I shook hands with Mr. Sax.
"What sort of sensation is it," he asked, "when
you shake hands with a man whom you hate?"
"I really can't tell you," I answered innocently;
"I have never done such a thing."
"You would not lunch with me at Sandwich," he
protested; "and, after the humblest apology on my part, you
won't forgive me for what I did this morning. Do you expect me
to believe that I am not the special object of your antipathy? I
wish I had never met with you! At my age, a man gets angry when he
is treated cruelly and doesn't deserve it. You don't
understand that, I dare say."
"Oh, yes, I do. I heard what you said about me to Mrs.
Fosdyke, and I heard you bang the door when you got out of my
way."
He received this reply with every appearance of satisfaction.
"So you listened, did you? I'm glad to hear
that."
"Why?"
"It shows you take some interest in me, after
all."
Throughout this frivolous talk (I only venture to report it
because it shows that I bore no malice on my side) Miss Melbury was
looking at us like the basilisk of the ancients. She owned to being
on the wrong side of thirty; and she had a little money--but these
were surely no reasons why she should glare at a poor governess.
Had some secret understanding of the tender sort been already
established between Mr. Sax and herself? She provoked me into
trying to find out--especially as the last words he had said
offered me the opportunity.
"I can prove that I feel a sincere interest in you," I
resumed. "I can resign you to a lady who has a far better
claim to your attention than mine. You are neglecting her
shamefully."
He stared at me with an appearance of bewilderment, which seemed
to imply that the attachment was on the lady's side, so far. It
was of course impossible to mention names; I merely turned my eyes
in the right direction. He looked where I looked--and his shyness
revealed itself, in spite of his resolution to conceal it. His face
flushed; he looked mortified and surprised. Miss Melbury could
endure it no longer. She rose, took a song from the music-stand,
and approached us.
"I am going to sing," she said, handing the music to
him. "Please turn over for me, Mr. Sax."
I think he hesitated--but I cannot feel sure that I observed him
correctly. It matters little. With or without hesitation, he
followed her to the piano.
Miss Melbury sang--with perfect self-possession, and an immense
compass of voice. A gentleman near me said she ought to be on the
stage. I thought so too. Big as it was, our drawing-room was not
large enough for her. The gentleman sang next. No voice at all--but
so sweet, such true feeling! I turned over the leaves for him. A
dear old lady, sitting near the piano, entered into conversation
with me. She spoke of the great singers at the beginning of the
present century. Mr. Sax hovered about, with Miss Melbury's eye
on him. I was so entranced by the anecdotes of my venerable friend,
that I could take no notice of Mr. Sax. Later, when the
dinner-party was over, and we were retiring for the night, he still
hovered about, and ended in offering me a bedroom candle.
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