Goupil."
"Once Mme. Goupil has anyone in the house, Mme. Octave, you
won't be long in seeing all her folk going in to their luncheon
there, for it's not so early as it was," would be the answer, for
Françoise, who was anxious to retire downstairs to look after our
own meal, was not sorry to leave my aunt with the prospect of such
a distraction.
"Oh! not before midday!" my aunt would reply in a tone of
resignation, darting an uneasy glance at the clock, but stealthily,
so as not to let it be seen that she, who had renounced all earthly
joys, yet found a keen satisfaction in learning that Mme. Goupil
was expecting company to luncheon, though, alas, she must wait a
little more than an hour still before enjoying the spectacle. "And
it will come in the middle of my luncheon!" she would murmur to
herself. Her luncheon was such a distraction in itself that she did
not like any other to come at the same time. "At least, you will
not forget to give me my creamed eggs on one of the flat plates?"
These were the only plates which had pictures on them and my aunt
used to amuse herself at every meal by reading the description on
whichever might have been sent up to her. She would put on her
spectacles and spell out: "Ali Baba and the Forty Thieves,"
"Aladdin, or the Wonderful Lamp," and smile, and say "Very good
indeed."
"I may as well go across to Camus..." Françoise would hazard,
seeing that my aunt had no longer any intention of sending her
there.
"No, no; it's not worth while now; it's certain to be the Pupin
girl. My poor Françoise, I am sorry to have made you come upstairs
for nothing."
But it was not for nothing, as my aunt well knew, that she had
rung for Françoise, since at Combray a person whom one 'didn't know
at all' was as incredible a being as any mythological deity, and it
was apt to be forgotten that after each occasion on which there had
appeared in the Rue du Saint-Esprit or in the Square one of these
bewildering phenomena, careful and exhaustive researches had
invariably reduced the fabulous monster to the proportions of a
person whom one 'did know,' either personally or in the abstract,
in his or her civil status as being more or less closely related to
some family in Combray. It would turn out to be Mme. Sauton's son
discharged from the army, or the Abbé Perdreau's niece come home
from her convent, or the Curé's brother, a tax-collector at
Châteaudun, who had just retired on a pension or had come over to
Combray for the holidays. On first noticing them you have been
impressed by the thought that there might be in Combray people whom
you 'didn't know at all,' simply because, you had failed to
recognise or identify them at once. And yet long beforehand Mme.
Sauton and the Curé had given warning that they expected their
'strangers.' In the evening, when I came in and went upstairs to
tell my aunt the incidents of our walk, if I was rash enough to say
to her that we had passed, near the Pont-Vieux, a man whom my
grandfather didn't know:
"A man grandfather didn't know at all!" she would exclaim.
"That's a likely story." None the less, she would be a little
disturbed by the news, she would wish to have the details
correctly, and so my grandfather would be summoned. "Who can it
have been that you passed near the Pont-Vieux, uncle? A man you
didn't know at all?"
"Why, of course I did," my grandfather would answer; "it was
Prosper, Mme. Bouilleboeuf's gardener's brother."
"Ah, well!" my aunt would say, calm again but slightly flushed
still; "and the boy told me that you had passed a man you didn't
know at all!" After which I would be warned to be more careful of
what I said, and not to upset my aunt so by thoughtless remarks.
Everyone was so well known in Combray, animals as well as people,
that if my aunt had happened to see a dog go by which she 'didn't
know at all' she would think about it incessantly, devoting to the
solution of the incomprehensible problem all her inductive talent
and her leisure hours.
"That will be Mme. Sazerat's dog," Françoise would suggest,
without any real conviction, but in the hope of peace, and so that
my aunt should not 'split her head.'
"As if I didn't know Mme. Sazerat's dog!"—for my aunt's critical
mind would not so easily admit any fresh fact.
"Ah, but that will be the new dog M. Galopin has brought her
from Lisieux."
"Oh, if that's what it is!"
"It seems, it's a most engaging animal," Françoise would go on,
having got the story from Théodore, "as clever as a Christian,
always in a good temper, always friendly, always everything that's
nice. It's not often you see an animal so well-behaved at that age.
Mme. Octave, it's high time I left you; I can't afford to stay here
amusing myself; look, it's nearly ten o'clock and my fire not
lighted yet, and I've still to dress the asparagus."
"What, Françoise, more asparagus! It's a regular disease of
asparagus you have got this year: you will make our Parisians sick
of it."
"No, no, Madame Octave, they like it well enough. They'll be
coming back from church soon as hungry as hunters, and they won't
eat it out of the back of their spoons, you'll see."
"Church! why, they must be there now; you'd better not lose any
time. Go and look after your luncheon."
While my aunt gossiped on in this way with Françoise I would
have accompanied my parents to mass. How I loved it: how clearly I
can see it still, our church at Combray! The old porch by which we
went in, black, and full of holes as a cullender, was worn out of
shape and deeply furrowed at the sides (as also was the holy water
stoup to which it led us) just as if the gentle grazing touch of
the cloaks of peasant-women going into the church, and of their
fingers dipping into the water, had managed by agelong repetition
to acquire a destructive force, to impress itself on the stone, to
carve ruts in it like those made by cart-wheels upon stone
gate-posts against which they are driven every day. Its memorial
stones, beneath which the noble dust of the Abbots of Combray, who
were buried there, furnished the choir with a sort of spiritual
pavement, were themselves no longer hard and lifeless matter, for
time had softened and sweetened them, and had made them melt like
honey and flow beyond their proper margins, either surging out in a
milky, frothing wave, washing from its place a florid gothic
capital, drowning the white violets of the marble floor; or else
reabsorbed into their limits, contracting still further a crabbed
Latin inscription, bringing a fresh touch of fantasy into the
arrangement of its curtailed characters, closing together two
letters of some word of which the rest were disproportionately
scattered. Its windows were never so brilliant as on days when the
sun scarcely shone, so that if it was dull outside you might be
certain of fine weather in church. One of them was filled from top
to bottom by a solitary figure, like the king on a playing-card,
who lived up there beneath his canopy of stone, between earth and
heaven; and in the blue light of its slanting shadow, on weekdays
sometimes, at noon, when there was no service (at one of those rare
moments when the airy, empty church, more human somehow and more
luxurious with the sun shewing off all its rich furnishings, seemed
to have almost a habitable air, like the hall—all sculptured stone
and painted glass—of some mediaeval mansion), you might see Mme.
Sazerat kneel for an instant, laying down on the chair beside her
own a neatly corded parcel of little cakes which she had just
bought at the baker's and was taking home for her luncheon. In
another, a mountain of rosy snow, at whose foot a battle was being
fought, seemed to have frozen the window also, which it swelled and
distorted with its cloudy sleet, like a pane to which snowflakes
have drifted and clung, but flakes illumined by a sunrise—the same,
doubtless, which purpled the reredos of the altar with tints so
fresh that they seemed rather to be thrown on it for a moment by a
light shining from outside and shortly to be extinguished than
painted and permanently fastened on the stone. And all of them were
so old that you could see, here and there, their silvery antiquity
sparkling with the dust of centuries and shewing in its threadbare
brilliance the very cords of their lovely tapestry of glass. There
was one among them which was a tall panel composed of a hundred
little rectangular windows, of blue principally, like a great game
of patience of the kind planned to beguile King Charles VI; but,
either because a ray of sunlight had gleamed through it or because
my own shifting vision had drawn across the window, whose colours
died away and were rekindled by turns, a rare and transient
fire—the next instant it had taken on all the iridescence of a
peacock's tail, then shook and wavered in a flaming and fantastic
shower, distilled and dropping from the groin of the dark and rocky
vault down the moist walls, as though it were along the bed of some
rainbow grotto of sinuous stalactites that I was following my
parents, who marched before me, their prayer-books clasped in their
hands; a moment later the little lozenge windows had put on the
deep transparence, the unbreakable hardness of sapphires clustered
on some enormous breastplate; but beyond which could be
distinguished, dearer than all such treasures, a fleeting smile
from the sun, which could be seen and felt as well here, in the
blue and gentle flood in which it washed the masonry, as on the
pavement of the Square or the straw of the market-place; and even
on our first Sundays, when we came down before Easter, it would
console me for the blackness and bareness of the earth outside by
making burst into blossom, as in some springtime in old history
among the heirs of Saint Louis, this dazzling and gilded carpet of
forget-me-nots in glass.
Two tapestries of high warp represented the coronation of Esther
(in which tradition would have it that the weaver had given to
Ahasuerus the features of one of the kings of France and to Esther
those of a lady of Guermantes whose lover he had been); their
colours had melted into one another, so as to add expression,
relief, light to the pictures. A touch of red over the lips of
Esther had strayed beyond their outline; the yellow on her dress
was spread with such unctuous plumpness as to have acquired a kind
of solidity, and stood boldly out from the receding atmosphere;
while the green of the trees, which was still bright in Silk and
wool among the lower parts of the panel, but had quite 'gone' at
the top, separated in a paler scheme, above the dark trunks, the
yellowing upper branches, tanned and half-obliterated by the sharp
though sidelong rays of an invisible sun.
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