Forgiveness is a high quality; an exalted
virtue; far above YOUR control or influence, John. I WILL forgive
you. You cannot move me to remember any wrong you have ever done
me, John.'
'Wrong!' cried the other, with all the heat and impetuosity of
his age. 'Here's a pretty fellow! Wrong! Wrong I have done him!
He'll not even remember the five hundred pounds he had with me
under false pretences; or the seventy pounds a year for board and
lodging that would have been dear at seventeen! Here's a
martyr!'
'Money, John,' said Mr Pecksniff, 'is the root of all evil. I
grieve to see that it is already bearing evil fruit in you. But I
will not remember its existence. I will not even remember the
conduct of that misguided person'—and here, although he spoke like
one at peace with all the world, he used an emphasis that plainly
said "I have my eye upon the rascal now"—'that misguided person who
has brought you here to-night, seeking to disturb (it is a
happiness to say, in vain) the heart's repose and peace of one who
would have shed his dearest blood to serve him.'
The voice of Mr Pecksniff trembled as he spoke, and sobs were
heard from his daughters. Sounds floated on the air, moreover, as
if two spirit voices had exclaimed: one, 'Beast!' the other,
'Savage!'
'Forgiveness,' said Mr Pecksniff, 'entire and pure forgiveness
is not incompatible with a wounded heart; perchance when the heart
is wounded, it becomes a greater virtue. With my breast still wrung
and grieved to its inmost core by the ingratitude of that person, I
am proud and glad to say that I forgive him. Nay! I beg,' cried Mr
Pecksniff, raising his voice, as Pinch appeared about to speak, 'I
beg that individual not to offer a remark; he will truly oblige me
by not uttering one word, just now. I am not sure that I am equal
to the trial. In a very short space of time, I shall have
sufficient fortitude, I trust to converse with him as if these
events had never happened. But not,' said Mr Pecksniff, turning
round again towards the fire, and waving his hand in the direction
of the door, 'not now.'
'Bah!' cried John Westlock, with the utmost disgust and disdain
the monosyllable is capable of expressing. 'Ladies, good evening.
Come, Pinch, it's not worth thinking of. I was right and you were
wrong. That's small matter; you'll be wiser another time.'
So saying, he clapped that dejected companion on the shoulder,
turned upon his heel, and walked out into the passage, whither poor
Mr Pinch, after lingering irresolutely in the parlour for a few
seconds, expressing in his countenance the deepest mental misery
and gloom followed him. Then they took up the box between them, and
sallied out to meet the mail.
That fleet conveyance passed, every night, the corner of a lane
at some distance; towards which point they bent their steps. For
some minutes they walked along in silence, until at length young
Westlock burst into a loud laugh, and at intervals into another,
and another. Still there was no response from his companion.
'I'll tell you what, Pinch!' he said abruptly, after another
lengthened silence—'You haven't half enough of the devil in you.
Half enough! You haven't any.'
'Well!' said Pinch with a sigh, 'I don't know, I'm sure. It's
compliment to say so. If I haven't, I suppose, I'm all the better
for it.'
'All the better!' repeated his companion tartly: 'All the worse,
you mean to say.'
'And yet,' said Pinch, pursuing his own thoughts and not this
last remark on the part of his friend, 'I must have a good deal of
what you call the devil in me, too, or how could I make Pecksniff
so uncomfortable? I wouldn't have occasioned him so much
distress—don't laugh, please—for a mine of money; and Heaven knows
I could find good use for it too, John. How grieved he was!'
'HE grieved!' returned the other.
'Why didn't you observe that the tears were almost starting out
of his eyes!' cried Pinch. 'Bless my soul, John, is it nothing to
see a man moved to that extent and know one's self to be the cause!
And did you hear him say that he could have shed his blood for
me?'
'Do you WANT any blood shed for you?' returned his friend, with
considerable irritation. 'Does he shed anything for you that you DO
want? Does he shed employment for you, instruction for you, pocket
money for you? Does he shed even legs of mutton for you in any
decent proportion to potatoes and garden stuff?'
'I am afraid,' said Pinch, sighing again, 'that I am a great
eater; I can't disguise from myself that I'm a great eater. Now,
you know that, John.'
'You a great eater!' retorted his companion, with no less
indignation than before. 'How do you know you are?'
There appeared to be forcible matter in this inquiry, for Mr
Pinch only repeated in an undertone that he had a strong misgiving
on the subject, and that he greatly feared he was.
'Besides, whether I am or no,' he added, 'that has little or
nothing to do with his thinking me ungrateful. John, there is
scarcely a sin in the world that is in my eyes such a crying one as
ingratitude; and when he taxes me with that, and believes me to be
guilty of it, he makes me miserable and wretched.'
'Do you think he don't know that?' returned the other
scornfully. 'But come, Pinch, before I say anything more to you,
just run over the reasons you have for being grateful to him at
all, will you? Change hands first, for the box is heavy. That'll
do. Now, go on.'
'In the first place,' said Pinch, 'he took me as his pupil for
much less than he asked.'
'Well,' rejoined his friend, perfectly unmoved by this instance
of generosity.
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