But
the shoulders above sloped youthfully under her Cashmere scarf, and every movement was as quick as a
girl’s.
Mrs.
Jim Ralston approvingly examined the rosy-cheeked oval set in the blonde
ruffles of the bonnet on which, in compliance with her husband’s instructions,
she had spared no expense. It was a cabriolet of white velvet tied with wide
satin ribbons and plumed with a crystal-spangled marabout—a wedding bonnet
ordered for the marriage of her cousin, Charlotte Lovell, which was to take
place that week at St. Mark’s-in-the-Bouwerie. Charlotte was making a match exactly like Delia’s
own: marrying a Ralston, of the Waverly Place branch, than which nothing could be safer,
sounder or more—well, usual. Delia did not know why the word had occurred to
her, for it could hardly be postulated, even of the young women of her own
narrow clan, that they “usually” married Ralstons; but the soundness, safeness,
suitability of the arrangement, did make it typical of the kind of alliance
which a nice girl in the nicest set would serenely and blushingly forecast for
herself.
Yes—and
afterward?
Well—what?
And what did this new question mean? Afterward: why, of course, there was the
startled puzzled surrender to the incomprehensible exigencies of the young man
to whom one had at most yielded a rosy cheek in return for an engagement ring;
there was the large double-bed; the terror of seeing him shaving calmly the
next morning, in his shirt-sleeves, through the dressing-room door; the
evasions, insinuations, resigned smiles and Bible texts of one’s Mamma; the
reminder of the phrase “to obey” in the glittering blur of the Marriage
Service; a week or a month of flushed distress, confusion, embarrassed
pleasure; then the growth of habit, the insidious lulling of the
matter-of-course, the dreamless double slumbers in the big white bed, the early
morning discussions and consultations through that dressing-room door which had
once seemed open into a fiery pit scorching the brow of innocence.
And
then, the babies; the babies who were supposed to “make up for everything,” and
didn’t—though they were such darlings, and one had no definite notion as to
what it was that one had missed, and that they were to make up for.
Yes:
Charlotte’s fate would be just like hers. Joe Ralston
was so like his second cousin Jim (Delia’s James), that Delia could see no
reason why life in the squat brick house in Waverly Place should not exactly
resemble life in the tall brown-stone house in Gramercy Park. Only Charlotte’s bedroom would certainly not be as pretty
as hers.
She
glanced complacently at the French wall-paper that reproduced a watered silk,
with a “valanced” border, and tassels between the loops. The mahogany bedstead,
covered with a white embroidered counterpane, was symmetrically reflected in
the mirror of a wardrobe which matched it. Coloured lithographs of the “Four
Seasons” by Leopold Robert surmounted groups of family daguerreotypes in
deeply-recessed gilt frames. The ormolu clock represented a shepherdess sitting
on a fallen trunk, a basket of flowers at her feet. A shepherd, stealing up,
surprised her with a kiss, while her little dog barked at him from a clump of
roses. One knew the profession of the lovers by their crooks and the shape of
their hats. This frivolous time-piece had been a wedding-gift from Delia’s
aunt, Mrs. Manson Mingott, a dashing widow who lived in Paris and was received at the Tuileries. It had
been entrusted by Mrs. Mingott to young Clement Spender, who had come back from
Italy for a short holiday just after Delia’s
marriage; the marriage which might never have been, if Clem Spender could have
supported a wife, or if he had consented to give up painting and Rome for New York and the law. The young man (who looked,
already, so odd and foreign and sarcastic) had laughingly assured the bride
that her aunt’s gift was “the newest thing in the Palais Royal”; and the
family, who admired Mrs. Manson Mingott’s taste though they had disapproved of
her “foreignness,” had criticized Delia’s putting the clock in her bedroom
instead of displaying it on the drawing-room mantel. But she liked, when she
woke in the morning, to see the bold shepherd stealing his kiss.
Charlotte would certainly not have such a pretty
clock in her bedroom; but then she had not been used to pretty things. Her
father, who had died at thirty of lung-fever, was one of the “poor Lovells.”
His widow, burdened with a young family, and living all year round “up the
River,” could not do much for her eldest girl; and Charlotte had entered
society in her mother’s turned garments, and shod with satin sandals handed
down from a defunct aunt who had “opened a ball” with General Washington. The
old-fashioned Ralston furniture, which Delia already saw herself banishing,
would seem sumptuous to Chatty; very likely she would think Delia’s gay French
timepiece somewhat frivolous, or even not “quite nice.” Poor Charlotte had become so serious, so prudish almost,
since she had given up balls and taken to visiting the poor! Delia remembered,
with ever-recurring wonder, the abrupt change in her: the precise moment at
which it had been privately agreed in the family that, after all, Charlotte
Lovell was going to be an old maid.
They
had not thought so when she came out. Though her mother could not afford to
give her more than one new tarlatan dress, and though nearly everything in her
appearance was regrettable, from the too bright red of her hair to the too pale
brown of her eyes—not to mention the rounds of brick-rose on her cheek-bones,
which almost (preposterous thought!) made her look as if she painted—yet these
defects were redeemed by a slim waist, a light foot and a gay laugh; and when
her hair was well oiled and brushed for an evening party, so that it looked
almost brown, and lay smoothly along her delicate cheeks under a wreath of red
and white camellias, several eligible young men (Joe Ralston among them) were
known to have called her pretty.
Then
came her illness. She caught cold on a moonlight
sleighing-party, the brick-rose circles deepened, and she began to cough. There
was a report that she was “going like her father,” and she was hurried off to a
remote village in Georgia, where she lived alone for a year with an old family governess. When
she came back everyone felt at once that there was a change in her. She was
pale, and thinner than ever, but with an exquisitely transparent cheek, darker
eyes and redder hair; and the oddness of her appearance was increased by plain
dresses of Quakerish cut. She had left off trinkets and watch
chains, always wore the same grey cloak and small close bonnet, and displayed a
sudden zeal for visiting the indigent. The family explained that during her
year in the south she had been shocked by the hopeless degradation of the “poor
whites” and their children, and that this revelation of misery had made it
impossible for her to return to the light-hearted life of her young friends.
Everyone agreed, with significant glances that this unnatural state of mind
would “pass off in time”; and meanwhile old Mrs. Lovell, Chatty’s grandmother,
who understood her perhaps better than the others, gave her a little money for
her paupers, and lent her a room in the Lovell stables (at the back of the old
lady’s Mercer Street house) where she gathered about her, in what would
afterward have been called a “day-nursery,” some of the destitute children of
the neighbourhood. There was even, among them, the baby girl whose origin had
excited such intense curiosity two or three years earlier, when a veiled lady
in a handsome cloak had brought it to the hovel of Cyrus Washington, the Negro
handy-man whose wife Jessamine took in Dr.
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