“Yes, I was wrong to come.
Tell me the way,” and she drew her jacket close.
“Don’t look so grieved, dear,” he murmured. “What
am I to do? If there was any place—but there is not.
See, I will come with you to the station. We shall have
to walk, I am afraid; I dare not order a carriage. My
poor child, if you had only foreseen these difficulties.”
“Do not say any more,” she interrupted coldly. “I am
quite convinced of my folly and am ready to go.”
“Sit down and wait while I get my hat. We must
get away unobserved. Suspicious eyes are watching my
every movement to-night. I can’t tell you all, but I will
soon. Sit down, my darling; I will not be gone a moment.
If anyone comes to the door, step through the
window and conceal yourself.”
Unlocking the door noiselessly he went out, turning
the key after him.
Barely a minute elapsed before he was in the room
again.
Warm though the night was he put on an overcoat
and turned up the collar so that it hid the lower part
of his face.
Locking the door after him, he came up to the table,[53]
poured out another glass of brandy-and-water, and got
some biscuits.
“Come,” he said, “you must eat some of these. Put
some in your pocket. And you must drink this, my poor
darling, or you will be exhausted.”
She put back the glass and plate from her with a
gesture of denial.
“I could not eat,” she said. “I do not want anything,
and I shall not be exhausted. Let us go; this house
makes me shudder,” and she moved to the window and
passed out.
“Laura, my dear Laura,” murmured Stephen, in his
most dulcet tones, “why are you angry with me?”
“I am not angry with you,” she said, and the voice,
cold and constrained, did not seem the same as that in
which she had greeted him a quarter of an hour ago. “I
am angry with myself; I am filled with self-scorn.”
“My dear Laura,” he began, soothingly, but she interrupted
him with a gesture.
“You are quite right; I was wrong to come. You
have not said so in so many words, but your face, your
eyes, your very smile have told me so plainly.”
“What have I said?”
“Nothing,” she answered, without hesitation, and with
the same air of cold conviction. “If you had said angry
words, had been harsh and annoyed openly, and yet been
glad to see me, I could have forgiven myself, but you
were not glad to see me. If I had been in your place—but
I am a woman. Don’t say any more. Is the station
near?”
“My dear Laura,” murmured Stephen for the third
time, and now more softly than ever, “more must be said.
I am anxious, naturally anxious, to learn whether this—this
sudden journey can be concealed.”
It was quite true, he was anxious, very anxious—on
his own account.[54]
CHAPTER IX.
“Come,” he said; “it is all right, then. Do not take
the matter so seriously, my darling Laura. The worst
part of it is that you should have made such a journey
alone, and have to go back alone, and at night! That is
what grieves me. If I could but go with you—and yet
that would scarcely be wise—but it is impossible under
the circumstances. Come, give me your arm, my dear
Laura.”
A little shiver ran through her frame, and she caught
her breath with a stifled sob.
“Come, come, my darling,” he murmured; “don’t look
back, look forward. In an hour or two you will be home.”
“Do you think I am afraid?” she asked, and her voice
trembled, but not with fear. “No, I am looking back.
Oh, Stephen, do you remember when we met first?”
“Yes, yes,” said Stephen, soothingly, and with an
anxious, sidelong look about—to be seen promenading the
high road with a young woman on his arm on the night
of his uncle’s death would be the ruin of his carefully built-up
reputation. “Yes, yes,” he murmured. “Shall I ever
forget? How fortunate you lost your way, Laura, and
that you should have come up to me to ask it, and that
I should have been going in that direction. And yet the
thoughtless speak of chance!”
And he cast up his eyes with unctuous solemnity,
though there was no one in the dark road to be impressed
by it.
“Chance,” said the girl, sadly—“an evil or a good
chance for me—which? Stephen, I sometimes wish that
we had never met—that I had not crossed your path, and
so have left the old life, with its dull, quiet and sober
grayness; but the die was cast that afternoon. I went
back to the quiet home, to the old man who had been my
father, mother and all to me, and life was changed.”
“Your grandfather has no suspicion?”
“No, he trusts me entirely. If he asks a question
when I go to meet you, he is satisfied when I tell him
that I am going to a neighbor.
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