And then the air changed
once more; the flush increased, and a spot like blood appeared in the pond by
the gate, and all the clouds were touched with fiery spots and dapples of
flame; here and there it looked as if awful furnace doors were being opened.
The
wind blew wildly, and it came up through the woods with a noise like a scream,
and a great oak by the roadside ground its boughs together with a dismal
grating jar. As the red gained in the sky, the earth and all upon it glowed,
even the grey winter fields and the bare hillsides crimsoned, the waterpools were cisterns of molten brass, and the very road
glittered. He was wonder-struck, almost aghast, before the scarlet magic of the
afterglow. The old Roman fort was invested with fire; flames from heaven were
smitten about its walls, and above there was a dark floating cloud, like fume
of smoke, and every haggard writhing tree showed as black as midnight against
the black of the furnace.
When
he got home he heard his mother's voice calling: "Here's Lucian at last.
Mary, Master Lucian has come, you can get the tea
ready." He told a long tale of his adventures, and felt somewhat mortified
when his father seemed perfectly acquainted with the whole course of the lane,
and knew the names of the wild woods through which he had passed in awe.
"You
must have gone by the Darren, I suppose"—that was all he said. "Yes,
I noticed the sunset; we shall have some stormy weather. I don't expect to see
many in church tomorrow."
There
was buttered toast for tea "because it was holidays." The red
curtains were drawn, and a bright fire was burning, and there was the old
familiar furniture, a little shabby, but charming from association. It was much
pleasanter than the cold and squalid schoolroom; and much better to be reading Chambers's Journal than learning Euclid; and
better to talk to his father and mother than to be answering such remarks as:
"I say, Taylor, I've torn my trousers; how much do you charge for
mending?" "Lucy, dear, come quick and sew this button on my
shirt."
That
night the storm woke him, and he groped with his hands amongst the bedclothes,
and sat up, shuddering, not knowing where he was. He had seen himself, in a
dream, within the Roman fort, working some dark horror, and the furnace doors
were opened and a blast of flame from heaven was smitten upon him.
Lucian
went slowly, but not discreditably, up the school, gaining prizes now and
again, and falling in love more and more with useless reading and unlikely
knowledge. He did his elegiacs and iambics well enough, but he preferred
exercising himself in the rhymed Latin of the middle ages. He liked history,
but he loved to meditate on a land laid waste, Britain deserted by the legions,
the rare pavements riven by frost, Celtic magic still
brooding on the wild hills and in the black depths of the forest, the rosy
marbles stained with rain, and the walls growing grey. The masters did not
encourage these researches; a pure enthusiasm, they felt, should be for cricket
and football, the dilettanti might
even play fives and read Shakespeare without blame, but healthy English boys
should have nothing to do with decadent periods. He was once found guilty of
recommending Villon to a school-fellow named Barnes.
Barnes tried to extract unpleasantness from the text during preparation, and
rioted in his place, owing to his incapacity for the language. The matter was a
serious one; the headmaster had never heard of Villon,
and the culprit gave up the name of his literary admirer without remorse.
Hence, sorrow for Lucian, and complete immunity for the miserable illiterate
Barnes, who resolved to confine his researches to the Old Testament, a book
which the headmaster knew well. As for Lucian, he plodded on, learning his work
decently, and sometimes doing very creditable Latin and Greek prose. His
school-fellows thought him quite mad, and tolerated him, and indeed were very
kind to him in their barbarous manner. He often remembered in after life acts
of generosity and good nature done by wretches like Barnes, who had no care for
old French nor for curious meters, and such recollections always moved him to
emotion. Travelers tell such tales; cast upon cruel shores amongst savage
races, they have found no little kindness and warmth of hospitality.
He
looked forward to the holidays as joyfully as the rest of them. Barnes and his
friend Duscot used to tell him their plans and
anticipation; they were going home to brothers and sisters, and to cricket,
more cricket, or to football, more football, and in
the winter there were parties and jollities of all sorts. In return he would
announce his intention of studying the Hebrew language, or perhaps Provençal, with a walk up a bare and desolate mountain by
way of open-air amusement, and on a rainy day for choice. Whereupon Barnes
would impart to Duscot his confident belief that old
Taylor was quite cracked. It was a queer, funny life that of school, and so
very unlike anything in Tom Brown. He
once saw the headmaster patting the head of the bishop's little boy, while he
called him "my little man," and smiled hideously. He told the tale
grotesquely in the lower fifth room the same day, and earned much applause, but
forfeited all liking directly by proposing a voluntary course of scholastic
logic. One barbarian threw him to the ground and another jumped on him, but it
was done very pleasantly. There were, indeed, some few of a worse class in the
school, solemn sycophants, prigs perfected from tender years, who thought life
already "serious," and yet, as the headmaster said, were
"joyous, manly young fellows." Some of these dressed for dinner at
home, and talked of dances when they came back in January. But this virulent
sort was comparatively infrequent, and achieved great success in after life.
Taking his school days as a whole, he always spoke up for the system, and years
afterward he described with enthusiasm the strong beer at a roadside tavern,
some way out of the town. But he always maintained that the taste for tobacco,
acquired in early life, was the great life, was the great note of the English
Public School.
Three
years after Lucian's discovery of the narrow lane and the vision of the flaming
fort, the August holidays brought him home at a time of great heat. It was one
of those memorable years of English weather, when some Provençal
spell seems wreathed round the island in the northern sea, and the grasshoppers
chirp loudly as the cicadas, the hills smell of rosemary, and white walls of
the old farmhouses blaze in the sunlight as if they stood in Arles or Avignon or famed Tarascon by
Rhone.
Lucian's
father was late at the station, and consequently Lucian bought the Confessions of an English Opium Eater
which he saw on the bookstall. When his father did drive up, Lucian noticed
that the old trap had had a new coat of dark paint, and that the pony looked
advanced in years.
"I
was afraid that I should be late, Lucian," said his father, "though I
made old Polly go like anything. I was just going to tell George to put her
into the trap when young Philip Harris came to me in a terrible state.
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