“In fact,
nothing at all, really,” he added, by way of further explanation.
“I am glad of that,” I heard the doctor murmur under
his breath, but so low that I only just caught the words, and Sangree
missed them altogether, as evidently he was meant to do.
“And now,” he cried, getting on his feet and shaking
himself with a | characteristic gesture, as though to shake out the
horror-and the mystery, “let us leave the problem till tomorrow and
enjoy this wind and sea and stars. I’ve been living lately in the
atmosphere of many people, and feel that I want to wash and be clean. I
propose a swim and then bed. Who’ll second me?” And two minutes later
we were all diving from the boat into cool, deep water, that reflected
a thousand moons as the waves broke away from us in countless ripples.
We slept in blankets under the open sky, Sangree and
I taking the outside places, and were up before sunrise to catch the
dawn wind. Helped by this early start we were half-way home by noon,
and then the wind shifted to a few points behind us so that we fairly
ran. In and out among a thousand islands, down narrow channels where we
lost the wind, out into open spaces where we had to take in a reef,
racing along under a hot and cloudless sky, we flew through the very
heart of the bewildering and lonely scenery.
“A real wilderness,” cried Dr. Silence from his seat
in the bows where he held the jib sheet. His hat was off, his hair
tumbled in the wind, and his lean brown face gave him the touch of an
Oriental. Presently he changed places with Sangree, and came down to
talk with me by the tiller.
“A wonderful region, all this world of islands,” he
said, waving his hand to the scenery rushing past us, “but doesn’t it
strike you there’s something lacking?”
“It’s—hard,” I answered, after a moment’s
reflection. “It has a superficial, glittering prettiness, without–-”
I hesitated to find the word I wanted.
John Silence nodded his head with approval.
“Exactly,” he said. “The picturesqueness of stage
scenery that is not real, not alive. It’s like a landscape by a clever
painter, yet without true imagination. Soulless—that’s the word you
wanted.”
“Something like that,” I answered, watching the
gusts of wind on the sails. “Not dead so much, as without soul. That’s
it.”
“Of course,” he went on, in a voice calculated, it
seemed to me, not to reach our companion in the bows, “to live long in
a place like this— long and alone—might bring about a strange result
in some men.”
I suddenly realised he was talking with a purpose
and pricked up my ears.
“There’s no life here. These islands are mere dead
rocks pushed up from below the sea—not living land; and there’s
nothing really alive on them. Even the sea, this tideless, brackish
sea, neither salt water nor fresh, is dead. It’s all a pretty image of
life without the real heart and soul of life. To a man with too strong
desires who came here and lived close to nature, strange things might
happen.”
“Let her out a bit,” I shouted to Sangree, who was
coming aft. “The wind’s gusty and we’ve got hardly any ballast.”
He went back to the bows, and Dr. Silence continued—
“Here, I mean, a long sojourn would lead to
deterioration, to degeneration. The place is utterly unsoftened by
human influences, by any humanising associations of history, good or
bad. This landscape has never awakened into life; it’s still dreaming
in its primitive sleep.”
“In time,” I put in, “you mean a man living here
might become brutal?”
“The passions would run wild, selfishness become
supreme, the instincts coarsen and turn savage probably.”
“But–-“
“In other places just as wild, parts of Italy for
instance, where there are other moderating influences, it could not
happen. The character might grow wild, savage too in a sense, but with
a human wildness one could understand and deal with. But here, in a
hard place like this, it might be otherwise.” He spoke slowly, weighing
his words carefully.
I looked at him with many questions in my eyes, and
a precautionary cry to Sangree to stay in the fore part of the boat,
out of earshot.
“First of all there would come callousness to pain,
and indifference to the rights of others. Then the soul would turn
savage, not from passionate human causes, or with enthusiasm, but by
deadening down into a kind of cold, primitive, emotionless savagery—by
turning, like the landscape, soulless.”
“And a man with strong desires, you say, might
change?”
“Without being aware of it, yes; he might turn
savage, his instincts and desires turn animal. And if’—he lowered his
voice and turned for a moment towards the bows, and then continued in
his most weighty manner—”owing to delicate health or other
predisposing causes, his Double—you know what I mean, of course—his
etheric Body of Desire, or astral body, as some term it—that part in
which the emotions, passions and desires reside—if this, I say, were
for some constitutional reason loosely joined to his physical organism,
there might well take place an occasional projection–-“
Sangree came aft with a sudden rush, his face
aflame, but whether with wind or sun, or with what he had heard I
cannot say. In my surprise I let the tiller slip and the cutter gave a
great plunge as she came sharply into the wind and flung us all
together in a heap on the bottom. Sangree said nothing, but while he
scrambled up and made the jib sheet fast my companion found a moment to
add to his unfinished sentence the words, too low for any ear but mine—
“Entirely unknown to himself, however.”
We righted the boat and laughed, and then Sangree
produced the map and explained exactly where we were. Far away on the
horizon, across an open stretch of water, lay a blue cluster of islands
with our crescent-shaped home among them and the safe anchorage of the
lagoon.
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