“Perhaps I was
mistaken. The mouse—er—the mouse woke up—”
“You told us that.”
The figure continued, speaking with greater rapidity even than
before:
“And looked about it, and found the view so lovely that it said it
would never live in a pocket again, but would divide its time in
future between the fields and houses. So it pricked its whiskers up,
and the squirrel curled its tail over its back to avoid any places
that still were damp, and the rabbit polished its big front teeth on
the grass and said it was quite pleased to have a stump instead of a
tail as a memento of a memorable occasion when they had all been
nearly drowned together, and—they all skipped up to the top of the
high chalk cliffs as dry as a bone and as happy as—”
He broke off in the middle of the enormous sentence to say a most
ridiculous and unnecessary thing. “Come in,” he said, just as though
there was some one knocking at the door. But no single head was
turned. If there was an entry it was utterly ignored.
“Happy as what?”
“As you,” the figure went on faster than ever. “And that’s why
England to-day is an island of quite a respectable size, and why
everybody pretends it’s dry and comfortable and cosy, and why people
never leave it except to go away for holidays that cannot possibly be
avoided.”
“I beg your pardon, sir,” began an awful voice behind the chair.
“And why to this day,” he continued as though he had not heard, “a
squirrel always curls its tail above its back, why a rabbit wears a
stump like a pen wiper, and why a mouse lives sometimes in a house and
sometimes in a field, and—”
“I beg your pardon, sir,” clanged the slow, awful voice in a
tone that was meant to be heard distinctly, “but it’s long gone
‘arf-past six, and—”
“Time for bed,” added the figure with a sound that was like the
falling of an executioner’s axe. And, as if to emphasise the arrival
of the remorseless moment, the clock just then struck loudly on the
mantelpiece—seven times.
But for several minutes no one stirred. Hope, even at such moments,
was stronger than machinery of clocks and nurses. There was a general
belief that somehow or other the moment that they dreaded, the moment
that was always coming to block their happiness, could be evaded and
shoved aside. Nothing mechanical like that was wholly true. Daddy had
often used queer phrases that hinted at it: “Some day—A day is
coming—A day will come”; and so forth. Their belief in a special Day
when no one would say “Time” haunted them already. Yet, evidently this
evening was not the momentous occasion; for when Tim mentioned that
the clock was fast, the figure behind the chair replied that she was
half an hour overdue already, and her tone was like Thompson’s when he
said, “Dinner’s served.” There was no escape this time.
Accordingly the children slowly disentangled themselves; they rose
and stretched like animals; though all still ignored the figure behind
the chair. A ball of stuff unrolled and became Maria. “Thank you,
Daddy,” she said. “It was just lovely,” said Judy. “But it’s only the
beginning, isn’t it?” Tim asked. “It’ll go on to-morrow night?” And
the figure, having escaped failure by the skin of its teeth, kissed
each in turn and said, “Another time—yes, I’ll go on with it.”
Whereupon the children deigned to notice the person behind the chair.
“We’re coming up to bed now, Jackman,” they mentioned casually, and
disappeared slowly from the room in a disappointed body, robbed,
unsatisfied, but very sleepy. The clock had cheated them of something
that properly was endless. Maria alone made no remark, for she was
already asleep in Jackman’s comfortable arms. Maria was always
carried.
“Time’s up,” Tim reflected when he lay in bed; “time’s always up. I
do wish we could stop it somehow,” and fell asleep somewhat gratified
because he had deliberately not wound up his alarum-clock. He had the
delicious feeling—a touch of spite in it—that this would bother Time
and muddle it.
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