Here, then, in round numbers was an income of twenty
thousand francs. Old patients, or friends whom he would charge only
ten francs for a visit, or see at home for five, would perhaps make
a slight reduction on this sum total, but consultations with other
physicians and various incidental fees would make up for that.
Nothing could be easier than to achieve this by skilful
advertising remarks in the Figaro to the effect that the scientific
faculty of Paris had their eye on him, and were interested in the
cures effected by the modest young practitioner of Havre! And he
would be richer than his brother, richer and more famous; and
satisfied with himself, for he would owe his fortune solely to his
own exertions; and liberal to his old parents, who would be justly
proud of his fame. He would not marry, would not burden his life
with a wife who would be in his way, but he would choose his
mistress from the most beautiful of his patients. He felt so sure
of success that he sprang out of bed as though to grasp it on the
spot, and he dressed to go and search through the town for rooms to
suit him.
Then, as he wandered about the streets, he reflected how slight
are the causes which determine our actions. Any time these three
weeks he might and ought to have come to this decision, which,
beyond a doubt, the news of his brother's inheritance had abruptly
given rise to.
He stopped before every door where a placard proclaimed that
"fine apartments" or "handsome rooms" were to be let; announcements
without an adjective he turned from with scorn. Then he inspected
them with a lofty air, measuring the height of the rooms, sketching
the plan in his note-book, with the passages, the arrangement of
the exits, explaining that he was a medical man and had many
visitors. He must have a broad and well-kept stair-case; nor could
he be any higher up than the first floor.
After having written down seven or eight addresses and scribbled
two hundred notes, he got home to breakfast a quarter of an hour
too late.
In the hall he heard the clatter of plates. Then they had begun
without him! Why? They were never wont to be so punctual. He was
nettled and put out, for he was somewhat thin-skinned. As he went
in Roland said to him:
"Come, Pierre, make haste, devil take you! You know we have to
be at the lawyer's at two o'clock. This is not the day to be
dawdling."
Pierre sat down without replying, after kissing his mother and
shaking hands with his father and brother; and he helped himself
from the deep dish in the middle of the table to the cutlet which
had been kept for him. It was cold and dry, probably the least
tempting of them all. He thought that they might have left it on
the hot plate till he came in, and not lose their heads so
completely as to have forgotten their other son, their eldest.
The conversation, which his entrance had interrupted, was taken
up again at the point where it had ceased.
"In your place," Mme. Roland was saying to Jean, "I will tell
you what I should do at once. I should settle in handsome rooms so
as to attract attention; I should ride on horseback and select one
or two interesting cases to defend and make a mark in court. I
would be a sort of amateur lawyer, and very select. Thank God you
are out of all danger of want, and if you pursue a profession, it
is, after all, only that you may not lose the benefit of your
studies, and because a man ought never to sit idle."
Old Roland, who was peeling a pear, exclaimed:
"Christi! In your place I should buy a nice yacht, a cutter on
the build of our pilot-boats. I would sail as far as Senegal in
such a boat as that."
Pierre, in his turn, spoke his views. After all, said he, it was
not his wealth which made the moral worth, the intellectual worth
of a man. To a man of inferior mind it was only a means of
degradation, while in the hands of a strong man it was a powerful
lever. They, to be sure, were rare. If Jean were a really superior
man, now that he could never want he might prove it. But then he
must work a hundred times harder than he would have done in other
circumstances. His business now must be not to argue for or against
the widow and the orphan, and pocket his fees for every case he
gained, but to become a really eminent legal authority, a luminary
of the law. And he added in conclusion:
"If I were rich wouldn't I dissect no end of bodies!"
Father Roland shrugged his shoulders.
"That is all very fine," he said. "But the wisest way of life is
to take it easy. We are not beasts of burden, but men. If you are
born poor you must work; well, so much the worse; and you do work.
But where you have dividends! You must be a flat if you grind
yourself to death."
Pierre replied haughtily:
"Our notions differ. For my part, I respect nothing on earth but
learning and intellect; everything else is beneath contempt."
Mme. Roland always tried to deaden the constant shocks between
father and son; she turned the conversation, and began talking of a
murder committed the week before at Bolbec Nointot.
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