To-night we will quaff this
nectar, which, I assure you, could not be bought with gold."
We all sat down,—grizzly Silas Foster, his rotund helpmate, and
the two bouncing handmaidens, included,—and looked at one another
in a friendly but rather awkward way. It was the first practical
trial of our theories of equal brotherhood and sisterhood; and we
people of superior cultivation and refinement (for as such, I
presume, we unhesitatingly reckoned ourselves) felt as if something
were already accomplished towards the millennium of love. The truth
is, however, that the laboring oar was with our unpolished
companions; it being far easier to condescend than to accept of
condescension. Neither did I refrain from questioning, in secret,
whether some of us—and Zenobia among the rest—would so quietly have
taken our places among these good people, save for the cherished
consciousness that it was not by necessity but choice. Though we
saw fit to drink our tea out of earthen cups to-night, and in
earthen company, it was at our own option to use pictured porcelain
and handle silver forks again to-morrow. This same salvo, as to the
power of regaining our former position, contributed much, I fear,
to the equanimity with which we subsequently bore many of the
hardships and humiliations of a life of toil. If ever I have
deserved (which has not often been the case, and, I think, never),
but if ever I did deserve to be soundly cuffed by a fellow mortal,
for secretly putting weight upon some imaginary social advantage,
it must have been while I was striving to prove myself
ostentatiously his equal and no more. It was while I sat beside him
on his cobbler's bench, or clinked my hoe against his own in the
cornfield, or broke the same crust of bread, my earth-grimed hand
to his, at our noontide lunch. The poor, proud man should look at
both sides of sympathy like this.
The silence which followed upon our sitting down to table grew
rather oppressive; indeed, it was hardly broken by a word, during
the first round of Zenobia's fragrant tea.
"I hope," said I, at last, "that our blazing windows will be
visible a great way off. There is nothing so pleasant and
encouraging to a solitary traveller, on a stormy night, as a flood
of firelight seen amid the gloom. These ruddy window panes cannot
fail to cheer the hearts of all that look at them. Are they not
warm with the beacon-fire which we have kindled for humanity?"
"The blaze of that brushwood will only last a minute or two
longer," observed Silas Foster; but whether he meant to insinuate
that our moral illumination would have as brief a term, I cannot
say.
"Meantime," said Zenobia, "it may serve to guide some wayfarer
to a shelter."
And, just as she said this, there came a knock at the house
door.
"There is one of the world's wayfarers," said I. "Ay, ay, just
so!" quoth Silas Foster. "Our firelight will draw stragglers, just
as a candle draws dorbugs on a summer night."
Whether to enjoy a dramatic suspense, or that we were selfishly
contrasting our own comfort with the chill and dreary situation of
the unknown person at the threshold, or that some of us city folk
felt a little startled at the knock which came so unseasonably,
through night and storm, to the door of the lonely farmhouse,—so it
happened that nobody, for an instant or two, arose to answer the
summons. Pretty soon there came another knock. The first had been
moderately loud; the second was smitten so forcibly that the
knuckles of the applicant must have left their mark in the door
panel.
"He knocks as if he had a right to come in," said Zenobia,
laughing. "And what are we thinking of?—It must be Mr.
Hollingsworth!"
Hereupon I went to the door, unbolted, and flung it wide open.
There, sure enough, stood Hollingsworth, his shaggy greatcoat all
covered with snow, so that he looked quite as much like a polar
bear as a modern philanthropist.
"Sluggish hospitality this!" said he, in those deep tones of
his, which seemed to come out of a chest as capacious as a barrel.
"It would have served you right if I had lain down and spent the
night on the doorstep, just for the sake of putting you to shame.
But here is a guest who will need a warmer and softer bed."
And, stepping back to the wagon in which he had journeyed
hither, Hollingsworth received into his arms and deposited on the
doorstep a figure enveloped in a cloak. It was evidently a woman;
or, rather,—judging from the ease with which he lifted her, and the
little space which she seemed to fill in his arms, a slim and
unsubstantial girl. As she showed some hesitation about entering
the door, Hollingsworth, with his usual directness and lack of
ceremony, urged her forward not merely within the entry, but into
the warm and strongly lighted kitchen.
"Who is this?" whispered I, remaining behind with him, while he
was taking off his greatcoat.
"Who? Really, I don't know," answered Hollingsworth, looking at
me with some surprise. "It is a young person who belongs here,
however; and no doubt she had been expected. Zenobia, or some of
the women folks, can tell you all about it."
"I think not," said I, glancing towards the new-comer and the
other occupants of the kitchen. "Nobody seems to welcome her. I
should hardly judge that she was an expected guest."
"Well, well," said Hollingsworth quietly, "We'll make it
right."
The stranger, or whatever she were, remained standing precisely
on that spot of the kitchen floor to which Hollingsworth's kindly
hand had impelled her. The cloak falling partly off, she was seen
to be a very young woman dressed in a poor but decent gown, made
high in the neck, and without any regard to fashion or smartness.
Her brown hair fell down from beneath a hood, not in curls but with
only a slight wave; her face was of a wan, almost sickly hue,
betokening habitual seclusion from the sun and free atmosphere,
like a flower-shrub that had done its best to blossom in too scanty
light. To complete the pitiableness of her aspect, she shivered
either with cold, or fear, or nervous excitement, so that you might
have beheld her shadow vibrating on the fire-lighted wall. In
short, there has seldom been seen so depressed and sad a figure as
this young girl's; and it was hardly possible to help being angry
with her, from mere despair of doing anything for her comfort. The
fantasy occurred to me that she was some desolate kind of a
creature, doomed to wander about in snowstorms; and that, though
the ruddiness of our window panes had tempted her into a human
dwelling, she would not remain long enough to melt the icicles out
of her hair. Another conjecture likewise came into my mind.
Recollecting Hollingsworth's sphere of philanthropic action, I
deemed it possible that he might have brought one of his guilty
patients, to be wrought upon and restored to spiritual health by
the pure influences which our mode of life would create.
As yet the girl had not stirred. She stood near the door, fixing
a pair of large, brown, melancholy eyes upon Zenobia—only upon
Zenobia!—she evidently saw nothing else in the room save that
bright, fair, rosy, beautiful woman. It was the strangest look I
ever witnessed; long a mystery to me, and forever a memory.
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