Royall's, with its scrubbed floor
and dresser full of china, and the peculiar smell of yeast and
coffee and soft-soap that she had always hated, but that now seemed
the very symbol of household order. She saw Mr. Royall's room, with
the high-backed horsehair chair, the faded rag carpet, the row of
books on a shelf, the engraving of "The Surrender of Burgoyne" over
the stove, and the mat with a brown and white spaniel on a
moss-green border. And then her mind travelled to Miss Hatchard's
house, where all was freshness, purity and fragrance, and compared
to which the red house had always seemed so poor and plain.
"This is where I belong—this is where I belong," she kept
repeating to herself; but the words had no meaning for her. Every
instinct and habit made her a stranger among these poor
swamp-people living like vermin in their lair. With all her soul
she wished she had not yielded to Harney's curiosity, and brought
him there.
The rain had drenched her, and she began to shiver under the
thin folds of her dress. The younger woman must have noticed it,
for she went out of the room and came back with a broken tea-cup
which she offered to Charity. It was half full of whiskey, and
Charity shook her head; but Harney took the cup and put his lips to
it. When he had set it down Charity saw him feel in his pocket and
draw out a dollar; he hesitated a moment, and then put it back, and
she guessed that he did not wish her to see him offering money to
people she had spoken of as being her kin.
The sleeping man stirred, lifted his head and opened his eyes.
They rested vacantly for a moment on Charity and Harney, and then
closed again, and his head drooped; but a look of anxiety came into
the woman's face. She glanced out of the window and then came up to
Harney. "I guess you better go along now," she said. The young man
understood and got to his feet. "Thank you," he said, holding out
his hand. She seemed not to notice the gesture, and turned away as
they opened the door.
The rain was still coming down, but they hardly noticed it: the
pure air was like balm in their faces. The clouds were rising and
breaking, and between their edges the light streamed down from
remote blue hollows. Harney untied the horse, and they drove off
through the diminishing rain, which was already beaded with
sunlight.
For a while Charity was silent, and her companion did not speak.
She looked timidly at his profile: it was graver than usual, as
though he too were oppressed by what they had seen. Then she broke
out abruptly: "Those people back there are the kind of folks I come
from. They may be my relations, for all I know." She did not want
him to think that she regretted having told him her story.
"Poor creatures," he rejoined. "I wonder why they came down to
that fever-hole."
She laughed ironically. "To better themselves! It's worse up on
the Mountain. Bash Hyatt married the daughter of the farmer that
used to own the brown house. That was him by the stove, I
suppose."
Harney seemed to find nothing to say and she went on: "I saw you
take out a dollar to give to that poor woman. Why did you put it
back?"
He reddened, and leaned forward to flick a swamp-fly from the
horse's neck. "I wasn't sure——"
"Was it because you knew they were my folks, and thought I'd be
ashamed to see you give them money?"
He turned to her with eyes full of reproach. "Oh, Charity——" It
was the first time he had ever called her by her name. Her misery
welled over.
"I ain't—I ain't ashamed. They're my people, and I ain't ashamed
of them," she sobbed.
"My dear..." he murmured, putting his arm about her; and she
leaned against him and wept out her pain.
It was too late to go around to Hamblin, and all the stars were
out in a clear sky when they reached the North Dormer valley and
drove up to the red house.
VII
SINCE her reinstatement in Miss Hatchard's favour Charity had
not dared to curtail by a moment her hours of attendance at the
library. She even made a point of arriving before the time, and
showed a laudable indignation when the youngest Targatt girl, who
had been engaged to help in the cleaning and rearranging of the
books, came trailing in late and neglected her task to peer through
the window at the Sollas boy. Nevertheless, "library days" seemed
more than ever irksome to Charity after her vivid hours of liberty;
and she would have found it hard to set a good example to her
subordinate if Lucius Harney had not been commissioned, before Miss
Hatchard's departure, to examine with the local carpenter the best
means of ventilating the "Memorial."
He was careful to prosecute this inquiry on the days when the
library was open to the public; and Charity was therefore sure of
spending part of the afternoon in his company. The Targatt girl's
presence, and the risk of being interrupted by some passer-by
suddenly smitten with a thirst for letters, restricted their
intercourse to the exchange of commonplaces; but there was a
fascination to Charity in the contrast between these public
civilities and their secret intimacy.
The day after their drive to the brown house was "library day,"
and she sat at her desk working at the revised catalogue, while the
Targatt girl, one eye on the window, chanted out the titles of a
pile of books.
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