"Me have fear? Ask Pierre! But
I
was younger then, and, as I came through that horrible drain
with its wall of greedy eyes, always moving with the circle of the
light from the torches, I did not feel easy. I kept on before the
men, though! It is a way I have! I never let the men get it before
me. All I want is a chance and a means! And they ate him up-took
every trace away except the bones; and no one knew it, nor no sound
of him was ever heard!" Here she broke into a chuckling fit of the
ghastliest merriment which it was ever my lot to hear and see. A
great poetess describes her heroine singing: "Oh! to see or hear
her singing! Scarce I know which is the divinest."
And I can apply the same idea to the old crone-in all save the
divinity, for I scarce could tell which was the most hellish-the
harsh, malicious, satisfied, cruel laugh, or the leering grin, and
the horrible square opening of the mouth like a tragic mask, and
the yellow gleam of the few discoloured teeth in the shapeless
gums. In that laugh and with that grin and the chuckling
satisfaction I knew as well as if it had been spoken to me in words
of thunder that my murder was settled, and the murderers only bided
the proper time for its accomplishment. I could read between the
lines of her gruesome story the commands to her accomplices.
"Wait," she seemed to say, "bide your time. I shall strike the
first blow. Find the weapon for me, and I shall make the
opportunity! He shall not escape! Keep him quiet, and then no one
will be wiser. There will be no outcry, and the rats will do their
work!"
It was growing darker and darker; the night was coming. I stole
a glance round the shanty, still all the same! The bloody axe in
the corner, the heaps of filth, and the eyes on the bone heaps and
in the crannies of the floor.
Pierre had been still ostensibly filling his pipe; he now struck
a light and began to puff away at it. The old woman said:
"Dear heart, how dark it is! Pierre, like a good lad, light the
lamp!"
Pierre got up and with the lighted match in his hand touched the
wick of a lamp which hung at one side of the entrance to the
shanty, and which had a reflector that threw the light all over the
place. It was evidently that which was used for their sorting at
night.
"Not that, stupid! Not that! The lantern!" she called out to
him.
He immediately blew it out, saying: "All right, mother, I'll
find it," and he hustled about the left corner of the room-the old
woman saying through the darkness:
"The lantern! the lantern! Oh! That is the light that is most
useful to us poor folks. The lantern was the friend of the
revolution! It is the friend of the chiffonier! It helps us when
all else fails."
Hardly had she said the word when there was a kind of creaking
of the whole place, and something was steadily dragged over the
roof.
Again I seemed to read between the lines of her words. I knew
the lesson of the lantern.
"One of you get on the roof with a noose and strangle him as he
passes out if we fail within."
As I looked out of the opening I saw the loop of a rope outlined
black against the lurid sky. I was now, indeed, beset!
Pierre was not long in finding the lantern. I kept my eyes fixed
through the darkness on the old woman. Pierre struck his light, and
by its flash I saw the old woman raise from the ground beside her
where it had mysteriously appeared, and then hide in the folds
other gown, a long sharp knife or dagger. It seemed to be like a
butcher's sharpening iron fined to a keen point.
The lantern was lit.
"Bring it here, Pierre," she said. "Place it in the doorway
where we can see it. See how nice it is! It shuts out the darkness
from us; it is just right!"
Just right for her and her purposes! It threw all its light on
my face, leaving in gloom the faces of both Pierre and the woman,
who sat outside of me on each side.
I felt that the time of action was approaching; but I knew now
that the first signal and movement would come from the woman, and
so watched her.
I was all unarmed, but I had made up my mind what to do. At the
first movement I would seize the butcher's axe in the right-hand
corner and fight my way out. At least, I would die hard. I stole a
glance round to fix its exact locality so that I could not fail to
seize it at the first effort, for then, if ever, time and accuracy
would be precious.
Good God! It was gone! All the horror of the situation burst
upon me; but the bitterest thought of all was that if the issue of
the terrible position should be against me Alice would infallibly
suffer. Either she would believe me false-and any lover, or any one
who has ever been one, can imagine the bitterness of the thought-or
else she would go on loving long after I had been lost to her and
to the world, so that her life would be broken and embittered,
shattered with disappointment and despair. The very magnitude of
the pain braced me up and nerved me to bear the dread scrutiny of
the plotters.
I think I did not betray myself. The old woman was watching me
as a cat does a mouse; she had her right hand hidden in the folds
of her gown, clutching, I knew, that long, cruel-looking dagger.
Had she seen any disappointment in my face she would, I felt, have
known that the moment had come, and would have sprung on me like a
tigress, certain of taking me unprepared.
I looked out into the night, and there I saw new cause for
danger. Before and around the hut were at a little distance some
shadowy forms; they were quite still, but I knew that they were all
alert and on guard. Small chance for me now in that direction.
Again I stole a glance round the place. In moments of great
excitement and of great danger, which is excitement, the mind works
very quickly, and the keenness of the faculties which depend on the
mind grows in proportion. I now felt this.
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