What
should he say to her? What would she say to him? Nothing, probably.
But what did that matter? He would hold her hand for a few seconds.
She seemed to have a fancy for him. Why, then, did he not go to see
her oftener?
He found her dozing on a chair in the beer-shop, which was
almost deserted. Three men were drinking and smoking with their
elbows on the oak tables; the book-keeper in her desk was reading a
novel, while the master, in his shirt-sleeves, lay sound asleep on
a bench.
As soon as she saw him the girl rose eagerly, and coming to meet
him, said:
"Good-day, monsieur—how are you?"
"Pretty well; and you?"
"I—oh, very well. How scarce you make yourself!"
"Yes. I have very little time to myself. I am a doctor, you
know."
"Indeed! You never told me. If I had known that—I was out of
sorts last week and I would have sent for you. What will you
take?"
"A bock. And you?"
"I will have a bock, too, since you are willing to treat
me."
She had addressed him with the familiar tu, and continued
to use it, as if the offer of a drink had tacitly conveyed
permission. Then, sitting down opposite each other, they talked for
a while. Every now and then she took his hand with the light
familiarity of girls whose kisses are for sale, and looking at him
with inviting eyes she said:
"Why don't you come here oftener? I like you very much,
sweetheart."
He was already disgusted with her; he saw how stupid she was,
and common, smacking of low life. A woman, he told himself, should
appear to us in dreams, or such a glory as may poetize her
vulgarity.
Next she asked him:
"You went by the other morning with a handsome fair man, wearing
a big beard. Is he your brother?"
"Yes, he is my brother."
"Awfully good-looking."
"Do you think so?"
"Yes, indeed; and he looks like a man who enjoys life, too."
What strange craving impelled him on a sudden to tell this
tavern-wench about Jean's legacy? Why should this thing, which he
kept at arm's length when he was alone, which he drove from him for
fear of the torment it brought upon his soul, rise to his lips at
this moment? And why did he allow it to overflow them as if he
needed once more to empty out his heart to some one, gorged as it
was with bitterness?
He crossed his legs and said:
"He has wonderful luck, that brother of mine. He had just come
into a legacy of twenty thousand francs a year."
She opened those covetous blue eyes of hers very wide.
"Oh! and who left him that? His grandmother or his aunt?"
"No. An old friend of my parents'."
"Only a friend! Impossible! And you—did he leave you
nothing?"
"No. I knew him very slightly."
She sat thinking some minutes; then, with an odd smile on her
lips, she said:
"Well, he is a lucky dog, that brother of yours, to have friends
of this pattern. My word! and no wonder he is so unlike you."
He longed to slap her, without knowing why; and he asked with
pinched lips: "And what do you mean by saying that?"
She had put on a stolid, innocent face.
"O—h, nothing. I mean he has better luck than you."
He tossed a franc piece on the table and went out.
Now he kept repeating the phrase: "No wonder he is so unlike
you."
What had her thought been, what had been her meaning under those
words? There was certainly some malice, some spite, something
shameful in it. Yes, that hussy must have fancied, no doubt, that
Jean was Marechal's son. The agitation which came over him at the
notion of this suspicion cast at his mother was so violent that he
stood still, looking about him for some place where he might sit
down. In front of him was another cafe. He went in, took a chair,
and as the waiter came up, "A bock," he said.
He felt his heart beating, his skin was gooseflesh. And then the
recollection flashed upon him of what Marowsko had said the evening
before. "It will not look well." Had he had the same thought, the
same suspicion as this baggage? Hanging his head over the glass, he
watched the white froth as the bubbles rose and burst, asking
himself: "Is it possible that such a thing should be believed?"
But the reasons which might give rise to this horrible doubt in
other men's minds now struck him, one after another, as plain,
obvious, and exasperating. That a childless old bachelor should
leave his fortune to a friend's two sons was the most simple and
natural thing in the world; but that he should leave the whole of
it to one alone—of course people would wonder, and whisper, and end
by smiling. How was it that he had not foreseen this, that his
father had not felt it? How was it that his mother had not guessed
it? No; they had been too delighted at this unhoped-for wealth for
the idea to come near them. And besides, how should these worthy
souls have ever dreamed of anything so ignominious?
But the public—their neighbours, the shopkeepers, their own
tradesmen, all who knew them—would not they repeat the abominable
thing, laugh at it, enjoy it, make game of his father and despise
his mother?
And the barmaid's remark that Jean was fair and he dark, that
they were not in the least alike in face, manner, figure, or
intelligence, would now strike every eye and every mind. When any
one spoke of Roland's son, the question would be: "Which, the real
or the false?"
He rose, firmly resolved to warn Jean, and put him on his guard
against the frightful danger which threatened their mother's
honour.
But what could Jean do? The simplest thing no doubt, would be to
refuse the inheritance, which would then go to the poor, and to
tell all friends or acquaintances who had heard of the bequest that
the will contained clauses and conditions impossible to subscribe
to, which would have made Jean not inheritor but merely a
trustee.
As he made his way home he was thinking that he must see his
brother alone, so as not to speak of such a matter in the presence
of his parents. On reaching the door he heard a great noise of
voices and laughter in the drawing-room, and when he went in he
found Captain Beausire and Mme. Rosemilly, whom his father had
brought home and engaged to dine with them in honour of the good
news.
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