"I
just think you've had a shock, and you're handling it the best way
you can."
A huge sigh shook Erin's body.
Annabelle thought she could hear tears hiding behind it.
"He'd be here if he could," Erin
whispered.
"Who?"
Erin frowned. "Lucas, of
course."
Her mouth opened and closed, but
Annabelle couldn't think of anything to say that wouldn't irritate
her sister.
"Look!" Erin's voice trembled. "They're
here to get me, too!" She grabbed Annabelle's sleeve and pulled
with one hand as she pointed with the other. "There. By the window!
Just like when they took Lucas."
Annabelle followed the guidance of
Erin's extended finger. There by the window was the solitary
firefly.
"Honey," she said, her voice calm even
if her heart was thumping a hundred miles an hour, "it's just a
firefly. See?"
"No, Annabelle, it can't be! It's too
early for fireflies."
Erin was right. It was March, far too
early for fireflies.
But there it was, a flickering point of
light dancing at the window, smacking against it, as though asking
to come in.
Annabelle shivered.
"It's them! Don't let them get
me!"
Erin's grip tightened, pulling
Annabelle onto the bed.
"Erin! Let me go. I'll close the
curtains."
"That won't help. They can come through
the walls. Don't you watch the Sci-Fi Network?"
"No, I don't," Annabelle replied in a
deliberately calm voice, trying to free herself from Erin's
grip.
"What about the stories you write for
your paper?"
"Erin, you know perfectly well I make
those up." Finally loosening Erin's hold on her, Annabelle quickly
went to the window, jerking the curtains closed. Now as anxious
about the mysterious flickering light as Erin was, she hurried back
to Erin's side, tightly taking her sister's hand.
The sisters stared at the closed
curtains, waiting, listening. The ticky-ticky stopped.
"Annabelle, what do you think it
is?"
"It's nothing. I'll bet it's only
leaves falling or maybe even raindrops catching the light from the
room." Before Erin could inform her it wasn't raining, she added,
"Or maybe your guardian angel looking in on you."
"I think I need one," Erin whispered,
still clinging to Annabelle's hand.
"Hey, squirt, loosen up. I gotta go."
With a fake grimace, she tipped her head toward the
bathroom.
"Sorry," Erin whispered. "Sorry." She
released Annabelle's hand, but her grip tightened again and she
said in a hoarse whisper, "Hurry, though. I don't want to be here
alone when they come."
Was her sister always going to be nuts?
It was a struggle to keep her tone easy when she answered. "Sure
thing," she said, and escaped with all possible speed into the
adjoining bathroom. Annabelle gently closed the door and only then
did she permit her body to start shaking and the tears to
pool.
"Oh, Erin," she moaned, struggling to
keep her voice low.
It was so unfair. Sweet, trusting Erin
had given her heart to a rat who'd betrayed her. Now the rodent was
gone.
At first Annabelle had been sure Erin
had been driven delusional. Not only about the aliens who took
Lucas, but about Lucas himself. Even after her visit to his
apartment, Annabelle clung to her original theory: Lucas was
laughing with his buddies in some bar about how he'd gotten Erin to
put out and then left her to face the consequences alone. But she'd
gone to every bar on Franklin Street, and a few on the side streets
her father had forbidden her to even look at, much less
enter.
No Lucas.
Of course, she hadn't told Erin any of
this. She was sure her sister would go right off the edge if her
fears about Lucas's safety were confirmed.
Still he'd left her alone. No matter
what happened later, that much was still true, and it was still
enough to earn her big sister's ire. Preferring anger to fear,
Annabelle nurtured that emotion.
"The no-good-" She clipped off the rest
of the words. He wasn't worth it.
Thank Heaven, she'd listened to her
Granny. At least she still had her self-respect, which was more
than Erin would have when she finally snapped out of this
fantasy.
Meanwhile, she thought, her tears
trickling, one by one, down her cheeks, she could forget sharing
the burden of their mother's care with her sister. Now Annabelle
would have to put her own life on hold to take care of both Erin
and their mother.
Leaning over the small sink, she
splashed cold water on her face and sniffed her tears to a stop.
She dried her face and hands.
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