By the porch which
sheltered the front door from the great winds of the mountain, were
two shrubs, one on each side, that were covered in their season with
orange-coloured flowers, as round as oranges, and these golden
flowers were, in his memory, tossed and shaken to and fro, in the
breeze that always blew in that high land, when every leaf and
blossom of the lower slopes were still. About the house was the
garden, and a rough field, and a small cherry orchard, in a sheltered
dip of land, and a well dripping from the grey rock with water very
clear and cold. Above the cottage and its small demesne came a high
bank, with a hedge of straggling, wind-beaten trees and bramble
thickets on top of it, and beyond, the steep and wild ascent of the
mountain, where the dark green whin bushes bore purple berries, where
white cotton grew on the grass, and the bracken shimmered in the sun,
and the imperial heather glowed on golden autumn days. Teilo
remembered well how, a long age ago, he would stand in summer weather
by the white porch, and look down on the great territory, as if on
the whole world, far below: wave following wavs of hill and valley,
of dark wood and green pastures and cornfields, pale green or golden,
the white farms shining, the mist of blue smoke above the Roman city,
and to the right, the far waters of the yellow sea. And then there
were the winter nights: all the air black as pitch, and a noise of
tumult and battle, when the great winds and driving rain beat upon
wall and window; and it was praise and thanksgiving to lie safe and
snug in a cot by the settle near the light and the warmth of the
fire, while without the heavens and the hills were confounded
together in the roaring darkness.
In the white cottage on the high land, Teilo had lived with his
mother and grandmother, very old, bent and wrinkled; with a sallow
face, and hair still black in spite of long years. But he was a very
small boy, when a gentleman who had often been there before, came and
took his mother and himself away, down into the valley; and his next
memories were of the splendours of Llantrisant Abbey, where the three
of them lived together, and were waited on by many servants, and he
found that the gentleman was his father: a cheerful man, always
laughing, with bright blue eyes and a thick, tawny moustache, that
drooped over his chin. Here Teilo ran about the park, and raced
sticks in the racing Avon, and climbed up the steep hill they called
the Graeg, and liked to be there because with the shimmering,
sweet-scented bracken it was like the mountain-side. His walks and
runs and climbs did not last long. The strange illness that nobody
seemed to understand struck him down, and when after many weeks of
bitter pains and angry, fiery dreams, the anguish of day and night
left him; he was weak and helpless, and lay still, waiting to get
well, and never got well again. Month after month be lay there in his
bed, able to move his hands faintly, and no more. At the end of a
year he felt a little stronger and tried to walk, and just managed to
get across the room, helping himself from chair to chair. There was
one thing that was for the better: he had been a silent child, happy
to sit all by himself hour after hour on the mountain and then on the
steep slope of the Graeg, without uttering a word or wanting anyone
to come and talk to him. Now, in his weakness, he chattered eagerly,
and thought of admirable things. He would tell his father and mother
all the schemes and plans he was making; and he wondered why they
looked so sadly at him.
And then, disaster. His father died, and his mother and he had to
leave Llantrisant Abbey; they never told him why. They went to live
in a grey, dreary street somewhere in the north of London. It was a
place full of ugly sights and sounds, with a stench of burning bones
always in the heavy air, and an unseemly litter of egg-shells and
torn paper and cabbage-stalks about the gutters, and screams and
harsh cries fouling the ears at midnight. And in winter, the yellow
sulphur mist shut out the sky and burned sourly in the nostrils. A
dreadful place, and the exile was long there. His mother went out on
most days soon after breakfast, and often did not come back till ten,
eleven, twelve at night, tired to death, as she said, and her dark
beauty all marred and broken. Two or three times, in the course of
the day, a neighbour from the floor below would come in and see if he
wanted anything; but, except for these visits, he lay alone all the
hours, and read in the few old books that they had in the room. It
was a life of bewildered misery. There was not much to eat, and what
there was seemed not to have the right taste or smell; and he could
not understand why they should have to live in the horrible street,
since his mother had told him that now his father was dead, he was
the rightful master of Llantrisant Abbey and should be a very rich
man. "Then why are we in this dreadful place?" he asked her; and she
only cried.
And then his mother died. And a few days after the funeral, people
came and took him away; and he found himself once more at
Llantrisant, master of it all, as his mother had told him he should
be. He made up his mind to learn all about the lands and farms that
he owned, and got them to bring him the books of the estate, and then
Captain Vaughan began to come and see him, and tell him how things
were going on, and how this farmer was the best tenant in the county,
and how that man had nothing but bad luck, and John Williams would
put gin in his cider, and drive breakneck down steep, stony lanes on
market nights, standing up in the cart like a Roman charioteer. He
learnt about all these works and ways, and how the land was farmed,
and what was done and what was needed to be done in the farmhouses
and farm-buildings, and asked the agent about all his visits of
inspection and enquiry, till he felt that he knew every field and
footpath on the Llantrisant estate, and could find his way to every
farmhouse and cottage chimney corner fronti the mountain to the sea.
It was the absorbing interest and the great happiness of his life;
and he was proud to think of all he had done for the land and for the
people on it. They were excellent people, farmers, but apt to be too
conservative, too much given to stick in the old ruts that their
fathers and grandfathers had made, obstinately loyal to old methods
in a new world. For example, there was Williams, Penyrhaul, who
almost refused to grow roots, and Evan Thomas, Glascoed, who didn't
believe in drainpipes, and tried to convince Vaughan that bush
drainage was better for the land, and half a dozen, at least, who
were sure that all artificials exhausted the soil, and the silly
fellow who had brought his black Castle Martins with him from
Pembrokeshire, and turned up his nose at Shorthorns and Herefordg.
Still, Vaughan had a way with him, and made most of them see reason
sooner or later; and they all knew that there was not another estate
in England or Wales that was so ready to meet its tenants halfway,
and do repairs and build new barns and cowsheds very often before
they were asked. Teilo Morgan gave his agent all the credit he
deserved, but at the same time he could not help feeling that in
spite of his disabilities, of the weakness that kept him a prisoner
to these four or five rooms, so that he had not once gone over the
rest of the Abbey since his return to it; in spite of his invalid and
stricken days, a great deal was owing to himself and to the fresh
ideas that he had brought to the management of the estate.
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