If it had gone in a quarter of an
inch higher the rib would not have deflected it, and he would have
died instead of the mayor. It was not a mistake he would have made
ten years ago. He was getting soft.
The city watch had come
bursting through the door in answer to the man’s terrified screams,
but by then Kormak had spoken the sentence and done his job despite
the little girls howled protests from the cupboard in which he had
locked her.
He had thrown the mayor’s
severed head at the guard and cut through them while they were
distracted. A dive through the window and into the cobbled streets
and he was racing through the town gates while the alarm bell was
still being rung. He had thought he had made a clean getaway till
he heard the pounding of hooves on the road behind him later that
day and known that he must flee.
The youngest boy returned
and moved over to a place by the fire, kneeling, warming his hands
though it was not cold outside. His sister hunkered down beside
him, hands on his shoulder, looking up at Kormak with big wide
eyes. They were both blonde like their parents, their hair rough
cut. Their eyes were blue and innocent.
“My father says you are a
soldier,” said the boy. “You must have seen many wars.”
Only one, Kormak wanted to
say, and all the other wars you have ever heard of are merely part
of it. Instead he said; “Yes. I have seen wars.”
“Have you killed anybody?”
asked the girl.
“I have killed too many.”
He was going to say too many to count but somehow the words would
not come out properly. The witchroot must be getting to
him.
“Have you ever killed an
orc?” asked the boy.
Kormak nodded.
“He would tell you he had
killed anything you ask,” said the eldest son. The sneer was there
still, the fear too.
“I have killed a full grown
Tyrant,” Kormak said. “I slew it at the field of Aeanar while men
around me fled in terror, and crows feasted on the eyes of the
fallen.”
The witchroot must have been
stronger than he thought or he was more tired and slipped into a
waking dream. For a moment he was back on the trampled field,
dancing over the corpses, the dwarf-forged blade singing in his
hand. The great orc, half again his height and many times his
weight loomed over him, the scimitar of black iron, large enough to
hew through a tree, poised to strike down on the neck of the fallen
king.
Perhaps that day, he had
been the man the boy he had once been had thought he was going to
be. Perhaps, but by then he no longer believed in honor or wanted
to be a hero. He had seen too much corruption and too much
treachery and too much death.
He shook his head and
concentrated on drinking the soup right from the bowl. It was hot,
and full of potatoes and carrots, with some meat and some fat to
add taste.
“Good,” he said to the wife
of the house, hoping she would offer him more. She did not, so he
began wiping the bowl with a chunk of bread.
“Could you kill a troll,”
said the girl. There was an odd note of hope in her
voice.
“Gerda,” said the woman.
“It is best not to speak of such things lest the Children of the
Moon hear you.”
“I was only asking, mother,
and if this man could save me…”
Kormak’s heart sank. He had
been half expecting this ever since he had heard the father’s words
at the door. He did not want to go out into the night and face the
monsters once more, but he had sworn an oath long ago, when he was
still a boy and had wanted to be a hero. They had put a bright
sword in his hand that day, and told him that he was one, and for a
brief shining instant he had believed it was true. There were times
when he thought he had lived his whole life in the long shadow cast
by that one incandescent moment.
“Save you from what?” he
asked.
“Something out there in the
dark,” said the mother. “It took some of our cattle and we can hear
it prowling in the night. Sometimes it calls to us. Telling us to
send Gerda out. It says if we send her it will leave and let the
rest of us live.”
Kormak stared into the fire,
thinking of the other eight year old he had seen today. She had
seen a monster.
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