Indeed, Lady Laura
Standish had nothing of fear about her. Her nose was perfectly cut,
but was rather large, having the slightest possible tendency to be
aquiline. Her mouth also was large, but was full of expression, and
her teeth were perfect. Her complexion was very bright, but in
spite of its brightness she never blushed. The shades of her
complexion were set and steady. Those who knew her said that her
heart was so fully under command that nothing could stir her blood
to any sudden motion. As to that accusation of straggling which had
been made against her, it had sprung from ill-natured observation
of her modes of sitting. She never straggled when she stood or
walked; but she would lean forward when sitting, as a man does, and
would use her arms in talking, and would put her hand over her
face, and pass her fingers through her hair,—after the fashion of
men rather than of women;—and she seemed to despise that soft
quiescence of her sex in which are generally found so many charms.
Her hands and feet were large,—as was her whole frame. Such was
Lady Laura Standish; and Phineas Finn had been untrue to himself
and to his own appreciation of the lady when he had described her
in disparaging terms to Mary Flood Jones. But, though he had spoken
of Lady Laura in disparaging terms, he had so spoken of her as to
make Miss Flood Jones quite understand that he thought a great deal
about Lady Laura.
And now, early on the Sunday, he made his way to Portman Square
in order that he might learn whether there might be any sympathy
for him there. Hitherto he had found none. Everything had been
terribly dry and hard, and he had gathered as yet none of the fruit
which he had expected that his good fortune would bear for him. It
is true that he had not as yet gone among any friends, except those
of his club, and men who were in the House along with him;—and at
the club it might be that there were some who envied him his good
fortune, and others who thought nothing of it because it had been
theirs for years. Now he would try a friend who, he hoped, could
sympathise; and therefore he called in Portman Square at about
half-past two on the Sunday morning. Yes,—Lady Laura was in the
drawing-room. The hall-porter admitted as much, but evidently
seemed to think that he had been disturbed from his dinner before
his time. Phineas did not care a straw for the hall-porter. If Lady
Laura were not kind to him, he would never trouble that hall-porter
again. He was especially sore at this moment because a valued
friend, the barrister with whom he had been reading for the last
three years, had spent the best part of an hour that Sunday morning
in proving to him that he had as good as ruined himself. "When I
first heard it, of course I thought you had inherited a fortune,"
said Mr. Low. "I have inherited nothing," Phineas replied;—"not a
penny; and I never shall." Then Mr. Low had opened his eyes very
wide, and shaken his head very sadly, and had whistled.
"I am so glad you have come, Mr. Finn," said Lady Laura, meeting
Phineas half-way across the large room.
"Thanks," said he, as he took her hand.
"I thought that perhaps you would manage to see me before any
one else was here."
"Well;—to tell the truth, I have wished it; though I can hardly
tell why."
"I can tell you why, Mr. Finn. But never mind;—come and sit
down. I am so very glad that you have been successful;—so very
glad. You know I told you that I should never think much of you if
you did not at least try it."
"And therefore I did try."
"And have succeeded. Faint heart, you know, never did any good.
I think it is a man's duty to make his way into the House;—that is,
if he ever means to be anybody. Of course it is not every man who
can get there by the time that he is five-and-twenty."
"Every friend that I have in the world says that I have ruined
myself."
"No;—I don't say so," said Lady Laura.
"And you are worth all the others put together.
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