It was the voice of Xaxa
and Xaxa now must possess the sweet musical tones that alone would
have harmonized with the beautiful face she had stolen. I tried to
forget those strident notes and think only of the pulchritude of
the envelope that had once graced the soul within this old and
withered carcass.
She extended a hand and laid it gently upon mine. The act was
beautiful, the movements graceful. The brain of the girl directed
the muscles, but the old, rough vocal cords of Xaxa could give
forth no sweeter notes. "Tell me, please!" she begged. There were
tears in the old eyes, I'll venture for the first time in many
years. "Tell me! You do not seem unkind."
And so I told her. She listened intently and when I was through
she sighed.
"After all," she said, "it is not so dreadful, now that I really
know. It is better than being dead." That made me glad that I had
pressed the button. She was glad to be alive, even draped in the
hideous carcass of Xaxa. I told her as much.
"You were so beautiful," I told her.
"And now I am so ugly?" I made no answer.
"After all, what difference does it make?" she inquired
presently. "This old body cannot change me, or make me different
from what I have always been. The good in me remains and whatever
of sweetness and kindness, and I can be happy to be alive and
perhaps to do some good. I was terrified at first, because I did
not know what had happened to me. I thought that maybe I had
contracted some terrible disease that had so altered me—that
horrified me; but now that I know—pouf! what of it?"
"You are wonderful," I said. "Most women would have gone mad
with the horror and grief of it—to lose such wondrous beauty as was
yours— and you do not care."
"Oh, yes, I care, my friend," she corrected me, "but I do not
care enough to ruin my life in all other respects because of it, or
to cast a shadow upon the lives of those around me. I have had my
beauty and enjoyed it. It is not an unalloyed happiness I can
assure you. Men killed one another because of it; two great nations
went to war because of it; and perhaps my father lost his throne or
his life—I do not know, for I was captured by the enemy while the
war still raged. It may be raging yet and men dying because I was
too beautiful. No one will fight for me now, though," she added,
with a rueful smile.
"Do you know how long you have been here?" I asked.
"Yes," she replied. "It was the day before yesterday that they
brought me hither."
"It was ten years ago," I told her.
"Ten years! Impossible."
I pointed to the corpses around us. "You have lain like this for
ten years," I explained. "There are subjects here who have lain
thus for fifty, Ras Thavas tells me."
"Ten years! Ten years! What may not have happened in ten years!
It is better thus. I should fear to go back now. I should not want
to know that my father, my mother too, perhaps, were gone. It is
better thus. Perhaps you will let me sleep again? May I not?"
"That remains with Ras Thavas," I replied; "but for a while I am
to observe you."
"Observe me?"
"Study you—your reactions."
"Ah! and what good will that do?"
"It may do some good in the world."
"It may give this horrid Ras Thavas some new ideas for his
torture chamber—some new scheme for coining money from the
suffering of his victims," she said, her harsh voice saddened.
"Some of his works are good," I told her. "The money he makes
permits him to maintain this wonderful establishment where he
constantly carries on countless experiments. Many of his operations
are beneficent.
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