One can sometimes put
thoughts into them that are—shall I say?—appropriately hidden
from the casual reader. Gibbon, no doubt, did the same with his footnotes…
You’ve read Gibbon? You should… a great stylist… but to get back to my
own small foray into the literary arena—you’ve no idea how completely
it was ignored—even by the few—the very few—who might have
been expected to catch the mood of it.”
“Classical scholars, you mean?”
“Not entirely… But I bear no grudge. The book’s utter failure may have
been merited. Certainly that one word ‘unpleasant’ was the only ripple it
stirred.”
Paul was uncomfortable again; he felt that Rowden was trying to make some
tortuous amends, to heal a rift that had developed between them, yet that in
so doing he might soon be creating other stresses even less endurable.
Rowden went on: “I suppose you’re surprised I should confess all
this?”
Paul laughed nervously. “No, because I think you’re as proud of it in your
own way as other people are proud of success.”
“You’re very shrewd. I—I admire your intelligence, Paul—in
fact, I hope you’ll always remember me as one of your earliest admirers.”
“Well, thanks. I appreciate that. I’m sure you’re a pretty good judge.
I’ll bet all those Picassos and Cézannes you have were bought at the
beginning, before the prices went up.”
“Some of them were, though I don’t brag about it.”
“I know you don’t. I just guessed. And I also guess if you admire me it
means I’ll go sky-high too one of these days.”
“I think you will, and you’ll enjoy it, because you worship success far
more than you should… But tell me, Paul, what IS the barrier between us? I
think there must be one—you seem unwilling to become as close a friend
to me as I could be to you. To take a trivial example—absurdly
trivial—I call you Paul, my own name’s Michael, but you’ve never called
me that… it’s true you don’t call me Mister Rowden—you never give me
any name at all, I’ve noticed. I think it symbolizes that barrier… And
another thing—also absurdly trivial. You never told me you’d seen that
little actress, had MET her, I mean—the child who was the leprechaun in
that rather dreadful play.”
“Yes, I did meet her one afternoon. We took a walk in Phoenix Park. How
did you know?”
“Pure chance—Roberts happened to be driving through and saw you
together. It’s of no importance at all—except that it seems strange you
didn’t mention it.”
“I didn’t think you were interested in her.”
“I’m not. But YOU evidently were… Are you still?”
Paul answered musingly: “Yes, in a sort of way. She’s my kind if I had a
kind.”
“You mean if you were to have a girl?”
“No… not exactly.”
“Then I don’t quite know what you mean by saying she’s your kind if you
had a kind.”
“I don’t quite know either… And she’s not a child, by the way. She’s
seventeen.”
There followed a considerable silence which was broken (and Paul was glad
of it) by the entrance of Briggs, carrying an envelope on a tray. “For you,
Mr. Saffron. It just came.”
Paul opened it: a cablegram from Boston as follows:
“PLEASE DROP IRISH ASSIGNMENT AND PROCEED LONDON AND ROME IMMEDIATELY STOP
WOULD LIKE YOU TO INTERVIEW ITALIAN POLITICIAN NAMED BENITO MUSSOLINI SAID TO
BE COMING MAN STOP AWAIT FURTHER INSTRUCTIONS BY CABLE AT LONDON OFFICE
(SIGNED) MERRYWEATHER.”
Paul read this with utter astonishment, then re-read it while a sharp
pinpoint of relief transfixed him.
“Not bad news, I hope?” Rowden was saying.
Paul called his thoughts to order. Now that he knew he could leave Venton
League so soon and with such a valid excuse he felt at ease; the pinpoint of
relief expanded inside him rapidly. “Did I look as if it was bad news? I’m
sorry… It’ll seem pretty exciting when I’ve got over the first shock… I
expect the real reason I never called you Michael is the difference in our
ages, but I will do from now on.” He smiled and passed the cable over. “I
never heard of this Mussolini fellow—he’s probably a tough nut to
crack, and since I don’t speak Italian… It beats me why I’m picked on for
this kind of job. Just because I once had luck with Lloyd George is no
guarantee I’ll manage it again.”
Rowden handed back the cable. “IMMEDIATELY too.”
“That’s what it says. A hell of a life, isn’t it?”
“And just when you were beginning to feel at home here.”
“Yes… Too bad.”
“I suppose—you don’t think—you could ignore the
instructions—and stay on a while?”
“WHAT?” Paul laughed. “Ignore an editor? That’s not exactly the way to
keep one’s job.”
“But you said you didn’t like the job—that it was only a stopgap
till you found a new play to direct?”
Suddenly Paul wondered if Rowden would give or lend him a few thousand
pounds to stage a play, say a Shakespeare production, in London or New York.
Perhaps Rowden would enjoy a flutter of that kind, with all the patronly
contacts it would involve. Certainly Paul had no qualms about taking money
from a rich man and probably losing most of it.
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