They had released it, and the caretaker at the clinic had enthusiastically lent a hand. It was just his job to lend a hand and he would have strapped the Pekingese to the dissection table with the same friendly smile. But how did it get there? Pekingese dogs–expensive purebreds are surely accustomed to a better life! I do not wish to make myself out to be better than I am. I had lured it there one day, and the only reason it had managed to cling to its miserable life in the dark cellar as long as it had was that dogs were poorly suited to my experiments of the time.

My stepdaughter was fond of the little beast. Why did she not keep an eye on it? She was happy to leave the inconvenience of its care and feeding to others such as her mother, who gladly sacrificed herself here too. What consternation when Lilly had suddenly disappeared. My slender, (natural) blonde stepdaughter’s cute little mug puffy from crying, such a to-do, ad after ad inserted in the papers, the neighborhood scoured the minute anyone caught sight of a canine resembling the missing Lilly-poo crossing the street! And the solution to the puzzle known all the time! I will not drag it out. It was just a joke. I had to pay for it. For from that day on the cute young thing’s hatred toward me became so fanatical that she was able to act intelligently, that is to say, quite intuitively and shrewdly and with feminine guile, and in the end it was due to my stepdaughter and her future husband, the young doctor, that the district attorney’s office came after me immediately following my wife’s demise. Admittedly that called for no special “feminine guile.” It was all just too obvious.

There was no outward change after this episode. Except that I got tired of both the M. sisters. Not the reverse, unfortunately. They did not wish to lose their income or my masculine affection, and they stayed on at the fancy hotel at my expense. The registered or courier-delivered letters containing unpaid bills came thick and fast, there was nowhere to hide from the two shrews. Finally they tried to cozen me with love and desperation. But I knew what this meant and withdrew in time into my immediate family. In time?

My wife, who had always been quite thrifty, now became mistrustful and something beyond miserly as the result of her daughter’s constant malicious innuendos. She barely even shouldered her contractually stipulated fifty-percent share of the expenses of our luxurious three-servant household. She always miscalculated in her favor. Contributions from the privy purse could not be squeezed out of her by any technique. Yet she was munificent in outfitting her daughter, who had wasted no time getting engaged to the young doctor, in a style that was more than up to standard. It made her touchingly happy to put the couple in possession of a fine eight-room country house, with the most expensive furniture throughout. The young man, who got the well-appointed clinic in addition to the cute blonde and then the villa in the stylish garden suburb to boot, was to be envied.

He was successful. All my life I have respected success wherever I saw it. My liking for the young doctor, for this publicly recognized “loving heart,” was not reciprocated. When the four of us sat together, he and his wife, I and my wife, there was chilly silence after a few exchanges. He shrugged his shoulders at my experiments. I had not “cracked” the typhus pathogen, as he put it, or the scarlet-fever pathogen either.

My wife, with her doglike affection, tried to see me through everything that had been going wrong for me lately.