The surroundings concern it only so far as
they affect education. Sumner, Dana, Palfrey, had values of their
own, like Hume, Pope, and Wordsworth, which any one may study in
their works; here all appear only as influences on the mind of a
boy very nearly the average of most boys in physical and mental
stature. The influence was wholly political and literary. His
father made no effort to force his mind, but left him free play,
and this was perhaps best. Only in one way his father rendered him
a great service by trying to teach him French and giving him some
idea of a French accent. Otherwise the family was rather an
atmosphere than an influence. The boy had a large and overpowering
set of brothers and sisters, who were modes or replicas of the same
type, getting the same education, struggling with the same
problems, and solving the question, or leaving it unsolved much in
the same way. They knew no more than he what they wanted or what to
do for it, but all were conscious that they would like to control
power in some form; and the same thing could be said of an ant or
an elephant. Their form was tied to politics or literature. They
amounted to one individual with half-a-dozen sides or facets; their
temperaments reacted on each other and made each child more like
the other. This was also education, but in the type, and the Boston
or New England type was well enough known. What no one knew was
whether the individual who thought himself a representative of this
type, was fit to deal with life.
As far as outward bearing went, such a family of
turbulent children, given free rein by their parents, or
indifferent to check, should have come to more or less grief.
Certainly no one was strong enough to control them, least of all
their mother, the queen-bee of the hive, on whom nine-tenths of the
burden fell, on whose strength they all depended, but whose
children were much too self-willed and self-confident to take
guidance from her, or from any one else, unless in the direction
they fancied. Father and mother were about equally helpless. Almost
every large family in those days produced at least one black sheep,
and if this generation of Adamses escaped, it was as much a matter
of surprise to them as to their neighbors. By some happy chance
they grew up to be decent citizens, but Henry Adams, as a brand
escaped from the burning, always looked back with astonishment at
their luck. The fact seemed to prove that they were born, like
birds, with a certain innate balance. Home influences alone never
saved the New England boy from ruin, though sometimes they may have
helped to ruin him; and the influences outside of home were
negative. If school helped, it was only by reaction. The dislike of
school was so strong as to be a positive gain. The passionate
hatred of school methods was almost a method in itself. Yet the
day-school of that time was respectable, and the boy had nothing to
complain of. In fact, he never complained. He hated it because he
was here with a crowd of other boys and compelled to learn by
memory a quantity of things that did not amuse him. His memory was
slow, and the effort painful. For him to conceive that his memory
could compete for school prizes with machines of two or three times
its power, was to prove himself wanting not only in memory, but
flagrantly in mind. He thought his mind a good enough machine, if
it were given time to act, but it acted wrong if hurried.
Schoolmasters never gave time.
In any and all its forms, the boy detested school,
and the prejudice became deeper with years. He always reckoned his
school-days, from ten to sixteen years old, as time thrown away.
Perhaps his needs turned out to be exceptional, but his existence
was exceptional. Between 1850 and 1900 nearly every one's existence
was exceptional. For success in the life imposed on him he needed,
as afterwards appeared, the facile use of only four tools:
Mathematics, French, German, and Spanish. With these, he could
master in very short time any special branch of inquiry, and feel
at home in any society.
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