But what is it with you,
all scented, all pomaded, such a dandy?…”
“Yes, gentlemen, so it is! Enough, now…” Mr.
Goliadkin responded, looking to one side and with a strained smile. Seeing Mr. Goliadkin’s smile,
the clerks burst out laughing. Mr. Goliadkin pursed his lips slightly.
“I’ll tell you, gentlemen, in a friendly way,” our
hero said after some silence, as if (“So be it, then!”) deciding to reveal something to the
clerks, “you all know me, gentlemen, but so far you know me from only one side. No one is to
blame in this case, and, I confess, it’s partly my own fault.”
Mr. Goliadkin compressed his lips and looked
meaningfully at the clerks. The clerks again exchanged winks.
“Till now, gentlemen, you have not known me. To
explain myself here and now would not be entirely appropriate. I’ll tell you only a thing or two
in passing and by the way. There are people, gentlemen, who dislike roundabout paths and mask
themselves only for masked balls. There are people who do not see the direct destiny of man in
the dexterous skill of polishing the parquet with their boots. There are also people, gentlemen,
who will not say they are happy and have a full life, when, for instance, their trousers fit
well. Finally, there are people who do not like to leap and fidget in vain, to flirt and fawn,
and, above all, to poke their noses where they are not asked…I, gentlemen, have told you nearly
all; permit me now to withdraw…”
Mr. Goliadkin stopped. Since the gentlemen registrars
were now fully satisfied, they both suddenly rocked with extremely impolite laughter. Mr.
Goliadkin flared up.
“Laugh, gentlemen, laugh meanwhile! You’ll live and
you’ll see,” he said with a feeling of injured dignity, taking his hat and retreating towards the
door.
“But I’ll say more, gentlemen,” he added, addressing
the gentlemen registrars one last time, “I’ll say more—the two of you are here face-to-face with
me. These, gentlemen, are my rules: if I don’t succeed, I keep trying; if I do succeed, I keep
quiet; and in any case I don’t undermine anyone. I’m not an intriguer, and I’m proud of it. I
wouldn’t make a good diplomat. They also say, gentlemen, that the bird flies to the fowler.
That’s true, and I’m ready to agree: but who is the fowler here, and who is the bird? That’s
still a question, gentlemen!”
Mr. Goliadkin fell eloquently silent and with a most
significant mien, that is, raising his eyebrows and compressing his lips to the utmost, bowed and
went out, leaving the gentlemen clerks in extreme astonishment.
“Where to, sir?” Petrushka asked quite sternly,
probably sick by then of dragging about in the cold. “Where to, sir?” he asked Mr. Goliadkin,
meeting his terrible, all-annihilating gaze, with which our hero had already provided himself
twice that day, and to which he now resorted for a third time, going down the steps.
“To the Izmailovsky Bridge.”
“To the Izmailovsky Bridge! Gee-up!”
“Their dinner won’t begin before five or even at
five,” thought Mr. Goliadkin, “isn’t it too early now? However, I can come early; it’s a family
dinner after all. I can just come sans façon, *1 as they say among respectable people. Why can’t I come sans façon? Our bear also said it would all be sans
façon, and therefore I, too…” So thought Mr. Goliadkin; but meanwhile his agitation
increased more and more. It was noticeable that he was preparing himself for something quite
troublesome, to say the least; he whispered to himself, gesticulated with his right hand, kept
glancing out the carriage windows, so that, looking now at Mr. Goliadkin, no one would really
have said that he was preparing to dine well, simply, and in his own family circle—sans façon, as they say among respectable people.
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