I'm going back just in
time."
"But when shall we hear of your saying something?"
"Never, probably. Not one in ten who go into Parliament ever do
say anything."
"But you will; won't you? I hope you will. I do so hope you will
distinguish yourself;—because of your sister, and for the sake of
the town, you know."
"And is that all, Mary?"
"Isn't that enough?"
"You don't care a bit about myself, then?"
"You know that I do. Haven't we been friends ever since we were
children? Of course it will be a great pride to me that a person
whom I have known so intimately should come to be talked about as a
great man."
"I shall never be talked about as a great man."
"You're a great man to me already, being in Parliament. Only
think;—I never saw a member of Parliament in my life before."
"You've seen the bishop scores of times."
"Is he in Parliament? Ah, but not like you. He couldn't come to
be a Cabinet Minister, and one never reads anything about him in
the newspapers. I shall expect to see your name, very often, and I
shall always look for it. 'Mr. Phineas Finn paired off with Mr.
Mildmay.' What is the meaning of pairing off?"
"I'll explain it all to you when I come back, after learning my
lesson."
"Mind you do come back. But I don't suppose you ever will. You
will be going somewhere to see Lady Laura Standish when you are not
wanted in Parliament."
"Lady Laura Standish!"
"And why shouldn't you? Of course, with your prospects, you
should go as much as possible among people of that sort. Is Lady
Laura very pretty?"
"She's about six feet high."
"Nonsense. I don't believe that."
"She would look as though she were, standing by you."
"Because I am so insignificant and small."
"Because your figure is perfect, and because she is straggling.
She is as unlike you as possible in everything. She has thick lumpy
red hair, while yours is all silk and softness. She has large hands
and feet, and—"
"Why, Phineas, you are making her out to be an ogress, and yet I
know that you admire her."
"So I do, because she possesses such an appearance of power. And
after all, in spite of the lumpy hair, and in spite of large hands
and straggling figure, she is handsome. One can't tell what it is.
One can see that she is quite contented with herself, and intends
to make others contented with her. And so she does."
"I see you are in love with her, Phineas."
"No; not in love,—not with her at least. Of all men in the
world, I suppose that I am the last that has a right to be in love.
I daresay I shall marry some day."
"I'm sure I hope you will."
"But not till I'm forty or perhaps fifty years old. If I was not
fool enough to have what men call a high ambition I might venture
to be in love now."
"I'm sure I'm very glad that you've got a high ambition. It is
what every man ought to have; and I've no doubt that we shall hear
of your marriage soon,—very soon. And then,—if she can help you in
your ambition, we—shall—all—be so—glad."
Phineas did not say a word further then. Perhaps some commotion
among the party broke up the little private conversation in the
corner. And he was not alone with Mary again till there came a
moment for him to put her cloak over her shoulders in the back
parlour, while Mrs. Flood Jones was finishing some important
narrative to his mother. It was Barbara, I think, who stood in some
doorway, and prevented people from passing, and so gave him the
opportunity which he abused.
"Mary," said he, taking her in his arms, without a single word
of love-making beyond what the reader has heard,—"one kiss before
we part."
"No, Phineas, no!" But the kiss had been taken and given before
she had even answered him. "Oh, Phineas, you shouldn't!"
"I should. Why shouldn't I? And, Mary, I will have one morsel of
your hair."
"You shall not; indeed you shall not!" But the scissors were at
hand, and the ringlet was cut and in his pocket before she was
ready with her resistance. There was nothing further;—not a word
more, and Mary went away with her veil down, under her mother's
wing, weeping sweet silent tears which no one saw.
"You do love her; don't you, Phineas?" asked Barbara.
"Bother! Do you go to bed, and don't trouble yourself about such
trifles. But mind you're up, old girl, to see me off in the
morning."
Everybody was up to see him off in the morning, to give him
coffee and good advice, and kisses, and to throw all manner of old
shoes after him as he started on his great expedition to
Parliament.
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