"We might invite the
landlady to join us," he said, looking the picture of a
headlong man, dismayed by the consciousness of his own imprudence.
"Couldn't you honor me by lunching with me if we had the
landlady?" he asked.
This was a little too much. "Quite out of the question,
sir--and you ought to know it," I said with severity. He half
put out his hand. "Won't you even shake hands with
me?" he inquired piteously. When we have most properly
administered a reproof to a man, what is the perversity which makes
us weakly pity him the minute afterward? I was fool enough to shake
hands with this perfect stranger. And, having done it, I completed
the total loss of my dignity by running away. Our dear crooked
little streets hid me from him directly.
As I rang at the door-bell of my employer's house, a thought
occurred to me which might have been alarming to a better regulated
mind than mine.
"Suppose he should come back to Sandwich?"
II.
BEFORE many more days passed I had troubles of my own to contend
with, which put the eccentric stranger out of my head for the
time.
Unfortunately, my troubles are part of my story; and my early
life mixes itself up with them. In consideration of what is to
follow, may I say two words relating to the period before I was a
governess?
I am the orphan daughter of a shopkeeper of Sandwich. My father
died, leaving to his widow and child an honest name and a little
income of L80 a year. We kept on the shop--neither gaining nor
losing by it. The truth is nobody would buy our poor little
business. I was thirteen years old at the time; and I was able to
help my mother, whose health was then beginning to fail. Never
shall I forget a certain bright summer's day, when I saw a new
customer enter our shop. He was an elderly gentleman; and he seemed
surprised to find so young a girl as myself in charge of the
business, and, what is more, competent to support the charge. I
answered his questions in a manner which seemed to please him. He
soon discovered that my education (excepting my knowledge of the
business) had been sadly neglected; and he inquired if he could see
my mother. She was resting on the sofa in the back parlor--and she
received him there. When he came out, he patted me on the cheek.
"I have taken a fancy to you," he said, "and perhaps
I shall come back again." He did come back again. My mother
had referred him to the rector for our characters in the town, and
he had heard what our clergyman could say for us. Our only
relations had emigrated to Australia, and were not doing well
there. My mother's death would leave me, so far as relatives
were concerned, literally alone in the world. "Give this girl
a first-rate education," said our elderly customer, sitting at
our tea-table in the back parlor, "and she will do. If you
will send her to school, ma'am, I'll pay for her
education." My poor mother began to cry at the prospect of
parting with me. The old gentleman said: "Think of it,"
and got up to go. He gave me his card as I opened the shop-door for
him. "If you find yourself in trouble," he whispered, so
that my mother could not hear him, "be a wise child, and write
and tell me of it." I looked at the card. Our kind-hearted
customer was no less a person than Sir Gervase Damian, of Garrum
Park, Sussex--with landed property in our county as well! He had
made himself (through the rector, no doubt) far better acquainted
than I was with the true state of my mother's health. In four
months from the memorable day when the great man had taken tea with
us, my time had come to be alone in the world. I have no courage to
dwell on it; my spirits sink, even at this distance of time, when I
think of myself in those days. The good rector helped me with his
advice--I wrote to Sir Gervase Damian.
A change had come over his life as well as mine in the interval
since we had met.
Sir Gervas e had married for the second time--and, what was more
foolish still, perhaps, at his age, had married a young woman.
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