But she is only a woman, and a
young and inexperienced woman at that.
TANNER. Ramsden: I begin to pity you.
RAMSDEN. [hotly] I don't want to know
how you feel towards me, Mr Tanner.
TANNER. Ann will do just exactly what she likes. And
what's more, she'll force us to advise her to do it; and she'll put
the blame on us if it turns out badly. So, as Tavy is longing to
see her -
OCTAVIUS. [shyly] I am not, Jack.
TANNER. You lie, Tavy: you are. So let's have her
down from the drawing-room and ask her what she intends us to do.
Off with you, Tavy, and fetch her. [Tavy turns to
go]. And don't be long for the strained relations between
myself and Ramsden will make the interval rather painful
[Ramsden compresses his lips, but says nothing -
].
OCTAVIUS. Never mind him, Mr Ramsden. He's not
serious. [He goes out].
RAMSDEN [very deliberately] Mr
Tanner: you are the most impudent person I have ever met.
TANNER. [seriously] I know it,
Ramsden. Yet even I cannot wholly conquer shame. We live in an
atmosphere of shame. We are ashamed of everything that is real
about us; ashamed of ourselves, of our relatives, of our incomes,
of our accents, of our opinions, of our experience, just as we are
ashamed of our naked skins. Good Lord, my dear Ramsden, we are
ashamed to walk, ashamed to ride in an omnibus, ashamed to hire a
hansom instead of keeping a carriage, ashamed of keeping one horse
instead of two and a groom-gardener instead of a coachman and
footman. The more things a man is ashamed of, the more respectable
he is. Why, you're ashamed to buy my book, ashamed to read it: the
only thing you're not ashamed of is to judge me for it without
having read it; and even that only means that you're ashamed to
have heterodox opinions. Look at the effect I produce because my
fairy godmother withheld from me this gift of shame. I have every
possible virtue that a man can have except -
RAMSDEN. I am glad you think so well of
yourself.
TANNER. All you mean by that is that you think I
ought to be ashamed of talking about my virtues. You don't mean
that I haven't got them: you know perfectly well that I am as sober
and honest a citizen as yourself, as truthful personally, and much
more truthful politically and morally.
RAMSDEN. [touched on his most sensitive
point] I deny that. I will not allow you or any man to
treat me as if I were a mere member of the British public. I detest
its prejudices; I scorn its narrowness; I demand the right to think
for myself. You pose as an advanced man.
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