Poems


THIS IS A BORZOI BOOK
PUBLISHED BY ALFRED A. KNOPF
This selection by Peter Washington first published in Everyman’s Library, 1993
From Les Fleurs du Mal by Charles Baudelaire. Translation by Richard Howard.
Translation copyright © 1982 by Richard Howard. Reprinted by permission of David R. Godine, Publisher.
The prose poems are from Petits Poèmes en Prose, translated as Twenty Prose Poems by Michael Hamburger.
Translation copyright © 1946, 1968, 1988 by Michael Hamburger.
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Baudelaire, Charles, 1821–1867.
[Poems. English. Selections]
Poems / Charles Baudelaire.
p. cm.—(Everyman’s library pocket poets)
Includes index.
ISBN 0-679-42910-7
1. Baudelaire, Charles, 1821–1867—Translations into English. I. Title. II. Series.
PQ2191.A2 1993
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CONTENTS
Cover
Title Page
Copyright
LES FLEURS DU MAL
To The Reader
Consecration
The Albatross
Elevation
Correspondences
‘I Prize the Memory…’
Guiding Lights
The Sick Muse
The Muse for Hire
The Bad Monk
The Enemy
Artist Unknown
Gypsies on the Road
Impenitent
The Punishment of Pride
Beauty
The Ideal
Giantess
Jewels
Hymn to Beauty
By Association
The Head of Hair
‘Urn of Stilled Sorrows…’
‘You’d Sleep with Anyone…’
Sed Non Satiata
‘Even When She Walks…’
Carrion
De Profundis Clamavi
The Vampire
Lethe
‘I Spent the Night…’
Posthumous Regret
The Cat
Duellum
The Balcony
Possessed
‘Suppose My Name…’
Semper Eadem
Altogether
‘What Will You Say Tonight…’
The Living Torch
Against Her Levity
Reversibility
Confession
Spiritual Dawn
Evening Harmony
The Flask
Poison
Overcast
Cat
The Fine Ship
Invitation to the Voyage
The Irreparable
Conversation (One Side)
Autumnal
Song for Late in the Day
Sisina
To a Creole Lady
Moesta et Errabunda
Incubus
Autumn Sonnet
Sorrows of the Moon
Cats
Owls
The Pipe
Music
Burial
A Fantastic Engraving
The Happy Corpse
The Cask of Hate
The Cracked Bell
Spleen (I)
Spleen (II)
Spleen (III)
Spleen (IV)
Obsession
Craving for Oblivion
Alchemy of Suffering
Sympathetic Horror
Heauton Timoroumenos
The Irremediable
The Clock
Parisian Landscape
The Sun
To a Red-Haired Beggar Girl
The Swan
The Seven Old Men
The Little Old Women
In Passing
Twilight: Evening
Gamblers
Dance of Death
Love of Deceit
‘I Have Not Forgotten…’
‘You Used to Be Jealous…’
Mists and Rain
Twilight: Daybreak
The Soul of the Wine
Ragpickers’ Wine
The Murderer’s Wine
The Solitary’s Wine
Lovers’ Wine
Destruction
A Martyr
Lesbos
Damned Women: Delphine and Hippolyta
Damned Women
The Two Kind Sisters
Allegory
Metamorphoses of the Vampire
A Voyage to Cythera
Eros and the Skull
Saint Peter’s Denial
The Death of Lovers
The Death of the Poor
The Death of Artists
A Strange Man’s Dream
Travelers
The Fountain
Berthe: Her Eyes
Hymn
The Promises of a Face
The Voice
The Unforeseen
To a Malabar Girl
A Long Way from Here
Romantic Sunset
Scrutiny at Midnight
Sad Madrigal
The Rebel
Meditation
The Abyss
Icarus Laments
The Lid
The Offended Moon
Epigraph for a Banned Book
PROSE POEMS
The Old Woman’s Despair
The Fool and the Venus
Crowds
A Hemisphere in a Head of Hair
Invitation to the Voyage
Solitude
Get Drunk!
The Favors of the Moon
Index of First Lines
CHARLES BAUDELAIRE
LES FLEURS DU MAL
translated by Richard Howard
to the impeccable poet
to the perfect magician of French letters
to my beloved and revered master & friend
Théophile Gautier
with a sense of the deepest humility
I dedicate these sickly flowers
C.B.
TO THE READER
Stupidity, delusion, selfishness and lust
torment our bodies and possess our minds,
and we sustain our affable remorse
the way a beggar nourishes his lice.
Our sins are stubborn, our contrition lame;
we want our scruples to be worth our while –
how cheerfully we crawl back to the mire:
a few cheap tears will wash our stains away!
Satan Trismegistus subtly rocks
our ravished spirits on his wicked bed
until the precious metal of our will
is leached out by this cunning alchemist:
the Devil’s hand directs our every move –
the things we loathed become the things we love;
day by day we drop through stinking shades
quite undeterred on our descent to Hell.
Like a poor profligate who sucks and bites
the withered breast of some well-seasoned trull,
we snatch in passing at clandestine joys
and squeeze the oldest orange harder yet.
Wriggling in our brains like a million worms,
a demon demos holds its revels there,
and when we breathe, the Lethe in our lungs
trickles sighing on its secret course.
If rape and arson, poison and the knife
have not yet stitched their ludicrous designs
onto the banal buckram of our fates,
it is because our souls lack enterprise!
But here among the scorpions and the hounds,
the jackals, apes and vultures, snakes and wolves,
monsters that howl and growl and squeal and crawl,
in all the squalid zoo of vices, one
is even uglier and fouler than the rest,
although the least flamboyant of the lot;
this beast would gladly undermine the earth
and swallow all creation in a yawn;
I speak of Boredom which with ready tears
dreams of hangings as it puffs its pipe.
Reader, you know this squeamish monster well,
– hypocrite reader, – my alias, – my twin!
CONSECRATION
When by an edict of the sovereign powers
the Poet enters this indifferent world,
his mother, spurred to blasphemy by shame,
clenches her fists at a condoling God:
‘Why not have given me a brood of snakes
rather than make me rear this laughing-stock?
I curse the paltry pleasures of the night
on which my womb conceived my punishment!
Since I am chosen out of all my sex
to bring this scandal to my bed and board,
and since I cannot toss the stunted freak,
as if he were a love-letter, into the fire,
at least I can transfer Your hate to him,
the instrument of all Your wickedness,
and so torment this miserable tree
that not one of its blighted buds will grow!’
Choking on her enmity, and blind
to operations of the eternal plan,
she readies in a Gehenna of her own
the torture-chamber of a mother’s crimes.
Yet under an Angel’s unseen tutelage
the outcast child, enchanted by the sun,
will recognize in all he eats and drinks
golden ambrosia and nectar of the gods.
With winds for playmate and with clouds for nurse,
he sings the very stations of his cross –
the Spirit who attends his pilgrimage
weeps to see him happy as a bird.
Those he longs to love give him wide berth,
or, since he offers no resistance, vie
to be the first to make him moan with pain,
testing their violence, one after the next.
Fouling the food that he is meant to taste,
they spit in his wine, mix ashes in his bread,
whatever he touches they declare unclean
and claim they fear to walk where he has been.
Meanwhile his wife, in public places, cries:
‘Since he believes me worthy to adore,
I’ll deal in worship as old idols did
and, like them, have myself touched up with gold;
why not? I’ll glut myself with frankincense
and genuflections, gifts of meat and wine –
we’ll see if in so reverent a heart
my smile usurps the honor of the gods!
and when I weary of these impious tricks
the time will come for a laying-on of hands:
these frail and adamant hands, these harpies’ nails
will claw their way into his waiting breast;
as if a sparrow trembled in my fist
I’ll tear his beating heart out of his flesh
and toss it underfoot disdainfully
to make a mouthful for my favorite pet!’
To Heaven where he sees a splendid throne
the oblivious Poet lifts his pious arms,
and blinding flashes of his intellect
keep him from noticing the angry mob:
‘Thanks be to God, Who gives us suffering
as sacred remedy for all our sins,
that best and purest essence which prepares
the strong in spirit for divine delights!
I know the Poet has a place apart
among the holy legions’ blessed ranks;
You will invite him to the eternal feast
of Dominations, Virtues, Thrones and Powers:
I know that pain is the one nobility
upon which Hell itself cannot encroach;
that if I am to weave my mystic crown
I must braid into it all time, all space…
But even the lost gems of ancient Palmyra,
metals sunk in the earth, pearls in the sea,
set by Your hand, could not approximate
the brightness of this perfect diadem!
for it will be made of nothing but pure light
drawn from the hallowed hearth of primal rays,
of which our mortal eyes, for all their might,
are only a mournful mirror, a darkened glass.’
THE ALBATROSS
Often, to pass the time on board, the crew
will catch an albatross, one of those big birds
which nonchalantly chaperone a ship
across the bitter fathoms of the sea.
Tied to the deck, this sovereign of space,
as if embarrassed by its clumsiness,
pitiably lets its great white wings
drag at its sides like a pair of unshipped oars.
How weak and awkward, even comical
this traveller but lately so adroit –
one deckhand sticks a pipestem in its beak,
another mocks the cripple that once flew!
The Poet is like this monarch of the clouds
riding the storm above the marksman’s range;
exiled on the ground, hooted and jeered,
he cannot walk because of his great wings.
ELEVATION
Above the lake in the valley and the grove
along the hillside, high over the sea
and the passing clouds, and even past the sun!
to the farthest confines of the starry vault
mount, my spirit, wander at your ease
and range exultant through transparent space
like a rugged swimmer revelling in the waves
with an unutterable male delight.
Ascend beyond the sickly atmosphere
to a higher plane, and purify yourself
by drinking as if it were ambrosia
the fire that fills and fuels Emptiness.
Free from the futile strivings and the cares
which dim existence to a realm of mist,
happy is he who wings an upward way
on mighty pinions to the fields of light;
whose thoughts like larks spontaneously rise
into the morning sky; whose flight, unchecked,
outreaches life and readily comprehends
the language of flowers and of all mute things,
CORRESPONDENCES
The pillars of Nature’s temple are alive
and sometimes yield perplexing messages;
forests of symbols between us and the shrine
remark our passage with accustomed eyes.
Like long-held echoes, blending somewhere else
into one deep and shadowy unison
as limitless as darkness and as day,
the sounds, the scents, the colors correspond.
There are odors succulent as young flesh,
sweet as flutes, and green as any grass,
while others – rich, corrupt and masterful –
possess the power of such infinite things
as incense, amber, benjamin and musk,
to praise the senses’ raptures and the mind’s.
‘I PRIZE THE MEMORY…’
I prize the memory of naked ages when
Apollo relished gilding marble limbs
whose agile-fleshed originals achieved
their ecstasy with neither fraud nor fear
and, nursed by that companionable sky,
enjoyed the health of a sublime machine.
Cybele then, abundant in her yield,
did not regard her sons as burdensome,
but, tender-hearted she-wolf, graciously
suckled the universe at her brown dugs.
Lithe and powerful, a man deserved
his pride in beauties who called him their king –
flawless fruit engendered without shame,
whose ripened flesh asked only to be tried!
Today the poet eager to recall
such human splendor, visiting the sites
where men and women show their nakedness,
must feel a cold revulsion in his soul
at the display of flesh he contemplates.
How these deformities cry out for clothes!
– wretched bodies, regular grotesques,
runty, paunchy, flabby, scrawny, lame,
brats whom Utility, a pitiless god,
has swaddled in his brazen diapers!
Look at the women – pale as tallow, gnawed
and nourished by debauch – the girls who bear
the burden of their mothers’ vice or wear
the hideous stigmas of fecundity!
True, in our corruption we possess
beauties unrevealed to ancient times:
countenances cankered by the heart
and, so to speak, the charm of listlessness;
but subtle though they are, such artifacts
of a belated muse will never keep
our sickly race from offering to youth
its truest homage; youth we worship still,
its frank expression, its untroubled brow,
its eyes as bright as water; sacred youth
that shares – unconscious as a singing bird,
a flower, or the blue sky’s radiance –
its song, its scent, its irresistible warmth!
GUIDING LIGHTS
Rubens
Garden of Sloth, Lethe’s fountainhead,
pillow of flesh where no dream is of love
but where life seethes and surges endlessly
like wind in heaven, sea within the sea;
Leonardo
A mirror somber in its distances
where charming angels with a mysterious
gentle smile appear beneath the shade
of pines and glaciers which enclose their realm;
Rembrandt
Sorry hospital echoing with sighs,
adorned by one enormous crucifix,
where tearful prayers rise from excrement
and a sudden ray of winter sunlight falls;
Michelangelo
No man’s land where every Hercules
becomes a Christ, where mighty phantoms rise
bolt upright from their graves and in the gloom
rend their shrouds by reaching out their hands;
Puget
Faun’s impudence and a prize-fighter’s rage,
jaundiced and weak, your great heart gorged with
that you could find the beauty in their crimes – [pride
you, the convicts’ melancholy emperor;
Watteau
Festivities where many famous hearts
flutter like moths as they go up in flame,
the chandeliers in this enchanted glade
cast a madness on the minuet;
Goya
Nightmare crammed with unfathomable things,
witches roasting foetuses in a pan,
crones at a mirror served by naked girls
who straighten stockings to entice the Fiend;
Delacroix
Evil angels haunt this lake of blood
darkened by the green shade of the firs,
where under a stricken sky the trumpet-calls
like a fanfare by Weber fade away…
These blasphemies, these ecstasies, these cries,
these groans and curses, tears and Te Deums,
re-echo through a thousand labyrinths –
a holy opium for mortal hearts!
A thousand sentries pass the order on,
a cry repeated by a thousand messengers;
hunters shout it, lost in the deep woods;
the beacon flares on a thousand citadels!
This, O Lord, is the best evidence
that we can offer of our dignity,
this sob that swells from age to age and dies
out on the shore of Your eternity!
THE SICK MUSE
Good morning, Muse – what’s wrong? Something you saw
last night is left in your hollow eyes;
your color’s bad, your cheeks are cold
with horror, with madness! – and you don’t say a word.
Are you silenced by the love and fear dispensed
by greenish vampires, rosy ghouls?
Or sunk in some legendary bog,
held under by nightmare’s unrelenting fist?
Not like this…I want you safe and sound,
thinking fit thoughts, breathing deep,
your Christian bloodstream coursing strong
and steadfast as the copious Classical vein
in the double realm of Pan and Apollo –
Lord of the Harvest, Father of Song.
THE MUSE FOR HIRE
My palace-loving Muse, can you afford –
once January launches out of the North
night after night of desolating snow –
the coals to comfort your frostbitten feet?
Are streetlamps through your shutters stove enough
to make your huddled shoulders warm again?
When your belly is as empty as your purse,
what will you do – harvest the stars for gold?
Try other ways to earn your nightly bread:
suppose you swing a censer (just for show)
and like a choirboy mumble all the hymns;
or, naked as an acrobat, reveal
laughing charms so wet with secret tears
they rouse the tired businessman to pay.
THE BAD MONK
There was a time when all refectory walls
were frescoed with the images of Truth
whose influence, kindling pious appetite,
tempered the chill of their austerity.
Christ was the Master then, and more than one
illustrious (and unremembered) monk
would scour the cemetery for his theme
and for his models, glorifying Death.
My habitation for eternity
is standing bare, the tomb that is my soul –
I haunt the naked walls of this sad place…
O slothful cenobite! When shall I make
the living pageant of my misery
into the work of my hands and the love of my eyes?
THE ENEMY
My youth was nothing but a lowering storm
occasionally lanced by sudden suns;
torrential rains have done their work so well
that no fruit ripens in my garden now.
Already the autumn of ideas has come,
and I must dig and rake and dig again
if I am to reclaim the flooded soil
collapsing into holes the size of graves.
I dream of new flowers, but who can tell
if this eroded swamp of mine affords
the mystic nourishment on which they thrive…
Time consumes existence pain by pain,
and the hidden enemy that gnaws our heart
feeds on the blood we lose, and flourishes!
ARTIST UNKNOWN
Flesh is willing, but the Soul requires
Sisyphean patience for its song.
Time, Hippocrates remarked, is short
and Art is long.
No illustrious tombstones ornament
the lonely churchyard where I often go
to hear my heart, a muffled drum, parade
incognito.
‘Many a gem,’ the poet mourns, abides
forgotten in the dust,
unnoticed there;
‘many a rose’ regretfully confides
the secret of its scent
to empty air.
GYPSIES ON THE ROAD
The prophet-tribe with burning eyes set out
yesterday, women bearing on their backs
brats whose clamorous greed is satisfied
by offering an ever-ready dug;
beside a wagon sheltering their brood
the men trudge, shouldering their oily guns
and gazing nowhere, eyelids heavier
for having lost their castles in the air.
The cricket hidden in its sandy lair
sings all the louder as they pass;
a favoring Goddess makes the desert bloom,
and where they wander springs transform the rock,
these vagabonds in front of whom unfurl
familiar empires of oncoming night.
IMPENITENT
When Don Juan went down to that last river
and had given Charon his coin,
a grim beggar proud as the first Cynic
vengefully rowed him across.
Women parading their fallen breasts
writhed in the darkness behind him,
and their moans faded like the lowing
of cattle led to slaughter.
Grinning, Sganarelle demanded his pay,
while Don Luis, in a fury,
cursed from the shades lining the shore
a son who mocked his father.
Veiled and trembling, Elvira beckoned
the false husband – the lover! –
imploring repeatedly one last smile
sweet as his first promise.
Huge in armor the Stone Guest towered
at the prow where the stream divided;
but over his sword the hero stared at the wake
and calmly ignored them all.
THE PUNISHMENT OF PRIDE
Once upon a time, in the wondrous age
of theological splendors, runs the tale,
one of the greatest Doctors of the Church,
having wakened many slumbering hearts
and plumbed them to their pandemonic depths,
having risen to celestial heights
by ways unheard-of, even to himself,
where only the Pure in Spirit can have climbed –
this man, as one above himself and moved
to panic by Satanic pride, exclaimed:
‘Little Jesus! I have raised Thee up;
yet had I sought to pierce Thy armor’s chink,
Thy shame would be the equal of Thy Fame,
and Thou no more than a vile homunculus!’
Upon the instant, Reason’s light went out
and darkness shrouded this once-searching mind;
Chaos made her shrine within a skull
which once had been a living temple filled
with opulence and ceremonial speech!
Night and silence were its tenants now,
as in a cellar when the key is lost.
Henceforth he was no more than an animal,
knowing neither season, day, nor hour,
and when he stumbled blindly through the fields,
filthy and futile as a worn-out thing,
the children laughed and chased him, throwing stones.
BEAUTY
Conceive me as a dream of stone:
my breast, where mortals come to grief,
is made to prompt all poets’ love,
mute and noble as matter itself.
With snow for flesh, with ice for heart,
I sit on high, an unguessed sphinx
begrudging acts that alter forms;
I never laugh – and never weep.
In studious awe the poets brood
before my monumental pose
aped from the proudest pedestal,
and to bind these docile lovers fast
I freeze the world in a perfect mirror:
the timeless light of my wide eyes.
THE IDEAL
My heart is closed to belles in curlicues,
those worshipped beauties of a shopworn age
when fingers were for spinets and when feet
wore out six pairs of silver-buckled shoes.
I leave to Gavarni, anemia’s laureate,
his twittering flock of insubstantial girls –
in all those sallow blossoms who could find
one rose to reconcile my red ideal?
This heart is cavernous and it requires
Lady Macbeth and an aptitude for crime,
some Aeschylean flower of the South,
or Michelangelo’s great daughter, Night,
who slumbrously contorts the marble charms
he carved to satiate a titan’s mouth.
GIANTESS
Had I been there when primal Nature teemed
with monstrous progeny, I would have tried
to live beside some mammoth girl, the way
a cat will sprawl at the feet of a queen;
loving to watch her ripen (body and soul
growing tremendous with her terrible games),
to guess from rainclouds darkening her eyes
what thunderbolts were gathered in her heart;
scaling the slopes of her enormous knees,
to saunter through the landscape of her lap,
and when the fetid summers made her stretch
herself across the countryside, to sleep
untroubled in the shadow of her breasts
like a peaceful village at the mountain’s base.
JEWELS
My darling was naked, or nearly, for knowing my
[heart
she had left on her jewels, the bangles and chains
whose jingling music gave her the conquering air
of a Moorish slave on days her master is pleased.
Whenever I hear such insolent harmonies,
that scintillating world of metal and stone
beguiles me altogether, and I am enthralled
by objects whose sound is a synonym for light.
For there she lay on the couch, allowing herself
to be adored, a secret smile indulging
the deep and tenacious currents of my love
which rose against her body like a tide.
Eyes fixed on mine with the speculative glare
of a half-tamed tiger, she kept altering poses,
and the incorporation of candor into lust
gave new charms to her metamorphoses;
calmly I watched, with a certain detachment at first,
as the swanlike arms uncoiled, and then the legs,
the sleek thighs shifting, shiny as oil,
the belly, the breasts – that fruit on my vine –
clustered, more tempting than wicked cherubim,
to undermine what peace I had achieved,
dislodging my soul from its rock-crystal throne
of contemplation, once so aloof, so serene.
As if a new Genesis had been at work,
I saw a boy’s torso joined to Antiope’s hips,
belying that lithe waist by those wide loins…
O the pride of rouge upon that tawny skin!
And then, the lamp having given up the ghost,
the dying coals made the only light in the room:
each time they heaved another flamboyant sigh,
they flushed that amber-colored flesh with blood!
HYMN TO BEAUTY
Do you come from on high or out of the abyss,
O Beauty? Godless yet divine, your gaze
indifferently showers favor and shame,
and therefore some have likened you to wine.
Your eyes reflect the sunset and the dawn;
you scatter perfumes like a windy night;
your kisses are a drug, your mouth the urn
dispensing fear to heroes, fervor to boys.
Whether spawned by hell or sprung from the stars,
Fate like a spaniel follows at your heel;
you sow haphazard fortune and despair,
ruling all things, responsible for none.
You walk on corpses, Beauty, undismayed,
and Horror coruscates among your gems;
Murder, one of your dearest trinkets, throbs
on your shameless belly: make it dance!
Dazzled, the dayfly flutters round your wick,
crackles, flares, and cries: I bless this torch!
The pining lover for his lady swoons
like a dying man adoring his own tomb.
Who cares if you come from paradise or hell,
appalling Beauty, artless and monstrous scourge,
if only your eyes, your smile or your foot reveal
the Infinite I love and have never known?
Come from Satan, come from God – who cares,
Angel or Siren, rhythm, fragrance, light,
provided you transform – O my one queen!
this hideous universe, this heavy hour?
BY ASSOCIATION
These warm fall nights I breathe, eyes closed, the scent
of your welcoming breasts, and thereupon appears
the coast of maybe Malabar – some paradise
besotted by the sun’s monotonous fire;
an idle isle where Nature grants to men
with bodies slim and strong, to women who
meet your eye with amazing willingness,
the rarest trees, the ripest fruit; and then,
guided by your fragrance to enchanted ground,
I glimpse a harbor filled with masts and sails
still troubled by the slow-receding tide,
while the aroma of green tamarinds
dilates my nostrils as it drifts to sea
and mingles in my soul with the sailors’ song.
THE HEAD OF HAIR
Ecstatic fleece that ripples to your nape
and reeks of negligence in every curl!
To people my dim cubicle tonight
with memories shrouded in that head of hair,
I’d have it flutter like a handkerchief!
For torpid Asia, torrid Africa
– the wilderness I thought a world away –
survive at the heart of this dark continent…
As other souls set sail to music, mine,
O my love! embarks on your redolent hair.
Take me, tousled current, to where men
as mighty as the trees they live among
submit like them to the sun’s long tyranny;
ebony sea, you bear a brilliant dream
of sails and pennants, mariners and masts,
a harbor where my soul can slake its thirst
for color, sound and smell – where ships that glide
among the seas of golden silk throw wide
their yardarms to embrace a glorious sky
palpitating in eternal heat.
Drunk, and in love with drunkenness, I’ll dive
into this ocean where the other lurks,
and solaced by these waves, my restlessness
will find a fruitful lethargy at last,
rocking forever at aromatic ease.
Blue hair, vault of shadows, be for me
the canopy of overarching sky;
here at the downy roots of every strand
I stupefy myself on the mingled scent
of musk and tar and coconut oil for hours…
For hours? Forever! Into that splendid mane
let me braid rubies, ropes of pearls to bind
you indissolubly to my desire –
you the oasis where I dream, the gourd
from which I gulp the wine of memory.
‘URN OF STILLED SORROWS…’
Urn of stilled sorrows, I worship you
as if you were the dome of night itself,
and all the more because you turn away
and seem, for setting off my darkness, more
mockingly to magnify the space
which bars me from those blue immensities.
I lay my siege, advance to the attack
like worms that congregate around a corpse,
and prize that cold disdain, o cruel beast,
which makes you even lovelier to me!
‘YOU’D SLEEP WITH ANYONE…’
You’d sleep with anyone at all, you slut!
(A clue to just how bored you are and just
how brutal boredom makes your soul.) To keep
your teeth incisive for this singular sport,
you claim a daily ration of…fresh hearts!
Your eyes, lit up like shops to lure their trade
or fireworks in the park on holidays,
insolently make use of borrowed power
and never learn (you might say, ‘in the dark’)
what law it is that governs their good looks.
Blind and unfeeling instrument of pain,
my salutary leech, how could you fail
to see in every mirror that you pass
your ‘charms’ go pale if not quite blank with shame…
How could you help wincing at the scope
of all the knowing harm you perpetrate
when Nature, noted for mighty subterfuge,
avails herself of you, My Queen of Sins
– of you, vile animal! – to breed a genius?
O squalid dignity…Sublime disgrace!
SED NON SATIATA
Daughter of darkness, slattern deity
rank with musk and nicotine, the spawn
of filthy covens or a shaman’s rites
ebony fetish, nameless talisman…And yet
to wine, to opium even, I prefer
the elixir of your lips on which love flaunts
itself; and in the wasteland of desire
your eyes afford the wells to slake my thirst.
Seal them, those sooty holes from which your soul
rains hellfire too, relentless sorceress!
I am no Styx, to cradle you nine times,
alas! and cannot with some Fury’s lust,
to break your spirit and your heart, become
in your bed’s inferno…Persephone!
‘EVEN WHEN SHE WALKS…’
Even when she walks she seems to dance!
Her garments writhe and glisten like long snakes
obedient to the rhythm of the wands
by which a fakir wakens them to grace.
Like both the desert and the desert sky
insensible to human suffering,
and like the ocean’s endless labyrinth
she shows her body with indifference.
Precious minerals form her polished eyes,
and in her strange symbolic nature where
angel and sphinx unite, where diamond,
gold, and steel dissolve into one light,
shines forever, useless as a star,
the sterile woman’s icy majesty.
CARRION
Remember, my soul, the thing we saw
that lovely summer day?
On a pile of stones where the path turned off,
the hideous carrion –
legs in the air, like a whore – displayed,
indifferent to the last,
a belly slick with lethal sweat
and swollen with foul gas.
The sun lit up that rottenness
as though to roast it through,
restoring to Nature a hundredfold
what she had here made one.
And heaven watched the splendid corpse
like a flower open wide –
you nearly fainted dead away
at the perfume it gave off.
Flies kept humming over the guts
from which a gleaming clot
of maggots poured to finish off
what scraps of flesh remained.
The tide of trembling vermin sank,
then bubbled up afresh
as if the carcass, drawing breath,
by their lives lived again
and made a curious music there –
like running water, or wind,
or the rattle of chaff the winnower
loosens in his fan.
Shapeless – nothing was left but a dream
the artist had sketched in,
forgotten, and only later on
finished from memory.
Behind the rocks an anxious bitch
eyed us reproachfully,
waiting for the chance to resume
her interrupted feast.
– Yet you will come to this offence,
this horrible decay,
you, the light of my life, the sun
and moon and stars of my love!
Yes, you will come to this, my queen,
after the sacraments,
when you rot underground among
the bones already there.
But as their kisses eat you up,
my Beauty, tell the worms
I’ve kept the sacred essence, saved
the form of my rotted loves!
DE PROFUNDIS CLAMAVI
I beg Your mercy – You, the One I Love!
Out of the depths my heart has plumbed, I cry –
the skies are lead, and no horizon pales:
I share this night with blasphemy and dread.
A frozen sun hangs overhead six months;
the other six, the earth is in its shroud –
no trees, no water, not one creature here,
a wasteland naked as the polar north!
Of all the abominations none
is half so cruel as that sun of ice
and darkness worthy of old Chaos itself;
I envy the lot of the lowest animal
that can surrender to a stupid sleep –
so slowly does the skein of time unwind!
THE VAMPIRE
Sudden as a knife you thrust
into my sorry heart
and strong as a host of demons came,
gaudy and libertine,
to make in my corrupted mind
your bed and bedlam there;
– Beast, who bind me to you close
as convict to his chains,
as gambler to his winning streak,
as drunkard to his wine,
close as the carrion to its worms –
I curse you! Be accursed!
I begged the sword by one swift stroke
to grant me liberty;
nor did my cowardice disdain
less clear-cut remedies.
Poison and steel, as with one voice,
contemptuously refused:
‘You are not worthy to be free
of your enslavement, fool!
Suppose we saved you, even now,
from her supremacy –
your kisses would resuscitate
your vampire’s waiting corpse!’
LETHE
Sullen, lazy beast! creep close
until you lie upon my heart;
I want to fill my trembling hands
with your impenetrable mane,
to soothe my headache in the reek
of you that permeates your skirts
and relish, like decaying flowers,
the redolence of my late love.
In drowsiness sweet as death itself
let my insistent kisses cloud
the gleaming copper of your skin.
I want to sleep – not live, but sleep!
For nothing silences my sobs
like the abyss that is your bed:
oblivion occupies your mouth
and Lethe runs between your lips…
My destiny is my desire
which I obey as if foredoomed:
innocent martyr, eager prey
whose fervor hones his agony;
hemlock is sweet, nepenthe kind –
I’ll suck enough to drown my spite
at those entrancing pointed breasts
which never have confined a heart.
‘I SPENT THE NIGHT…’
I spent the night with a gruesome Jewish whore,
and lying there, a corpse beside a corpse,
I fell to dreaming, close to that hired flesh,
of the sad beauty desire denies itself.
I conjured up her natural majesty,
the energy and grace that arm her glance,
the perfumed helmet that her hair creates,
whose memory wakens me to love once more…
O to have idolized that noble flesh,
and from your marble feet to your black mane
to have squandered all the kisses I had saved!
If only by a single easy tear
some night you would consent, my cruel queen,
to dim the splendor of those icy eyes.
POSTHUMOUS REGRET
The time will come when your dark loveliness
must sleep alone beneath a marble slab
and keep no couch or canopy but this:
a rainy graveyard and a seeping pit.
And when the tombstone overrides your breast
and thighs that once were lithe with unconcern
– denying your heart its rhythms of desire,
your feet the primrose path they used to race –
the Grave, to which I tell my infinite dream
(for graves will always have the poet’s trust)
on those high nights when sleep is held in scorn
will ask: ‘What help is it to you, vain whore,
not to have known what it is the Dead lament?’
And worms will gnaw your flesh, like a regret.
THE CAT
Come here, kitty – sheathe your claws!
Lie on my loving heart
and let me sink into your eyes
of agate fused with steel.
When my fingers freely caress
your head and supple spine
and my hand thrills to the touch
of your electric fur,
my mistress comes to mind. Her gaze –
cold and deep as yours,
my pet – is like a stab of pain,
and from head to heels
a subtle scent, a dangerous perfume,
rises from her brown flesh.
DUELLUM
Two warriors have engaged in combat: swords
flash and clash together; blood is spilled.
Such passages of arms are the result
of love in its early phase, a loud pursuit.
The blades are broken – like our youth, my dear:
no more than teeth and nails, discreetly filed,
must try where sword and tricky dagger failed.
– O rage of ripened hearts at grips with love!
Our heroes, wickedly entwined, have rolled
into the lynx-infested gulley where
their flesh will fertilize the greedy thorns;
the place is Hell, and crowded with our friends,
so leap right in, my heartless Amazon,
to keep our hatred’s fire perpetual.
THE BALCONY
Mother of memories, absolute mistress,
in you my pleasure is my only task:
not to forget the form of a caress,
the dying fire and the alluring dark –
mother of memories, absolute mistress!
Evenings illustrated by living coals
and evenings on the balcony, pink mist
rising, your soft breast, your gentle heart,
while we rehearsed the imperishable words –
evenings illustrated by living coals.
How brilliant the sunsets, how warm the air,
how huge the sky: the size of our own souls.
Holding you, most loved – no, revered!
I could almost smell the fragrance of your blood –
how brilliant the sunsets, how warm the air!
The night solidified into a wall,
and my eyes had to guess where yours would be
as I drank in your breath: nectar! venom!
and your feet lay still in my harmless hands:
the night solidified into a wall.
I know the art of conjuring up delight,
and I relive my past buried in your lap;
for beauty languorous as yours recurs
only in your loved body, your loving heart:
I know the art of conjuring up delight.
Those endless kisses, promises, perfumes:
is it forbidden to have them back again
out of the dark, like the sun rising new
out of its purgation in the sea?
O endless kisses, promises, perfumes!
POSSESSED
The sun is in mourning. Be like the sun,
moon of my life, swathe yourself in crepe,
sleep, smoke, whatever – be still or glum,
plummet to the depths of boredom’s pit –
I love you there. But if now your whim –
like the moon leaving her eclipse behind –
is to strut in the places where Folly throngs,
so be it! Lovely dagger, leave your sheath!
Light your eyes in the gaslamps’ glow,
light others’ with their lust for you…
Anything goes: sullen or submissive,
be what you will, black night, red dawn –
each nerve of my trembling body cries:
‘Dear Demon, with this I thee worship!’
‘SUPPOSE MY NAME…’
Suppose my name were favored by the winds,
my voyage prospered, and the future read
all that I wrote, and marveled…Love, they’re yours!
I give you poems to make your memory
echo the way archaic legends do,
so that by some incantatory spell,
haunting the reader like a psaltery,
you will be caught within my cadences;
who now, from Pit to Empyrean scorned
by all but me, have simply walked away
and left no trace but shadows as you pass,
staring in mute composure at a world
that stupidly reviles your unconcern,
my jet-eyed statue, angel with brazen brows!
SEMPER EADEM
‘You’re like some rock the sea is swallowing –
what is it that brings on these moods of yours?’
Nothing mysterious: the ordinary pain
of being alive. You wouldn’t understand,
though it’s as obvious as that smile of yours:
an open secret. Nothing ever grows,
once the heart is harvested…You ask
too many questions. No more talking now,
my prying ignoramus, no more words,
however sweet your voice. You call it Life,
but Death is what binds us, and by subtler bonds…
Come here. The only lie that comforts me
is the refuge of those lashes – let me sink
into the silent fiction of your eyes!
ALTOGETHER
The Devil it must have been
who came to my room this morning
and, trying to catch me out,
insisted I answered his question:
‘Among the miracles
her spell over you comprises –
among the black or pink
objects composing her body –
which is dearest?’ My soul
responded thus to the Demon:
‘No single part is best,
for each in its way is a solace,
and if the Whole enthralls,
is any detail the seducer?
She dazzles like the dawn
and like the darkness consoles me;
too close the harmony
that governs her lovely body
for reason to divide
one rapture from another;
my senses all are fused
by subtle transformation –
her breathing makes a song,
as her voice emits a fragrance!’
‘WHAT WILL YOU SAY TONIGHT…’
What will you say tonight, forsaken soul,
how will you speak, my long-since-withered heart,
to her, the loveliest and most beloved
whose sudden grace has made you green again?
– Singing her praises will be all our pride,
so peerless is the mercy of her power!
Sacred the fragrance that enrobes her flesh,
and ours, beneath her glance, is clad in light.
Whether we are in darkness and alone
or in the street and one among the crowd,
her spirit dances like a torch held high,
saying: ‘By my beauty I command,
love only beauty for my sake – I am
the Guardian Angel, Madonna, and the Muse.’
THE LIVING TORCH
after Poe’s To Helen
They pass before me, those electric eyes
some abstruse Angel must have magnetized –
celestial twins, yet mine as well, they pass
and share with me their supernatural power;
protecting me from trespasses and snares,
they lead to Beauty, as the poet says:
‘They are my ministers – yet I their slave,’
and all my being serves that living torch.
Enchanting eyes! you glisten with the light
of candles burning in broad day – the sun
challenges but does not change their flame;
they burn for Death, you for the New Life:
you sing my soul’s awakening – bright stars,
‘Venuses unextinguished by the sun.’
AGAINST HER LEVITY
You tilt your head and smile – as if
across the countryside
a breeze had rippled through the grass
out of a brilliant sky.
The sullen stranger you brush past
stops, turns and relishes
the radiant health which aureoles
your shoulders and your arms.
In all that panoply of silks
the colors you parade
awaken in our poets’ minds
a giddy valse des fleurs –
garish gowns which designate
the motley of your mind:
infectious folly! all I loathe
is one with all I love!
Often, when I would drag myself
into some leafy park
and when the sun like a rebuke
would lacerate my breast,
so deeply did the Spring’s new green
humiliate my heart
that I would punish in one rose
all Nature’s insolence…
I’ll come like that to you some night
when lovers ought to come,
creeping in silence till I reach
the treasure of your flesh,
to castigate your body’s joy,
to bruise your envied breasts,
and in your unsuspecting side
to gash a gaping wound
where in a final ecstasy
between those lovelier
new lips, my sister, I’ll inject
my venom into you!
REVERSIBILITY
Blithe as you are, what could you know of shame,
grief, remorse – of midnight’s vague alarms
that treat the heart like a much-crumpled page
to be discarded with the morning’s trash?
Being so blithe, what do you know of shame?
Fond as you are, what could you know of hate,
the secretly clenched fists, the silent tears,
while every heartbeat drums revenge! revenge!
and one by one our talents are enslaved –
being so fond, what do you know of hate?
Hale as you are, what could you know of death
whose fevers worm their way like prisoners
past the high walls of the white infirmary,
seeking a patch of sun – what do they whisper?
Being so hale, what do you know of death?
Fair as you are, what could you know of fear –
the fear of ageing and the unspeakable pain
of finding only half-concealed disgust
in eyes from which we once drank greedily!
Being so fair, what do you know of fear?
Warm as you are, so radiant with life
a dying David would have begged for health
from the enchanting presence of your flesh –
but all I dare to beg for is your prayers,
warm as you are, so radiant with life!
CONFESSION
Once, indulgent lady – only once
you lay your lustrous arm
on mine (against the darkness of my soul
the incident stands out);
as if it had just been coined, a golden moon
rose ostentatiously,
and night’s magnificence, while Paris slept,
streamed like another Seine.
Along the housefronts, out of every door
appeared attentive cats,
following like companionable ghosts
or frozen as we passed.
And even as our intimacy bloomed
in that pale radiance,
there came from you – and from that instrument
of yours, a voice so rich
habitually, exultant as a peal
of trumpets in the dawn –
there came a sound, a sigh, a plaintive note
that faltered on your lips
like a sickly, hideous, misproportioned child,
the family disgrace
long secluded from the world’s regard
in some dark hideaway.
‘Nothing!’ it sobbed, that sudden note of yours,
‘nothing on earth is sure,
and all our human masks cannot disguise
our human selfishness;
Beauty is merely woman’s livelihood,
a well-rehearsed routine –
the flagging dancer’s discipline: to please
with automatic smiles;
hearts are not to be depended on,
they fail – like beauty and love,
until Oblivion gathers up the lot
for good, all over again!’
That magic moon has never left my mind,
that silence, that fatigue,
and that dead secret whispered in despair
at the heart’s confessional.
SPIRITUAL DAWN
Even licentious beds are touched by dawn
and its relentless Absolute – as if
the operation of some vengeful power
wakened an angel in the sleeping beast.
To fallen man, who suffers and dreams on,
the Empyrean’s inaccessible blue
presents the fascination of the Void.
Beloved Goddess, so it is with you –
above the wreck of stupid revelry
your lucid image rises, brighter still,
shimmering yet fixed before my eyes.
The sun has turned the smoking torches black;
so it is with you, resplendent soul –
your phantom triumphs like the immortal sun!
EVENING HARMONY
Now comes the time when swaying on its stem
each flower offers incense to the night;
phrases and fragrances circle in the dark –
languorous waltz that casts a lingering spell!
Each flower offers incense to the night;
the violin trembles like a heart betrayed –
languorous waltz that casts a lingering spell!
A mournful altar ornaments the sky.
The violin trembles like a heart betrayed,
a tender heart unnerved by nothingness!
A mournful altar ornaments the sky;
the sun has smothered in its clotting blood.
A tender heart unnerved by nothingness
hoards every fragment of the radiant past.
The sun has smothered in its clotting blood.
In me your image – like a monstrance – glows.
THE FLASK
Some scents can permeate all substances –
even glass seems porous to their power.
Opening an Oriental chest
once the reluctant locks are pried apart,
or an armoire in some abandoned house
acrid with the dust of time itself,
may yield a musty flask that keeps the faith:
out of it leaps a returning soul – alive!
Like chrysalids, a thousand memories
that slept among the silent shadows now
unfold their wings and soar into the light,
rising azure laced with rose and gold;
among them one intoxicating thought
hovers brightest; eyes close; Vertigo
grips the beaten soul which it impels
to an abyss obscured by human wraiths,
crushing it on the brink of that age-old pit
where, like a fetid Lazarus rending his shroud,
the corpse of an old passion stirs and wakes,
spectral and rancid, charnel and charming still!
So it will be with me when I lie lost
to living memory, a used-up flask
tossed in a grim armoire, tarnished and cracked,
forgotten, filthy, a decrepit thing:
I shall be your coffin, darling doom,
and testify to how your virulence –
the poison angels brewed – became in me
the consummation of a heart consumed!
POISON
Wine can endow the lowest dive
with sudden luxury
and out of a red mist create
enchanted porticoes,
like sunset firing a sodden sky.
Opium can dilate boundless space
and plumb eternity,
emptying out time itself
till a grim ecstasy
burdens the soul past all bearing.
– None of which equals the poison
welling up in your eyes
that show me my poor soul reversed…
My dreams throng to drink
at those green, distorting pools.
– None of which rivals the taste
of your bitter saliva
which like a pestilence infects
my soul until it sinks
unconscious on the shores of death!
OVERCAST
Are they blue, gray, or green? Mysterious eyes
(as if in fact you were looking through a mist)
in alternation tender, dreamy, grim
to match the shiftless pallor of the sky.
That’s what you’re like – these warm white afternoons
which make the ravished heart dissolve in tears,
the nerves, inexplicably overwrought,
outrage the dozing mind. Not always, though –
sometimes you’re like the horizon when the sun
ignites our cloudy autumn – how you glow!
a sodden countryside in sudden rout,
turned incandescent by a changing wind.
Dangerous woman – demoralizing days!
Will I adore your killing frost as much,
and in that implacable winter, when it comes,
discover pleasures sharper than iron and ice?
CAT
As if he owned the place, a cat
meanders through my mind,
sleek and proud, yet so discreet
in making known his will
that I hear music when he mews,
and even when he purrs
a tender timbre in the sound
compels my consciousness –
a secret rhythm penetrates
to unsuspected depths,
obsessive as a line of verse
and potent as a drug:
all woes are spirited away,
I hear ecstatic news –
it seems a telling language has
no need of words at all.
My heart, assenting instrument,
is masterfully played;
no other bow across its strings
can draw such music out
the way this cat’s uncanny voice
– seraphic, alien –
can reconcile discordant strains
into close harmony!
One night his brindled fur gave off
a perfume so intense
I seemed to be embalmed because
(just once!) I fondled him…
Familiar spirit, genius, judge,
the cat presides – inspires
events that he appears to spurn,
half goblin and half god!
and when my spellbound eyes at last
relinquish worship of
this cat they love to contemplate
and look inside myself,
I find to my astonishment
like living opals there
his fiery pupils, embers which
observe me fixedly.
THE FINE SHIP
I want to tell you, soft enchantress, all
the various graces which array your youth;
I want to paint your beauty for you
in which the woman merges with the girl.
Walk, and your wide skirts swirl with every step,
as if a fine ship had put out to sea
under full sail, riding the waves
to a gentle rhythm, indolent and slow.
Above plump shoulders and a pliant throat
your head parades, a preening miracle!
With a look of placid mastery
you pass upon your way, majestic child.
I want to tell you, soft enchantress, all
the various graces which array your youth;
I want to paint your beauty for you
in which the woman merges with the girl.
The swelling silk that cradles your full breasts
makes them – triumphant breasts! – a sleek armoire
whose bright and curving surfaces
reflect the light as if from flashing shields,
provocative shields, armed with rosy points!
Armoire of secrets, crammed with precious things –
perfumes and wines and rare liqueurs
to make our hearts and minds delirious!
Walk, and your wide skirts swirl with every step,
as if a fine ship had put out to sea
under full sail, riding the waves
to a gentle rhythm, indolent and slow.
Your noble thighs, beneath the tossing lace,
arouse obscure desires and vex them like
two witches who between them stir
a black elixir in its seething vat.
Your arms would serve an infant Hercules
against the gleaming serpents they are like,
relentless in their coiled embrace –
as though to print your lover on your heart.
Above plump shoulders and a pliant throat
your head parades, a preening miracle!
With a look of placid mastery
you pass upon your way, majestic child.
INVITATION TO THE VOYAGE
Imagine the magic
of living together
there, with all the time in the world
for loving each other,
for loving and dying
where even the landscape resembles you:
the suns dissolved
in overcast skies
have the same mysterious charm for me
as your wayward eyes
through crystal tears,
my sister, my child!
All is order there, and elegance,
pleasure, peace, and opulence.
Furniture gleaming
with the patina
of time itself in the room we would share;
the rarest flowers
mingling aromas
with amber’s uncertain redolence;
encrusted ceilings
echoed in mirrors
and Eastern splendor on the walls –
here all would whisper
to the soul in secret
her sweet mother tongue.
All is order there, and elegance.
pleasure, peace, and opulence.
On these still canals
the freighters doze
fitfully: their mood is for roving,
and only to flatter
a lover’s fancy
have they put in from the ends of the earth.
By late afternoon
the canals catch fire
as sunset glorifies the town;
the world turns to gold
as it falls asleep
in a fervent light.
All is order there, and elegance,
pleasure, peace, and opulence.
THE IRREPARABLE
Who can destroy this old, this long Remorse
which fastens on our heart
and fattens there like weevils in an oak
or vermin on a corpse?
How shall we kill implacable Remorse?
What drug, what wine is warranted to drown
this ancient enemy
greedier and more wanton than the whores,
more patient than the ants?
Who will brew that potion, draw that wine?
If you know the secret, tell it, lovely witch,
to one who waits in dread,
abandoned like a wounded soldier crushed
by panic-stricken hooves.
Tell all you know, beloved sorceress,
to a dying man the wolves already sniff
and carrion-crows await,
to a fallen warrior! Must he despair
of a cross to mark his grave,
fallen a victim to such predators?
What wind can sweep the ashes from this sky,
what stars can pierce the gloom
that never deepens, never pales – a night
no lightning ever rends?
Ashes fill this sky, and darkness reigns.
Hope’s candle at a window of the inn
glimmers and goes out.
No light, no moon – how will they find their way,
the martyrs of the road?
Satan has snuffed the candle at the inn!
Adorable siren, do you love the damned?
What do you know of Remorse
whose poisoned arrows mercilessly take
our heart for their target?
Adorable siren, do you love the damned?
Nothing can withstand the Irreparable –
its termites undermine
our soul, pathetic citadel, until
the ruined tower falls.
Nothing can withstand the Irreparable!
– More than once, in a wretched theater
ringing with cheap tunes,
I’ve seen a goddess change the livid sky
to a miraculous dawn;
there have been times, in such a theater,
when I’ve beheld a creature made of light
defeat Satan himself;
but only there. On my heart’s stage occurs
no transformation scene.
No creature made of light will come to me!
CONVERSATION (ONE SIDE)
Fresh as an autumn morning you may be,
yet sadness rises in me like the sea
that ebbing leaves a bitter after-taste
of iodine on my still-smarting lips.
No use your groping for my feeble heart –
what you are after is no longer there;
mauled by women’s weapons, fangs and claws,
my heart is gone, the beasts have eaten it.
My heart! that palace ransacked by a mob
of drunken maenads at each other’s throats…
What perfume hovers round your naked throat?
O Beauty, scourge of souls, thy will be done!
With eyes as bright as candles at a feast,
consume these scraps of flesh the beasts have spared!
AUTUMNAL
1
Soon cold shadows will close over us
and summer’s transitory gold be gone;
I hear them chopping firewood in our court –
the dreary thud of logs on cobblestone.
Winter will come to repossess my soul
with rage and outrage, horror, drudgery,
and like the sun in its polar holocaust
my heart will be a block of blood-red ice.
I listen trembling to that grim tattoo –
build a gallows, it would sound the same.
My mind becomes a tower giving way
under the impact of a battering-ram.
Stunned by the strokes, I seem to hear, somewhere,
a coffin hurriedly hammered shut – for whom?
Summer was yesterday; autumn is here!
Strange how that sound rings out like a farewell.
2
How sweet the greenish light of your long eyes!
But even that turns bitter now, and nothing
– not love, the boudoir, nor its busy hearth –
can match the summer’s radiance on the sea.
Love me still, my darling! mother me,
ungrateful though I am, your naughty boy.
Sister and mistress! be the fleeting warmth
of a sumptuous autumn or a setting sun.
Your chore will be brief – the grave is covetous!
so let me rest my forehead on your knees
and relish, as I mourn white summer’s lapse,
the yellow favor of the waning year.
SONG FOR LATE IN THE DAY
Although your wicked brows belie
the angel in your eyes,
it is a blessed sorcery
by which I am beguiled:
with all the ineffectual awe
of prostrate votaries
I worship at your trivial
and tantalizing shrine!
Wilderness and desert haunt
the tumult of your hair;
without a word, your lips propose
the riddle of the Sphinx;
and when you move, the shifting scent –
as if a censer swayed –
prepares the advent of your flesh:
the night is warm with you.
Where is the drug that works as well
as your untroubled sloth?
You know the secret: at your touch
the dead return to life;
there is a throbbing intercourse
between your breasts and thighs –
the very cushions are enticed
by your slow attitudes.
Occasionally, to assuage
mysterious appetites,
your lazy kisses alternate
with unexpected bites,
and as you laugh you lacerate
my undefended skin,
then gentle as the rising moon
you raise your eyes to mine…
Beneath your satin slippers, as
beneath your silken feet,
I lay my hopes of happiness,
my genius, and my fate –
light of my life, my soul’s release,
I long for your embrace:
explode in one dissolving blast
this black Siberia!
SISINA
Imagine Diana, followed by her troupe,
beating the bushes in hot pursuit of game,
hair flying, breast bare, revelling in the din,
proudly outdistancing the pride of the hunt!
And have you seen our ‘Fury of the Gironde,’
grimly urging on a barefoot mob,
cheeks and eyes radiant as she climbs
the palace stairs, a saber in her fist?
Sisina’s like that! Except the wild girl
has a soul as loving as it is incensed,
and her courage, roused by cannonfire and drums,
will yet relent to passionate appeal,
and her incandescent heart still keeps,
for the deserving, a reservoir of tears.
TO A CREOLE LADY
The isle is fragrant and the sun is kind;
shadows of palm and poinciana shed
their languor on a lady living there
unknown to men’s acclaim. I know her, though:
warm and white beneath a cloud of hair,
her face is borne with noble elegance –
she walks like Artemis, as tall, as lithe,
and when she smiles, assurance lights her glance…
If you should ever visit glory’s home
along the green Loire or the Seine, Madame,
your loveliness, a match for our chateaux,
would prompt in ‘scholarly retreats’ a flood
of sonnets from our poets’ hearts, enslaved
more humbly than your blacks by those great eyes.
MOESTA ET ERRABUNDA
Lady, do you sometimes long to escape
from the filth of the city, from this black sea
to one whose everlasting splendor glows
blue, bright and deep – a virgin sea!
Lady, do you sometimes long to escape?
The titan sea console us for our toil!
What demon gave that raucous amateur
supported by the organ of the winds
the sacred task of singing lullabies?
The titan sea console us for our toil?
By wheel or sail, just take me anywhere
far from here where mud is made of our tears!
Lady, listen to your heart; doesn’t it say
‘Far from regret, from crime, from suffering,
by wheel or sail, just take me anywhere’?
How far away, that fragrant paradise
where love and pleasure share the same blue sky,
where pure delight can satiate the heart
and all we love is worthy of our love!
How far away, that fragrant paradise!
But that green paradise of puppy love,
of songs and games, of kisses and bouquets –
the jugs of wine at evening in the groves,
the violins that die behind the hills –
but that green paradise of puppy love,
the innocent paradise of timid joys,
is it already farther than Cathay?
What silvery voice can waken it again,
what plaintive cries can ever call it back,
the innocent paradise of timid joys?
INCUBUS
Eyes glowing like an angel’s
I’ll come back to your bed
and reach for you from the shadows:
you won’t hear a thing.
On your dark skin my kisses
will be colder than moonlight:
caresses of a snake crawling
round an open grave.
When the morning whitens
you find no one beside you:
the place cold all day.
Others by fondness prevail
over your life, your youth:
I leave it to fear.
AUTUMN SONNET
I read the question in your crystal eyes:
‘Why do you love me, my strange lover?’ Stay
lovely and keep still! Outraged by all
except the innocence of beasts, my heart
will not reveal its secret pact with Hell,
the livid legend written out in flames,
to you whose arms would cradle me in sleep.
Passion offends me, and my mind is pain!
Hold me. Say nothing.
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