He raced headlong, his head over his shoulder,
through a windy wood, bare of undergrowth; there lay about the ground moldering
stumps, the relics of trees that had thundered to their fall, crashing and tearing
to earth, long ago; and from these remains there flowed out a pale thin
radiance, filling the spaces of the sounding wood with a dream of light. He had
lost all count of the track; he felt he had fled for hours, climbing and
descending, and yet not advancing; it was as if he stood still and the shadows
of the land went by, in a vision. But at last a hedge, high and straggling,
rose before him, and as he broke through it, his feet slipped, and he fell
headlong down a steep bank into a lane. He lay still, half-stunned, for a
moment, and then rising unsteadily, he looked desperately into the darkness
before him, uncertain and bewildered. In front it was black as a midnight
cellar, and he turned about, and saw a glint in the distance, as if a candle
were flickering in a farm-house window. He began to walk with trembling feet
towards the light, when suddenly something pale started out from the shadows
before him, and seemed to swim and float down the air. He was going down hill,
and he hastened onwards, and he could see the bars of a stile framed dimly
against the sky, and the figure still advanced with that gliding motion. Then,
as the road declined to the valley, the landmark he had been seeking appeared.
To his right there surged up in the darkness the darker summit of the Roman fort, and the streaming fire of the great full moon glowed
through the bars of the wizard oaks, and made a halo shine about the hill. He
was now quite close to the white appearance, and saw
that it was only a woman walking swiftly down the lane; the floating movement
was an effect due to the somber air and the moon's glamour. At the gate, where
he had spent so many hours gazing at the fort, they walked foot to foot, and he
saw it was Annie Morgan.
"Good
evening, Master Lucian," said the girl, "it's very dark, sir,
indeed."
"Good
evening, Annie," he answered, calling her by her name for the first time,
and he saw that she smiled with pleasure. "You are out late, aren't
you?"
"Yes,
sir; but I've been taking a bit of supper to old Mrs. Gibbon. She's been very
poorly the last few days, and there's nobody to do anything for her."
Then
there were really people who helped one another; kindness and pity were not
mere myths, fictions of "society," as useful as Doe and Roe, and as
non-existent. The thought struck Lucian with a shock; the evening's passion and
delirium, the wild walk and physical fatigue had almost shattered him in body
and mind. He was "degenerate," decadent,
and the rough rains and blustering winds of life, which a stronger man would
have laughed at and enjoyed, were to him "hail-storms and
fire-showers." After all, Messrs Beit, the
publishers, were only sharp men of business, and these terrible Dixons and Gervases and Colleys merely the ordinary limited clergy and gentry of a
quiet country town; sturdier sense would have dismissed Dixon as an old humbug,
Stanley Gervase, Esquire, J.P., as a "bit of a
bounder," and the ladies as "rather a shoddy lot." But he was
walking slowly now in painful silence, his heavy, lagging feet striking against
the loose stones. He was not thinking of the girl beside him; only something
seemed to swell and grow and swell within his heart; it was all the torture of
his days, weary hopes and weary disappointment, scorn rankling and throbbing,
and the thought "I had rather call the devils my brothers and live with
them in hell." He choked and gasped for breath, and felt involuntary
muscles working in his face, and the impulses of a madman stirring him; he
himself was in truth the realization of the vision of Caermaen
that night, a city with moldering walls beset by the ghostly legion. Life and
the world and the laws of the sunlight had passed away, and the resurrection
and kingdom of the dead began. The Celt assailed him, becoming from the weird
wood he called the world, and his far-off ancestors, the "little
people," crept out of their caves, muttering charms and incantations in
hissing inhuman speech; he was beleaguered by desires that had slept in his
race for ages.
"I
am afraid you are very tired, Master Lucian. Would you like me to give you my
hand over this rough bit?"
He
had stumbled against a great round stone and had nearly fallen. The woman's
hand sought his in the darkness; as he felt the touch of the soft warm flesh he
moaned, and a pang shot through his arm to his heart. He looked up and found he
had only walked a few paces since Annie had spoken; he had thought they had
wandered for hours together. The moon was just mounting above the oaks, and the
halo round the dark hill brightened. He stopped short, and keeping his hold of
Annie's hand, looked into her face. A hazy glory of moonlight shone around them
and lit up their eyes. He had not greatly altered since his boyhood; his face
was pale olive in color, thin and oval; marks of pain had gathered about the
eyes, and his black hair was already stricken with grey. But the eager, curious
gaze still remained, and what he saw before him lit up his sadness with a new
fire. She stopped too, and did not offer to draw away, but looked back with all
her heart. They were alike in many ways; her skin was also of that olive color,
but her face was sweet as a beautiful summer night, and her black eyes showed
no dimness, and the smile on the scarlet lips was like a flame when it
brightens a dark and lonely land.
"You
are sorely tired, Master Lucian, let us sit down here
by the gate."
It
was Lucian who spoke next: "My dear, my dear." And their lips were
together again, and their arms locked together, each holding the other fast.
And then the poor lad let his head sink down on his sweetheart's breast, and
burst into a passion of weeping. The tears streamed down his face, and he shook
with sobbing, in the happiest moment that he had ever lived. The woman bent
over him and tried to comfort him, but his tears were his consolation and his
triumph.
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