dressed all in white, part of the moonlight and the
glistening background, her slender figure just discernible.
“I waited, for I knew you would come,” the silvery little voice of
windy beauty floated down to him. “You had to come.”
“I’m ready,” he answered, “I knew it too.”
The world of Nature caught him to its heart in those few words—the
wonder and the glory of the night and snow. Life leaped within him. The
passion of his pagan soul exulted, rose in joy, flowed out to her. He
neither reflected nor considered, but let himself go like the veriest
schoolboy in the wildness of first love.
“Give me your hand,” he cried, “I’m coming …!”
“A little farther on, a little higher,” came her delicious answer.
“Here it is too near the village—and the church.”
And the words seemed wholly right and natural; he did not dream of
questioning them; he understood that, with this little touch of
civilisation in sight, the familiarity he suggested was impossible.
Once out upon the open mountains, ‘mid the freedom of huge slopes and
towering peaks, the stars and moon to witness and the wilderness of
snow to watch, they could taste an innocence of happy intercourse free
from the dead conventions that imprison literal minds.
He urged his pace, yet did not quite overtake her. The girl kept
always just a little bit ahead of his best efforts…. And soon they
left the trees behind and passed on to the enormous slopes of the sea
of snow that rolled in mountainous terror and beauty to the stars. The
wonder of the white world caught him away. Under the steady moonlight
it was more than haunting. It was a living, white, bewildering power
that deliciously confused the senses and laid a spell of wild
perplexity upon the heart. It was a personality that cloaked, and yet
revealed, itself through all this sheeted whiteness of snow. It rose,
went with him, fled before, and followed after. Slowly it dropped
lithe, gleaming arms about his neck, gathering him in….
Certainly some soft persuasion coaxed his very soul, urging him ever
forwards, upwards, on towards the higher icy slopes. Judgment and
reason left their throne, it seemed, completely, as in the madness of
intoxication. The girl, slim and seductive, kept always just ahead, so
that he never quite came up with her. He saw the white enchantment of
her face and figure, something that streamed about her neck flying like
a wreath of snow in the wind, and heard the alluring accents of her
whispering voice that called from time to time: “A little farther on, a
little higher…. Then we’ll run home together!”
Sometimes he saw her hand stretched out to find his own, but each
time, just as he came up with her, he saw her still in front, the hand
and arm withdrawn. They took a gentle angle of ascent. The toil seemed
nothing. In this crystal, wine-like air fatigue vanished. The sishing
of the ski through the powdery surface of the snow was the only sound
that broke the stillness; this, with his breathing and the rustle of
her skirts, was all he heard. Cold moonshine, snow, and silence held
the world. The sky was black, and the peaks beyond cut into it like
frosted wedges of iron and steel. Far below the valley slept, the
village long since hidden out of sight. He felt that he could never
tire….
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