He's up in these parts drawing pictures."
She did not offer to explain this statement. It was too far
beyond Liff Hyatt's limitations for the attempt to be worth making.
"He wants to see the brown house, and go all over it," she
pursued.
Liff was still running his fingers perplexedly through his shock
of straw-colored hair. "Is it a fellow from the city?" he
asked.
"Yes. He draws pictures of things. He's down there now drawing
the Bonner house." She pointed to a chimney just visible over the
dip of the pasture below the wood.
"The Bonner house?" Liff echoed incredulously.
"Yes. You won't understand—and it don't matter. All I say is:
he's going to the Hyatts' in a day or two."
Liff looked more and more perplexed. "Bash is ugly sometimes in
the afternoons."
She threw her head back, her eyes full on Hyatt's. "I'm coming
too: you tell him."
"They won't none of them trouble you, the Hyatts won't. What
d'you want a take a stranger with you though?"
"I've told you, haven't I? You've got to tell Bash Hyatt."
He looked away at the blue mountains on the horizon; then his
gaze dropped to the chimney-top below the pasture.
"He's down there now?"
"Yes."
He shifted his weight again, crossed his arms, and continued to
survey the distant landscape. "Well, so long," he said at last,
inconclusively; and turning away he shambled up the hillside. From
the ledge above her, he paused to call down: "I wouldn't go there a
Sunday"; then he clambered on till the trees closed in on him.
Presently, from high overhead, Charity heard the ring of his
axe.
She lay on the warm ridge, thinking of many things that the
woodsman's appearance had stirred up in her. She knew nothing of
her early life, and had never felt any curiosity about it: only a
sullen reluctance to explore the corner of her memory where certain
blurred images lingered. But all that had happened to her within
the last few weeks had stirred her to the sleeping depths. She had
become absorbingly interesting to herself, and everything that had
to do with her past was illuminated by this sudden curiosity.
She hated more than ever the fact of coming from the Mountain;
but it was no longer indifferent to her. Everything that in any way
affected her was alive and vivid: even the hateful things had grown
interesting because they were a part of herself.
"I wonder if Liff Hyatt knows who my mother was?" she mused; and
it filled her with a tremor of surprise to think that some woman
who was once young and slight, with quick motions of the blood like
hers, had carried her in her breast, and watched her sleeping. She
had always thought of her mother as so long dead as to be no more
than a nameless pinch of earth; but now it occurred to her that the
once-young woman might be alive, and wrinkled and elf-locked like
the woman she had sometimes seen in the door of the brown house
that Lucius Harney wanted to draw.
The thought brought him back to the central point in her mind,
and she strayed away from the conjectures roused by Liff Hyatt's
presence. Speculations concerning the past could not hold her long
when the present was so rich, the future so rosy, and when Lucius
Harney, a stone's throw away, was bending over his sketch-book,
frowning, calculating, measuring, and then throwing his head back
with the sudden smile that had shed its brightness over
everything.
She scrambled to her feet, but as she did so she saw him coming
up the pasture and dropped down on the grass to wait. When he was
drawing and measuring one of "his houses," as she called them, she
often strayed away by herself into the woods or up the hillside. It
was partly from shyness that she did so: from a sense of inadequacy
that came to her most painfully when her companion, absorbed in his
job, forgot her ignorance and her inability to follow his least
allusion, and plunged into a monologue on art and life. To avoid
the awkwardness of listening with a blank face, and also to escape
the surprised stare of the inhabitants of the houses before which
he would abruptly pull up their horse and open his sketch-book, she
slipped away to some spot from which, without being seen, she could
watch him at work, or at least look down on the house he was
drawing. She had not been displeased, at first, to have it known to
North Dormer and the neighborhood that she was driving Miss
Hatchard's cousin about the country in the buggy he had hired of
lawyer Royall. She had always kept to herself, contemptuously aloof
from village love-making, without exactly knowing whether her
fierce pride was due to the sense of her tainted origin, or whether
she was reserving herself for a more brilliant fate. Sometimes she
envied the other girls their sentimental preoccupations, their long
hours of inarticulate philandering with one of the few youths who
still lingered in the village; but when she pictured herself
curling her hair or putting a new ribbon on her hat for Ben Fry or
one of the Sollas boys the fever dropped and she relapsed into
indifference.
Now she knew the meaning of her disdains and reluctances. She
had learned what she was worth when Lucius Harney, looking at her
for the first time, had lost the thread of his speech, and leaned
reddening on the edge of her desk. But another kind of shyness had
been born in her: a terror of exposing to vulgar perils the sacred
treasure of her happiness. She was not sorry to have the neighbors
suspect her of "going with" a young man from the city; but she did
not want it known to all the countryside how many hours of the long
June days she spent with him. What she most feared was that the
inevitable comments should reach Mr. Royall. Charity was
instinctively aware that few things concerning her escaped the eyes
of the silent man under whose roof she lived; and in spite of the
latitude which North Dormer accorded to courting couples she had
always felt that, on the day when she showed too open a preference,
Mr.
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