In red shoes he had walked over the grass
of the garden. Everyone bowed deeply. Tapered old man's fingers stroked
the boy's cheeks. Had it all happened, or was it no more than empty dreaming?
To Gabriel Bagradian his grandfather and Musa Dagh connoted the same.
When a few weeks ago he had first beheld again that mount of his childhood,
that darkening ridge against the sunset, he had been invaded by indescribable
terrifying, and yet delightful sensations. Their depths had refused to reveal
themselves. He had at once given up the attempt. Had it been the first breath
of a presentiment? Or only these twenty-three years?
Twenty-three years of Europe, Paris! Years of complete assimilation.
They were as good as twice, or three times, that. They extinguished
everything. After the old man's death his family, absolved at last from
the local patriotism of its founder, had escaped this Oriental nook. The
firm's head office was, and remained, Istanbul. But Gabriel's parents
had lived with their two sons in Paris. Yet Gabriel's brother -- he,
too, had been called Avetis -- about fifteen years Gabriel's senior,
had soon disappeared. He went back to Turkey, as active partner in the
importing-house. Not unfittingly had he been given his grandfather's
name. With him, after some years of neglect, the villa in Yoghonoluk
reassumed its seigniorial status. His one amusement had been hunting,
and with Yoghonoluk as his base he set forth into the Taurus mountains
and to the Harun. Gabriel, who scarcely had known his brother, had been
sent to a Paris lycée and then to study at the Sorbonne. No one insisted
on putting him into the business, to which he, a miraculous exception in
his family, would not have been suited in the least. He had been allowed
to live as a scholar, a bel esprit , an archaeologist a historian of
art, a philosopher, and in addition had been allotted a yearly income
which made him a free, even a very well-to-do, man. Still quite young,
he had married Juliette. This marriage had worked a profound change in
him. The Frenchwoman had drawn him her way. At present he was more French
than ever. Armenian still, but only in a sense -- academically. Still,
he did not forget it altogether, and at times published a scientific
article in an Armenian paper. And, at ten years old, Stephan his son,
had been given an Armenian tutor, so that he might be taught the speech
of his fathers. At first all this had seemed entirely useless, harmful
even, to Juliette. But, since she happened to like young Samuel Avakian,
she had surrendered, after a few retreating skirmishes. Their tiffs had
always the same origin. Yet, no matter how hard Gabriel might try to
concern himself with the politics of foreigners, he was still sometimes
drawn back into those of his people.
1 comment