Uneasiness is an
instinct and means warning. The psychic faculties are often the
sentries of the intellect; and when they sound alarm the reason
begins to act, although perhaps not consciously.
This was so with me. I began to bethink me where I was and by
what surrounded, and to wonder how I should fare in case I should
be attacked; and then the thought suddenly burst upon me, although
without any overt cause, that I was in danger. Prudence whispered:
"Be still and make no sign," and so I was still and made no sign,
for I knew that four cunning eyes were on me. "Four eyes-if not
more." My God, what a horrible thought! The whole shanty might be
surrounded on three sides with villains! I might be in the midst of
a band of such desperadoes as only half a century of periodic
revolution can produce.
With a sense of danger my intellect and observation quickened,
and I grew more watchful than was my wont. I noticed that the old
woman's eyes were constantly wandering toward my hands. I looked at
them too, and saw the cause-my rings. On my left little finger I
had a large signet and on the right a good diamond.
I thought that if there was any danger my first care was to
avert suspicion. Accordingly I began to work the conversation round
to rag-picking-to the drains-of the things found there; and so by
easy stages to jewels. Then, seizing a favourable opportunity, I
asked the old woman if she knew anything of such things. She
answered that she did, a little. I held out my right hand, and,
showing her the diamond, asked her what she thought of that. She
answered that her eyes were bad, and stooped over my hand. I said
as nonchalantly as I could: "Pardon me! You will see better thus!"
and taking it off handed it to her. An unholy light came into her
withered old face, as she touched it. She stole one glance at me
swift and keen as a flash of lightning.
She bent over the ring for a moment, her face quite concealed as
though examining it. The old man looked straight out of the front
of the shanty before him, at the same time fumbling in his pockets
and producing a screw of tobacco in a paper and a pipe, which he
proceeded to fill. I took advantage of the pause and the momentary
rest from the searching eyes on my face to look carefully round the
place, now dim and shadowy in the gloaming. There still lay all the
heaps of varied reeking foulness; there the terrible blood-stained
axe leaning against the wall in the right hand corner, and
everywhere, despite the gloom, the baleful glitter of the eyes of
the rats. I could see them even through some of the chinks of the
boards at the back low down close to the ground. But stay! these
latter eyes seemed more than usually large and bright and
baleful!
For an instant my heart stood still, and I felt in that whirling
condition of mind in which one feels a sort of spiritual
drunkenness, and as though the body is only maintained erect in
that there is no time for it to fall before recovery. Then, in
another second, I was calm-coldly calm, with all my energies in
full vigour, with a self-control which I felt to be perfect and
with all my feeling and instincts alert.
Now I knew the full extent of my danger: I was watched and
surrounded by desperate people! I could not even guess at how many
of them were lying there on the ground behind the shanty, waiting
for the moment to strike. I knew that I was big and strong, and
they knew it, too. They knew also, as I did, that I was an
Englishman and would make a fight for it; and so we waited. I had,
I felt, gained an advantage in the last few seconds, for I knew my
danger and understood the situation. Now, I thought, is the test of
my courage-the enduring test: the fighting test may come later!
The old woman raised her head and said to me in a satisfied kind
of way:
"A very fine ring, indeed-a beautiful ring! Oh, me! I once had
such rings, plenty of them, and bracelets and earrings! Oh! for in
those fine days I led the town a dance! But they've forgotten me
now! They've forgotten me! They? Why they never heard of me!
Perhaps their grandfathers remember me, some of them!" and she
laughed a harsh, croaking laugh. And then I am bound to say that
she astonished me, for she handed me back the ring with a certain
suggestion of old-fashioned grace which was not without its
pathos.
The old man eyed her with a sort of sudden ferocity, half rising
from his stool, and said to me suddenly and hoarsely:
"Let me see!"
I was about to hand the ring when the old woman said:
"No! no, do not give it to Pierre! Pierre is eccentric. He loses
things; and such a pretty ring!"
"Cat!" said the old man, savagely. Suddenly the old woman said,
rather more loudly than was necessary:
"Wait! I shall tell you something about a ring." There was
something in the sound other voice that jarred upon me. Perhaps it
was my hyper-sensitiveness, wrought up as I was to such a pitch of
nervous excitement, but I seemed to think that she was not
addressing me.
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