He has steered his little boat by their mild,
protecting light, eure Milde, eure Wachen. In recognition of their
aid he hangs his oar as a votive offering in the porch of their
temple.
The song was sung as a religious observance in the classical
spirit, a rite more than a prayer; a noble salutation to beings so
exalted that in the mariner's invocation there was no humbleness
and no entreaty. In your light I stand without fear, O august
stars! I salute your eternity. That was the feeling. Lucy had never
heard anything sung with such elevation of style. In its calmness
and serenity there was a kind of large enlightenment, like
daybreak.
After this invocation came five more Schubert songs, all
melancholy. They made Lucy feel that there was something profoundly
tragic about this man. The dark beauty of the songs seemed to her a
quality in the voice itself, as kindness can be in the touch of a
hand. It was as simple as that—like light changing on the water.
When he began Der Doppelganger, the last song of the group (Still
ist die Nacht, es ruhen die Gassen), it was like moonlight pouring
down on the narrow street of an old German town. With every phrase
that picture deepened—moonlight, intense and calm, sleeping on old
human houses; and somewhere a lonely black cloud in the night sky.
So manche Nacht in alter Zeit? The moon was gone, and the silent
street.—And Sebastian was gone, though Lucy had not been aware of
his exit. The black cloud that had passed over the moon and the
song had obliterated him, too. There was nobody left before the
grey velvet curtain but the red-haired accompanist, a lame boy, who
dragged one foot as he went across the stage.
Through the rest of the recital her attention was intermittent.
Sometimes she listened intently, and the next moment her mind was
far away. She was struggling with something she had never felt
before. A new conception of art? It came closer than that. A new
kind of personality? But it was much more. It was a discovery about
life, a revelation of love as a tragic force, not a melting mood,
of passion that drowns like black water. As she sat listening to
this man the outside world seemed to her dark and terrifying, full
of fears and dangers that had never come close to her until
now.
A note on the program said there would be no encores. After the
last number, when the singer had repeatedly come back to
acknowledge applause, the lights above the stage were turned out.
But the audience remained seated. A French basso from the New York
opera, who happened to be in town, occupied a stage box with a
party of friends. He kept calling:
Clement! Clement!
At last the baritone came back, his coat on his arm and his hat
in his hand. He bowed to his colleague, the bass, then turned aside
and spoke through the stage door. The lame boy appeared; they had a
word together under the applause. Sebastian walked to the front of
the stage in the half-darkness and began to sing an old setting of
Byron's When We Two Parted; a sad, simple old air which required
little from the singer, yet probably no one who heard it that night
will ever forget it.
Lucy had come home and up the stairs, into this room, tired and
frightened, with a feeling that some protecting barrier was gone— a
window had been broken that let in the cold and darkness of the
night. Sitting here in her cloak, shivering, she had whispered over
and over the words of that last song:
When we two parted, In silence and tears, Half broken-hearted,
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold, Colder thy kiss; Surely that hour
foretold Sorrow to this.
It was as if that song were to have some effect upon her own
life. She tried to forget it, but it was unescapable. It was with
her, like an evil omen; she could not get it out of her mind. For
weeks afterwards it kept singing itself over in her brain. Her
forebodings on that first night had not been mistaken; Sebastian
had already destroyed a great deal for her. Some peoples' lives are
affected by what happens to their person or their property; but for
others fate is what happens to their feelings and their
thoughts—that and nothing more.
The following day Lucy had questioned Paul Auerbach about
Sebastian, at first timidly, then fiercely. What was his history?
What had he been like as a boy? What made him different from other
singers?
"Oh, but," said Professor Auerbach calmly, "Clement is very
exceptional; he is a fine artist." This exasperated her.
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