Here was Kapilavastu, here the Middle Kingdom, and here
Mahabodhi, the Mecca of Buddhism; and here was Kusinagara, sad
place of the Holy One's death. The old man bowed his head over the
sheets in silence for a while, and the Curator lit another pipe.
Kim had fallen asleep. When he waked, the talk, still in spate, was
more within his comprehension.
'And thus it was, O Fountain of Wisdom, that I decided to go to
the Holy Places which His foot had trod—to the Birthplace, even to
Kapila; then to Mahabodhi, which is Buddh Gaya—to the Monastery—to
the Deer-park—to the place of His death.'
The lama lowered his voice. 'And I come here alone. For
five—seven—eighteen—forty years it was in my mind that the Old Law
was not well followed; being overlaid, as thou knowest, with
devildom, charms, and idolatry. Even as the child outside said but
now. Ay, even as the child said, with but-parasti.'
'So it comes with all faiths.'
'Thinkest thou? The books of my lamassery I read, and they were
dried pith; and the later ritual with which we of the Reformed Law
have cumbered ourselves—that, too, had no worth to these old eyes.
Even the followers of the Excellent One are at feud on feud with
one another. It is all illusion. Ay, maya, illusion. But I have
another desire'—the seamed yellow face drew within three inches of
the Curator, and the long forefinger-nail tapped on the table.
'Your scholars, by these books, have followed the Blessed Feet in
all their wanderings; but there are things which they have not
sought out. I know nothing—nothing do I know—but I go to free
myself from the Wheel of Things by a broad and open road.' He
smiled with most simple triumph. 'As a pilgrim to the Holy Places I
acquire merit. But there is more. Listen to a true thing. When our
gracious Lord, being as yet a youth, sought a mate, men said, in
His father's Court, that He was too tender for marriage. Thou
knowest?'
The Curator nodded, wondering what would come next.
'So they made the triple trial of strength against all comers.
And at the test of the Bow, our Lord first breaking that which they
gave Him, called for such a bow as none might bend. Thou
knowest?'
'It is written. I have read.'
'And, overshooting all other marks, the arrow passed far and far
beyond sight. At the last it fell; and, where it touched earth,
there broke out a stream which presently became a River, whose
nature, by our Lord's beneficence, and that merit He acquired ere
He freed himself, is that whoso bathes in it washes away all taint
and speckle of sin.'
'So it is written,' said the Curator sadly.
The lama drew a long breath. 'Where is that River? Fountain of
Wisdom, where fell the arrow?'
'Alas, my brother, I do not know,' said the Curator.
'Nay, if it please thee to forget—the one thing only that thou
hast not told me. Surely thou must know? See, I am an old man! I
ask with my head between thy feet, O Fountain of Wisdom. We know He
drew the bow! We know the arrow fell! We know the stream gushed!
Where, then, is the River? My dream told me to find it. So I came.
I am here. But where is the River?'
'If I knew, think you I would not cry it aloud?'
'By it one attains freedom from the Wheel of Things,' the lama
went on, unheeding. 'The River of the Arrow! Think again! Some
little stream, maybe—dried in the heats? But the Holy One would
never so cheat an old man.'
'I do not know. I do not know.'
The lama brought his thousand-wrinkled face once more a
handsbreadth from the Englishman's. 'I see thou dost not know. Not
being of the Law, the matter is hid from thee.'
'Ay—hidden—hidden.'
'We are both bound, thou and I, my brother. But I'—he rose with
a sweep of the soft thick drapery—'I go to cut myself free. Come
also!'
'I am bound,' said the Curator.
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